Day 24 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 30-Day Challenge

The thing that we did and for the reasons some may want to argue the factions of the temperamental and environmental effects that we have to ensure for the sake of the matter and the children of the future. There is no meaning in this and that we may be able to ensure the conclusions are real and can be delivered within the promised land. There is a slack in the calculation and we all have to bear the losses and that the income and balance sheet will not be good for the rest of the year.

There is a way to recover from the misery. That is one may have to leave the location and try to get some fresh air. However, there are people that come in between and make no sense and effort to cover what they did. How do they live? with the burden that they are thinking about on a daily basis or they simply did not care. We do have other important things to worry and tackle for the life that is so short. One may have the chance to make good of the sins that they have created long time ago but that will not redeem the situation for the man and woman that they have passed on.

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We are indeed alone in this world. There are so many people in and around us but they will never understand the situation and the thinking that we are about to endure for the rest of our life. There is more often people leave us alone and that will be a wonderful feeling and for sure we have the chance to make it all the way to the finishing line. We are about to get better and that will have to be some kind of effort and I prefer to be doing this by myself. More and more people are coming into our lives but some may have been trying to get through us and make us look bad. I do not care about that. All we want to do in this world is to get by and take care of ourselves and the people that we love.

Those were the words that we may have to be sure to take it one by one. The new year is coming and that the people will be saying the same old thing. They never chance and they never want to be different from what they are now. There is a secret in getting total change and this is to come the opposite of what we are. That is the only way to make instant impact and that the people do not care is something that we do not have to be thinking all the time. We do not think of them all the time and why should they be thinking about us all the time.

Sense and may be surely that we have the good evening and that the new year's eve is today. We may have to be sure when we do make that leap to the other side of the character and we may have to turn our back on so many things that we have ensure all this while. There will be goods coming from the other side of the human and there will be bad and huge things that we will encounter. But who cares? People say that all the time and I think I may have to start the year not caring about anything except for things and people that are close proximity to me. That is all I can think at the moment and we need to embark on an adventure that some may think we have turned insane.

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Let them be. Let them think what they want to think. We do have our won thing to do and that we will be satisfied at the end of the day. We can hardly do things for others but we need to ensure that we may have to pursue the happiness with other people but being alone will be the likely destination. Surely there is some repercussion on the decisions that we have made through out the year. The morning pleasant has been ruined by the sound of the people that I hate and that is something that has been common theme around the house. I can barely hear them any longer and that is something I have to totally create a deafening mantra that I can escape from the sadness and unhappiness they bring to the table. 

Word count for the day is 757.

Day 23 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 30-Day Challenge

If only frustration, anger and things like that can be used as the alternative power to the air that we breath. We are capable of getting more years in our lives. That is the thing that I thought yesterday when someone asked me to be cool when the Internet was not in service after 3 days. I can stay cool. I can stay relax. The frustration has been there for so many years and that has become part of my life. There is nothing that I can do about that but to ensure the day one by one and try to make the most of everything that come into my lap. That is the thing that I can do at the moment and many will not understand the situation. People that are in a position to do something about it is not doing anything and a simple communication, the shortest ever is also not there so I am not frustrated any longer. It has become part of my life and that is like having an extra limb or what ever in the body attached somewhere virtually, I supposed. 

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There are many ways that we can take a look at the situation and to be thinking positively is something people say just to make things look better or to make a statement rather than keeping quiet. I would rather they say it honestly and just say they do not what to say. Saying be strong and what not is something that they have not been able to do anyway but I must say that I do appreciate some of them.

There will be story for another day and yet there are so many people out there are only thinking of themselves and never regards others. There are sometimes things that you do not have to get it related to you. Why must everything have something to do with you. Simply ignore the news and move on. There is nothing that you can do and that will influence your life. Why bother relating everything that is around you with what you perceived that is not fair to your side or your team or your neighborhood. Life is not fair and that is what we have to live with and for many life is fair and they carry on with what they have. Some will do this humble bragging thing and some simply off the grid and people do not have to know about them.

We see these everyday in the people's behavior in the social media and I for one would like to walk away from all those when I see one that I cannot be thinking why not me. There is always someone out there that will out perform you and that you have to keep your thinking to yourself and be kind to yourself first. That is what we are going to do and the new year is coming for no reason at all. It is just the beginning of the sentences that we must be acknowledging all the necessary burden that we are carrying for the past 7 years coming to 8 years in 6 months time. 

They do not want to think about the matter most to the heart and the fading voices are all over the mansion during the night. The rain was heavy and the noises were very loud. People cannot be hearing the screaming and the yelling from the next door when they choose on a daily basis to scream and yell and scold their kids. I am not sure that is the right way to do things because the kids keep on coming and doing the same thing. Kids are menace and we have to live with that and guide them to do things correctly. They are learning that yelling and scolding are the way to educate children and they will be doing the same thing to their children. I have said this before and many times before. They were away for a couple of days. They came back yesterday and almost immediately the scolding and the yelling started. I am so very tired of hearing that and I have been thinking of throwing something to the wall when this happen. I may want to drop the glass bottle and that may stun them.

That is all I ask and we are in the middle of the school holidays and it is very hard to hear things that you do not like very early in the morning. We are yet to have the drink and breakfast when we heard things that is so lame and came with the excuses. Today's word count is 775.

Day 22 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 30-Day Challenge

Is that how the world work? I depend on some people out there. Those people depend on another set of people out there and it goes on and one. How many layers do we have to go through to get things done? We are the unfortunate ones because we are the ones that pay for the damned thing or the services and what not. It is getting annoying and irritated about the lack of urgency for people that do not understand their pay check come from us the paying customers. And they say the customers are always right. I am not too sure about that but the fact that we pay for the products and services meaning they have to do their job so that we get what we paid for. As simple as that and nothing is complicated. We are in a country and society that could not understand the situation because the system and the people that run the country do not bother to go and understand their position. The definition is not being able to do the work has been twisted and we the ones that pay the taxes are suffering. Not the first time I say this out loud and we can see the argument about the similar subjects on the social media and also in the private chat room of the communication applications.

Thus there must be accountability and that we are not immune to the manner that this is going for many a years to the standard of transactions that can barely reach the maximum speed in the experimental environment. There is also people trying to catch the quota that they we responsible and the ones that are getting the shout out are the friends that clearly do not meet the criteria. We do not have the chance to make it to the line and finish off the competition because we are well below our limit to ensure the pain and the stickiness of the match operators. That will be undone by the many participants trying to get to the top of the hill at one go. We stayed back and enjoyed to drama in the competition and yet some may argue that they have won the match fair and square.

There is always a way to find out the thinking of the people that are running the show in advance notification. Some may have been cheated along the way and they are revenging the situation and that could be deadly. Those who have anticipated the outcome tried to get out of the way and they walked away from the group and headed for the country side. There will be peace and that they can do as much as they can to the land and farming and also doing some rearing the cattle and goats and the sheep. We do need the dogs to fend off the attack from the people and also wild animals that come across the ranch once in a blue moon. There are friends that can help us along the way.

Some may argue that we are in the middle of a crisis that we still cannot be afraid of the man and woman that will show up in front of the school yard. The gardeners and also the security people will try to see the situation and block the way to the other side of the gates. We do not want any trouble but we also want to know whether we are doing the right things when it comes to getting the first time children into the schools. They will be starting very soon and the parents are advised to stay away from the classes. This will help the kids to understand the situation and that the teachers will take care of things during the schooling ours.

We are nearing the situation where we try to make things as simple as possible. Continue to write with sentences that can be understood but there is no meaning at all behind all the vocabularies and idioms and what ever we throw against the wall. We have to be patient and not let us get caught into the situation where we were denied the asking and then we got frustrated all day long.

There is a way to go about this loneliness in the morning hours and that we can do so much for the people that try to see out the contract in the manner that we can understand the life that we are in struggling at the moment.

Day 21 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 30-Day Challenge

It is a hardly something strange that we meet up and need to ensure that the visitors are up and against our best. When they come, they are looking at the strength and weaknesses that we have and they want to exploit that when the time comes. We are more focus on the job at hand and we do not want to be distracted. There is always a way to go about the game and that one route is sometimes the best thing to do when you have the target man up front.

We do not have the common sense that we could do about to show up when it comes to the necessary part of the job. We do not have the number of people that are capable of making instant impact on the game but we have special players that are talented and that they can bring some kind different threats to the opposition team. The game ended earlier than expected when the visiting team captain gave away the ball and straight into the fresh striker. He was on the field for about 50 seconds and scored the forth goal. The game was over than and they knocked the ball about for 20 minutes and then just waiting for the umpire to blow the final call. That was it. Interesting and that the home team came from behind to convincingly win the game.

We do not have to stand around and wait for the people to show up. We could call them and ask them to speed up the walking and attend the rally that people have been organizing for a long time. They did not pick up the phones and we are assuming they are not interested in the party and they wanted to achieve the end game on their own terms. We have no quarrel with that as long as they do not cross over the law and make us all look bad in front of the third party observers.

We are floating in the water when the rush came in to the door of the front bungalow. They have been watching us since the day we got checked in the chalet and we do not want to be disturbed. There is a way to go about doing our business and that is when the Internet is up and about the whole day. We could not believe that the service provider is so bad and we are in discussion with some vendors to get the quote for alternative data line to the Internet. It will be more expensive but we are able to make sure that they have the service provider agreement that actually balanced and they are committed to the maintenance of the equipment. The existing service provider is to complacent and we do not want to deal with them any longer. It has been a torrid year and we want to start fresh in the new year.

We may look back this year and felt  that we have not done enough and we did not have the chance to make many good decisions that can actually give us better options and results from the discussions. But there will come a time when we are able to make amends to the errors that we made and that we will be better equipped with the knowledge and that we will have better results in the near future. The training sessions were good and that we met many people from different industries to compare notes and have better relationship. We all agree that greed and corruption are the main culprits and we need to seek the people in the administration building to start clearing themselves since they are the ones that clearly in the wrong sides of the law. We do intend to keep on pressing the people there to go for clean and clear understandings of the people's choice and that we want them to be accountable for the losses that they made with the tax payers' money.

We have been through and transparent about the whole idea. We are not the ones that will suffer when the merge happen and the investors will have to look into removing some people from the board. They think these directors are more interested in the perks and also huge salary. At then end of the year they take overseas trip and bring along the whole family and that is too much in the eyes of the people that have to put up with the misery that they brought in.

Many will agree with the committee. 

767 word count for the day.

Day 20 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 30-Day Challenge

There are always broken promises somewhere along the life time alarming that we all want to be truth to the tail. Hence, many will obey the rules and yet we do have the people that are rude and very greedy doing things that they should not be doing. One could blame them and one could blame the system that has created them. So you indirectly will point to the creator and supporters of the system that give us all these mess. Nothing much that I could do to show the love and anxiousness when the time comes in between the recesses and we know that school is going to start very soon.

The cost will be there and we are not able to avoid or reduce or even not pay for it. The thing about that people never want to work honestly and when they make mistake, they will never acknowledge and pay for the consequences. Instead, they turn the back on the honest people that have dealt with them and make them do things for no reason. Yet these are the people supposed to be embracing the belief that is good and excellent lives. Yet again the it is the people that give us all the trouble.

When we do not have anything to choose in between, we tend to try to see out the measurement from the outside of the boundary. There will be difficulties but then again when they grow up they will face the same scenario and act probably differently after being taught the right away to handle matters in their own hands. When do we stop looking at the generations of trees and flowers and the bees that come all the time for the sweetness and the danger that they possess? There is nothing wrong about the situation from the bird eye view and we all need to understand the business and the accounting for the financial transactions. If we do not have that knowledge and also capability we are unable to digest the financial statement which people can twist all the time. What ever we do, the bottom line is the thing that we want to see. Profit or loss?

There goes the people crying out loud for the fault and the eagerness of some that are taking advantage of the situation. When the company is not doing well, the person in charge should have known better. The holidays can wait and they should be looking into the company financials and bring the confidence in all sectors. That is the disadvantage of people not being the owner of the company. These so-called government linked companies are not sure what value they add to the country. They do announce big profits but when it comes to losses the news is suppressed and then died away.

Where do we seek the intervention when we do not have the strength to swim across the ocean and yet to find an island that can sustain the life of a castaway. That cannot be impossible and that a movie is something that we can look as the reference. In a way we are there for a reason and we have seen so many people trying to teach and show up the survival tips that we can try when things actually happen to us.

Getting lost in the jungle can be dangerous. We do not know the area and the animals that can kill and also hurt us are all around. If I were in the situation, I probably will not stray far and let the people know where we are and stay in one place. A good source of water will be good and then we can always stay in the trees to avoid wild animals that can hurt us. We cannot blame them. These animals are there for a reason and they do not have the brain to think that we are their friends and that we can help them out with their lives. That is something to think about and yet we all are too far away from the dream that can come through.

Be careful what we wish for. That was the advice to so many people out there. They are trying to make changes to the stable club and yet we all know that this has been too long over due. Nothing much we can talk about the social media and also the people that are trying to make news and talk about the truth in their perspective. Please do not take all things for granted. 

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Day 19 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 30-Day Challenge

When do we need to compromise the situation and try to resolve the matter the soonest possible? From the different view point we tend to understand the situation and that we all part of the system. They do not take things for granted, the do that because they do not care. They only care when there is special interest to them whether family or money into the back pocket and something like that.

We all knew the consequences but we never want to change. We think we are doing the right thing and they only worry every 4 or 5 years or so. Then they will be at it again. Why not do this and try to get different opinion for once. We may have the tendency to make things worst and the the support from the other side is totally bias. How do they sleep at night? I know I do not sleep well through out the night. A couple of trips to the rest room is so normal for me now and if I did not have to that, it is kind of achievement for the night and showed progress to the bone and stuff like that.

We do tend to show that we feel alright in the social media. I am not sure I can do that either. We have the right to do so and I really do not want to care. There are people that took advantage of others and never actually think what they did is not to the person liking. Why do these people act like that? I am not sure where they come from and why they are like that because I do not know them and they do not know me. I was told by people around the area and that came through my ears.

There is no chance that we will be doing the flip over the matters in hands. The flow of the money that comes through the northern border is something to be concerned of but somehow we take our own sweet time to at least bring the matter up in the weekly meeting. Information through the email has been going on down and up the administration building but it seems nobody wants to make any comments or decision to that. That is the problem in this society when the people at the top never trust the subordinates and that they can easily delegate the decision making process with guidance and also being accountable. They do not allow the others to make decision and when they actually did and make one, they will some how put the accountability on the others. It seems that these people are prejudice and many were happy to see them go eventually. The day did come and people we too happy to say good bye and what not. There is a few that are still left in the building and their fate will be make known sooner rather than latter.

It is interesting to see these people act at the moment. When they have their umbrella in the office, they acted as and when they wish. I would love to see how they have because the lalang in the wind and that they have change their allegiance to the new regime. I dare not say anything because I have not seen them and sure they must know about the case that I am the subject matter and yet we still waiting for the formal contact.

It has been rough and tough along the way. The Internet connection is out of order at the moment and I have to use the data line from my communication device to get this up and running. I have to be hurry and I cannot afford to use the data line as much as I wanted to. There will be a waiting game for this problem and I hope they will resolve the matter soon. It is the game plan and the agenda in the society how people work in the service industry. They always think of themselves first and never look at the work as the service to the people that actually directly involved in the  payments of their salaries. They could not care less and that comes with the way our society runs and operates. We have to instill different way of life to our children so that when they grow up they will not be these type of workers or service providers out there. I does not matter where you work and as what, the most important thing is to perform the duty honestly. 

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Day 18 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 30-Day Challenge

We do not have to be upset or anything like that. All we have to do is smile and let go of things that just happened and enjoy the time that we are spending on one self. Time can only be spent. We are never going to "save" the time in a bank or something like that and use it in the near future. No such thing as time saving and that we should be doing our job properly instead of looking into saving time to complete the work. We have determined the time to take to complete the task and we should be sticking to it. We we are thinking of saving the time, it is about taking short cuts and that can mean cheating most of the time. People in the software coding business try to save time by not putting in exceptional condition so that when there is production error we are able to see things clearly and take action. When they want to save time, they skip some coding and at the end of the day, the system will get screwed and the operations personnel will be scrambling all over the place, the company will lose money, the customers are quick to be on social media reporting things that happened to them and all hell got lose. That is why I do not like that kind of thinking. We do the job as stated and never try to get around it. Being a smart Alex will not help the thing that we do on daily basis. We must complete the work and then think how to improve the situation and the system and what ever we do.

This is tough times and that we are ending the year similar to that of when we started it almost twelve months ago. There is little change and that the tough times we there and it will come back if we are not really into getting this obstacles out of the way. We are in dire need to have this go through and that we can get back to where we were 18 months ago. A year and a half is a long time to be on medication and that the fact that the illness is under control but we are not getting the better quality of life at the moment.

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We are missing on things that we should be doing on a daily basis. I do not want to stay like this for the rest of the time and that we will never get to know what is better out there. We do have challenges when we got back to work but that is something that we have to face. Yes, the cost will be high and that we have to pay for it. That is for sure. The least that we can do is to get there and try to make the best of the time and contribute to the work force that has been not so great for the past 7 years. It is coming to 8 years in 6 months time and that we still have to be strong and live the day as normal as we can do and improvise along the way.

We move along the river of flow and that the jack of all the fruits and the looms that they bring together on the same trip over and over again. I do hate when people do not commit to what they are into and I also hate the fact that people rope in others for the sake of their liking and plenty of times they failed to materialize. That has become a norm and they should know that better. I am on the side line most of the time but the thing got to me and made me bad and upset and angry most of the time. then I have to pick up myself and try to make the best of the day by myself in the little boundary that I am in. We do have to figure out the way to think out of the boundary or the box that we drew by none other than us. That is the reality of the situation and perhaps people out there can understand the communication and act upon it.

I am not sure what to say but there is time that I wonder how these people sleep at night. Do they get a very good sleep and that when they wake up, there is something beside them a resolution a way for them to get up happy and move on with what ever they are doing and not bother to fulfill what they owe people money and things like that.

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Day 17 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

I hate to say things when it comes that people saying that they want to do something because they are inspired by others but then again history showed that they were not capable of doing such things. They are not hoping or inspired to do the things but they are just saying to make themselves feel good. Most of the time the pretentious mode that they are in that annoys me and that I shall keep quiet and handle my pain in a different manner.

Speaking of pain and discomfort that has bothering me since yesterday evening. It is still there and the numbness is not helping. I could not exactly locate the spot so that I can do something about it but then again I just slept over it and still there. When I woke up the other matters still bothering me and that these people are just saying what they want to say and that they action is far from them getting into the mood. I am the one that do not want to include others in my agenda because I do not want to be bothered by people's attitude problem and that I can do it myself. I do not have to depend on others and this has happened many times before. I have drawn my line long time ago and that I never say anything about it any longer. But it is happening around me and that makes me irk and mad and angry most of the time. Frustration is another thing that get into me and that my friends is something that cannot be avoided in this society especially in this house.

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I do not bother or care about others and that may be something that we all can share in the social media and that people updated things that they did and especially that involved the higher end of the society. I really do not care what they do but if they owe people money they should not be updating luxury in their postings. That may seems odd and I am suspending my good intention to these kind of people at the moment and I may not be starting to do so in the near future. Again, they can update or post anything that is luxury in the social media but please make sure you do not owe people money at the same time. Not much just a little but little to you does not mean little to other people especially the one that you owed.

There are many instances that we can act upon and there will be places that for so long we intend to do many good actions taken for the time being. There is also hope that we all crave and that others can do that and we have to set our priority right. There is no pint asking or telling the kids to do such thing because they are not into that. If they are into sleeping all day long, let them be and do not have to say anything to them. There is no point changing them in an instance because you will hear or get remarks that really sakit hati and that you do not what to hear. You wonder where does this bad attitude came from and that the family factor does take into effect all the time.

When you see others are successful in bringing up the children you feel sad that you cannot do the same thing. You can see that good manners children and less involved in social media will be far better that ours and that we cannot reverse that any longer. The best thing to do is to let them do what ever they like and when they got stuck with some kind of problem, just do not do anything and act like you did not see or hear the problem.

We all have some kind of envy and hate for each other and that we wonder how come we stick together for so long. When you hear about people getting separated and things like that, you feel for the people. For what ever reason they can do many things that they like after such thing and I feel that they are the lucky ones. The people with the poligamy thing is something that I really hate because what ever or how ever they do it, it is not right and they cannot be giving such reasons because other areas they do not intend and never is to be fair and what not. I do not want to think about this because it is at no use to me.

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Day 16 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

Why is there anything out there in the big blue ocean and marble we used to be seeing each other? There is nothing that we can compare the mystery of the dragon and the little boy in the mayhem fortune teller. The birds can pick the card and that we believe things will happen through out the organization and mission that can be possible and attainable for the for sure we might be right all the time.

But that is not possible and we may have to buy the way out of the trouble that we in the first place got ourselves into it. There is a chance that we may have to stick with the situation for a little longer until some kind of reinforcements can come from the people that care about us. Those are the moments that we can now remember through out the stay in the outside of the world. These people are just like us. They do have problems of their own but the way they handle the situation should be made example when we get back to the real world that we left behind for a while ago.

The count down begins and that we may have to be successful in getting the last ditch of effort to throw away the emotion and let us be part for a little while. The Internet is there for the taking and we should take advantage of the environment and situation especially the infrastructure that we build through out the stay in the foster parents home. We do not have any kind of love back home. We stick with the culture and that we hide the love behind those questioning eyes and try to justify the actions through out so many people that self-confessed they are the experts and so many believe them. At the end of the day, I would say the money is always the motivation in this part of the world. We can never make money as the secondary or even not important at all. Any where we go people will have same reaction when they talk about money. Whether they have a lot of it or they do not have any. Those without the money will say things that they can never do and those with the money will say things that they do not encourage and do for the people to catch up. I do not know much about that because I do not want to be bothered at the moment. I do not have much and that is the fact. I do have other issue that is health related and I am focus on that at the moment. The office is not helping except just following the standard procedures that they have in the documentation. I do not want to say much about this because I do not know much and I do not expect people to go all the way to make things happen and that is something we cannot argue in any forum for that matter.

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That is the most important discovery that we still cannot understand the initial purpose in the first place. They do experiment that cannot be seen and yet we have the results as though is just happened yesterday evening. The team has been working on this for a long time. They have changed personnel and yet they were determined to catch the result on the way to the site that people did not know about. I was amazed with the determination and also the dedication that the project director has shown through out the years. He was the hardest working staff in the project team and always believe in the people he entrusted to complete the complicated tasks during the time. I do not know much about physics but I do know that the project that they were working is a success and that they can take the time off to soak up all the pleasure and have a good year end holidays.

We do intend to say things that cannot be accepted by the majority of the people in this country. we do not understand why some may have the influence to say things and yet people are unable to retort the statement. We feel for the various parties that are directly in the middle of the spat and that they could not show their support, their true support for the cause. We pray that they have the courage to come out and accept the blame and step aside and move on.

759 words.

Day 15 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

Typically we are still at the end of the line when the sun goes down. There is the darkness that comes upon the men and women through out the senses and the caves that hunted for many years to come. For the beginners it will be scary. The experts will navigate through the tunnels at ease but they are also vulnerable to mistake when the darkness and the light come together at the certain junctions down below the surface of the ocean. When the jaws of hell come in between the coronary heart bypass and the open surgery that must be performed to save lives of the innocents and the lady who was betrayed by the love of a man and the lady was suffering from the second marriage. We all know the consequences and dare not try to get close but some were lost and drowned in the lust and there the mistake took place and when abroad to get things done.

I could not believe and it is beyond me when the father of the bride was also in on this. Where is the morale and that they simply broke the law in the name of not getting into the sins that they have already committed. Where is the respect that one deserves when out in the back he was also guilty of cheating and such that. We can only see from a far and that we will never cease to intervene and what not. That is the problem that we do not want to get to know and more involved. Those who dare to talk about it will be listened to and congratulation is not something that I support and condone in this manner.

We should be hearing from both sides of the river and that we are ready to make the conclusion. Supporting either side is not something that we do. We may have the knowledge and clear picture what happened but we may stay still and say nothing at all.

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This is beyond the reprimand that we demanded from the people that are responsible for the money that we could be deducted every month of the year. We live in a system that we have chosen by the people that build the country many years ago. There s no time to indulge in that. We have to see what best for us and the families and try not to get involved in this matter. Deep inside we believe in karma and that these people will get what they deserve at the end of the day. But some how we are not able to make that statement and let it be to know and at the end of the day, for some reasons, we pray for these people to come back to the original path. They do not care and they will never come back. There has never been any story to back that up. Why bother pray the goods for them?

The madness and anger are still burning in the heart and soul of the forgotten people and I for once never want to believe what is going on. We do not have to say anything except work towards what is the best for us. To kick start that we must be consistent and brave to go out there and perform the exercises that can bring back the glory days. The standard measurement of walking without any assistance will be the aim and that is something we have to focus on and work at it on a daily basis.

The chances that we have to see for the future generation and that is cliche and for the moment we all understand the situation perfectly. There is no right and wrong in the issue. We do not have to state our intention. It does not going to bother us because this is happening on the other side of the globe. Sometimes you wish the Internet is not there so that we get the news properly through out the mainstream media and that we will be on the decided tracks all the time. But it is there and we have to make full use of the infrastructure and make the best out of it. Normally people look at Internet as the  means to get to know things that are happening all around them. Some use the Internet to learn things and I always supported the use of Internet to communicate with the people that we love when they are physically out of touch. If we are near and easily connected, we shall not over use the Internet.

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Day 14 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

Fortune favors the brave. And that my friend is an excellent saying that we have seen over and over again people took it as just the indication of the winner. The other night in the game when the lads were so determined and at the end of the game they managed to get the win. The coach got the tactics right and also used the reserved well that one of them actually directly involved in the injury time winner.

How do we get this into our head and be that brave person and hoping the fortune will come? Work hard and that we will succeed and that is something that we all have to work on. When we see those successful people they do not sit around and do nothing. They work hard at what they do and they compete at the highest level. We may not be in any sport to compete at the highest level but we are competing against the negative elements all around us. We must work hard and compete at the highest level to get though these and be successful or to gain what we aim for.

What is the secret? Perhaps it is in the person itself that triggers the mind and body to think and make that decision for the vision that they have seen in advance. These are clever and intelligent people. We need to make sure that we do educate our kids to become not only clever but intelligent also. That will help them in a long way when they are on their own and when they have their own families in the future. That is the legacy that we could leave with the generations to come and our decision will have major impact on the family name and sake for the future all that.

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Some may argue about the situation and many will say that they do not do much to get all the success. It is like telling the people not to do a little thing so that they can be up there all alone by themselves. They do not want any peers and they prefer to have the people striving for success to be down there and not to move upward.

There is so much tat we could do but getting into people's path is not one of them. Pausing and letting people go through is something that is lacking in our world. We always think of ourselves when we are on the road and we think the others are barriers and nuisances during our journey. That should be not the case and we must improve tremendously in this area of of life.

We do not have to help people all the time via physical contributions, all we have to do is to make way for them to go through or change lane on the road. Holding the door for the people to come out or come into the building is something that we must build in our kids life so that we are being polite base on our habits and not enforced. The world is coming into the area and period where we have to make sure that we are in good hands and that we ask the matter correctly to make do with the condition that we are in. Nothing happened in the past matters most when we do not have the time to appreciate good handouts from the lads and lasses through out the country side.

They have been there before and they knew exactly what to expect. But common sense prevails and they let us go through the experience and get the knowledge directly into our mind. Spoon feeding is good in many ways but that is not the best way to go about every time we want to teach others about the life and existence in the country side.

The more I think about the nature of the crying wolf in the jungle far away from the hustle and bustle of the city life that can be congested all the time. we do not have anything in common and that the fact that I am a little inhibited at the moment. There will be time to reconcile the matters and the discrepancies but at the moment we are stuck in time loop that goes around and come back all the time until the dark comes and the sun goes down.

We do not need to be sure of the reality show that is on the caution of the groove and the mangoes that come with the tree.

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Day 13 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

As the war started we were just about equal in strength. We have almost the same number of men and women fighting for the cause. We do have aerial strength and the we could use to penetrate deep inside the enemy line and we have the long range weapon that can cause damage to the other side of the border. There was not much difference in getting the people to be involved and eager to get into the war and try to win it. There was a catch though. The other side has employed spies beyond our borders and they have been in the country for many years. Supplying information about our plan and strategy and many other things. We only realized the damaged that they have done recently and try to make sure that we can cover the weaknesses from the beginning and that was it.

The other independent countries tried very hard to get us on the table to negotiate a truce but the progress has been slow. The people from the medical aid were ready to help out the displaced population once the war started and we did not intend to get into this either. There is a possibility that we did wrong in the calculation and that the damage from the war can be very costly and we may not recover from the situation for many years. That was the consideration and that was the end of the discussion. Nothing happen and we all went back to our daily lives and try not to disturb the neighbors.

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That was the snippet that would proceed to get into the details of the charges we all know about. There is nothing that we could disguise from the beginning and that we game will be played on a neutral ground. It was met by anger and dismay from both sides of the supporters and fans and they tried to get the management to abandon the game. The authority got involved and the managed to calm the people down and try to get the game going as planned. Many tried to go to the stadium using the public transport. Unfortunately, there was a workers' strike and that they are demanding better wages and better terms for their retirements. Nothing can be done and traveling was very difficult. So many decided to stay home and watch the game on the cable network. But they have to make the pay per view channel to get into the game. The cost is escalating and we have to pay for the price of convenience.

This is the middle of the rainy season and we have to face the fact that our laundry will take longer time to dry. We also have to deal with the mosquitoes during the night and we must be aware of the danger in the dengue fever. The kids must be taken care of because we do not want them to be sick. School will commence in a couple of weeks time and that we all are trying to see that the school stuffs are being bought and ready for the new day in school. I do have to send my daughter back to her hostel and that can caused a little more money than the usual. There will be school fees that I have to pay in advance to make sure she gets everything that she needed for her final year in high school.

My son will be in his final year of primary school and both these kids will have their respective exams for the next phase of their education. Excellent results for the girl will she her getting more options for the college education and for the boy will allow him to apply for the boarding school and pursue his music studies at the school of arts in the capital city. That is what we are try to get into the year after and we have to go through the year before that.

Perhaps we are too diligent to see the matter being resolved upper hand and they are not trying to be fair to the people of the region. We have seen too many instances where they negotiated a one-sided agreement and we were not the best position to bargain for better terms in the long run. However, things may change next year because we do have election and we try to get new people to lead the party and also the senate in the governing body. 

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Day 12 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

We are all selfish from time to time. Simply because the other side of the people there do not care about us anyway. Do they feel or act the same way that we did when they are in our place? I doubt that. Something that I hate when it comes to things that we aim for and then evaporate when the other party that is remotely for us and they dug the hole themselves. Then again we have to be human to not do this and we accepted the fact and move along. I do not know how long this will take but something tells me this is not going to be an easy ride.

There have been so many instances that I probably do not want to bother counting and this can be one of them. Sadly this is a place in the country side that we seek the attention and the fact any social media platform will be having some kind of dig to this place. We do not want to be bothered and that we still are not sure what will happen next.

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They moved along the line and that made them so invisible to the public eyes and they got away with many things. I am not sure those things weighed more than what they are facing at the moment. The congratulations were pointless, I my personal opinion, because majority did not know the whole story. It was just a one-sided anecdote and that we jumped in conclusion that everything was delicious and splendid. I would like to intervene but I manage to ignore that and acted surprised. But I never congratulate the person in the limelight because I knew that was not the right way to do things.

We are in the hole at the moment and it is not that easy to climb up and escape into the bright light of the city. We do have to figure out the way and do what we can do at this moment of time. There will be an opening that we must keep on looking and once it is there we have to seize the opportunity and get the escape out of the dark side in the muddy hole of nothingness that we have been on for a long time. We do have to keep faith and work hard to just get things done. We are not talking about being excellent at the moment. It is all about getting things done. Some of us can never be excellent because the things that we do are straight forward and nothing fancy about it. But so many of us make a big deal of normal and status quo operations into something huge and bragged about the things in the social media. Plenty around us pity the way we do things but being the society that we are in, we praised them and we tagged the "Like" button and so on and so forth.

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I do feel the need to get off the grid and try to make sense of everything and leave behind the line for things that are current. I do not anticipate anything new because it has been like that for a long time. Nothing changes in the social media. Typical humble brag that we see each day and that is something that I do not like. I prefer to see friends update about what's new in their life and that's what about that way we do things. I still plan to be off the grid until I feel that I need to get new materials for my editing and get  going in the private group of the Whatsapp application in the smart phone. It will be a while but then again I am still here looking for the golden opportunity to get back into the real world.

We have to get things done and we are in the middle of the war that rages the earth and the high sea through out the rainy and storm season. We are in the dark most of the time because the mainstream media is useless and heartless and do not care about anything else except money that will come into the pockets of them. There are more important things to talk about rubbish all the time and the political faces that I really hate are so pretentious and that they are out loud saying they are working for the people down there. But we see how the came upon the scene and the way they acted. It was funny to see people think they are the people's voice when all they are interested in getting into the position to rip the money out of the tax payers pocket.

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Day 11 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

It has been a long time since we do have this kind of dream anyway. The thing in the past that we have for centuries the management of the people in the country. I do believe that we have scored the sensation of the magical creatures that are roaming the city just like in the movies. There are differences though. We do not have the police to be there to protect us from all the disasters and that we do have some witches that are ever willing to put up the services with the right prices that they demanded from the tax payers.

The likely hood that people are going to be tested from time to time is in the definition of the style of the country in getting the system of election for too long. They have been there before and that they knew exactly what they need to do to win the situation and the support from the people in the rural areas that do not see much about the development in the big cities. they do not really care about the development. They do care about their livestocks and also the farm and the crops that they are working on for some kind of income to send the kids to colleges. We do have fund for people that are in dire need but they have to come and prove that to us.

We are in the office trying to see the people that are coming in and out of the line and so many of them actually could not even afford to come to make the application. We have been commented on our operations and we do not think that was warranted. We are human beings too and that we need to be comfortable to make sure that we have the job done properly. This is the kind of bullshit that we have in the country. The legacy of the people dictating the country for so long and the successors simply copy and paste the standard operating system and add in the things that can only beneficial to them and their families. We have seen the transition from cronism to nepotism and that is rampant at the moment. The disciples are in full force and defending the champion so that they get the fare share of their support also.

They do not care. They are out of touch. They never have to come up with money to get things to feed the family and put food on the tables. You do not have to go far. Of all the social media of the kids, you can see the luxury that they are showing the world to see. They are making it clear that they could not afford such things but still they have all the money in the world to do that. I have been sad and angry at this for a long time and that I do not want to say anything until I get rid of the sickness and be better to fight for myself and the family. There is not point fighting for the people out there because I am not like them. They are all pretenders and that I do not like them. They are all the people that are not what we see when they are out there but we hear them screaming and yelling to the kids behind those closed doors. How stupid are they not thinking that the yelling and the screaming can be heard for miles from their home.

We have been through a lot for many years and that we still could not understand the consequences that we all have to rely upon the generosity of people that are knowing us since the school days and that they people that we run together. There is so much that we could do and there is so much that we could lose. There is no definition that in the world for the meaning that we could not understand. So far we have been blessed with the assistance and help and also support from various parties and we are thankful and grateful to them. There is more things in life that we have to cherish and that we still could not understand the situation from a far.

Those are the opinions that never actually matter to the people that are in charge of the areas that may be important to the direction of the country in many years to come. We do not have the leader, I am not sure to call them leaders at the moment, that can be honest and brutal about the things that we do not condone. They have different things in their mind the greed is one of them.

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Day 10 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

How does one work from the public eyes that we all have the similar instinct to show off and brag about all the things that we do. In fact those are the job that we must do with the title that comes during the tenure of the decision making process. We are amazed that some may find it odd that the reality is not actually what were said and done on the social media. I do not know where that came from and we all must be liking the choices that one made through out the career that we all must be tired of listening.

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The people will prevail and see that the hoax will be some day exposed and we all will be wandering what happened during those dull and unappreciated years. That comes with the territory and we all know for sure about the chances and the opportunities that are limited in any area that we go to find easy money and employment with the foreign entities.

Many came back from the capital city and tired looking husbands cannot hide the fact that the wives are deprived from the luxury and happiness that they deserved. We are the part that is responsible for the benefits of the doubts and the play on sign provided by the man in the black suit for the game to be ended with a win or a draw. There is no such thing as losing in the game. It is just that we will not get any point on that and we move on for the next game. Sometimes it will be a few weeks until we manage to see the daylights that will bring the team on top of the tournament. But time is always running out and we may have to see the back of the office management once again.

No man would like to see another man loses his job. That is not the way that this culture is designed and created many years ago. We do have someone that decided to be dictating all the procedures and way we live the life and then after so many years we see that was not working. Greed and power came with the designation and we see so many fall down the lines with the paper work that legalized all the matters. That is not honesty. That is greed and that people lie to their teeth about things every day from the village to the administration center in the world of the politics and gained through out the terms that they were in power. Some tried to justify their position in the social media and made them looked very bad. Some supported these people and yet I am not sure where they got the reasons for doing that.

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The people that are in the system are enjoying the lives that they do not deserve in the first place. We look around the luxury paraded by the siblings and also the family and the sons and the daughters and many more. Those who are closed are all rewarded with contracts and money that we cannot see when we were young and kids around the house.

Some may argue that this is the way to go about the country and who you know is more important than what you can do. There is always people asking what's in it for me and expect the coffee money all the time. Yet these are their jobs and they are paid with the tax payers money for everything that they have in the bank and also in the house.

Some made me angry because they are so greedy and could not care less about the rules and regulations and the laws. They are acting for the power to be and they are not afraid to do so. Once caught, they are always covered by the people that are telling the public that these people will be jailed for the offenses that they made. But then the news never came about and died just like that. We wander what happen and then the "law" created by them for some reasons cannot be used against them. That is the luxury that I do not posses at this moment. And that is something that I do not want in the future in politics.

We are all guilty of things that we do and we may be rightly so pathetic to acknowledge that at any time when we do our daily update in the social medial timeline.

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Day 9 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

The morning misty world is coming down to the earth for so many reasons that we could think off. There is nothing in here that we all can try to look for the meaning that can be deceiving. The cheat and the lies that came into the gane were so obvious that every one in the stadium was fooled. The chances that we all created through out the nature may be trying to hide all over the world and that we will never find the solution.

The madness of the mountain will be in different context for so many countries and that we have different system to cater for so many reasons beyond what one may be thinking at the end of the day. For years and ages that the kids have been trying to prove to the adults that they are capable of doing things that cannot be done by the old ladies and yet we all believe in the heaven and  think that we all will be in there. Nothing can be damaged through out the journey with the type of tapes that we are using all around the boxes and that may not make sense to so many security people during the trip.

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Some may have tried to see the outcome through the future glass and that cannot be trusted all the time. The failure that has been shown for so many times and it is hard to see that we are in the house that was built by the people that came from across the Straits of Malacca. That is true enough that they are here already and taking over the business in the smaller towns and we all are happy with the situation except when they will gain access to the field that we have designated for the football game through out the season.

We are on top of the building when we see the plane coming towards us and we all have out camera ready to catch the side of the plane. Some said that they put up secret messages at the side of the place and who can catch the image will be rewarded by the airline company. It is a huge present and we do not want to miss the opportunity.

Stay and go for the holidays but we still have the home that we need to clean up bcause of all the dust and the cats are making the nasty stare for all the neighbors and we need to understand each other. I feel that they are too noisy and that I could understand when the manager of the rival team said the other team was the noisy neighbor. This happened in the UK a few years ago and that have been mentioned a few times until the day. We all knew the story but we do not want to be reminded of it because that is not our team. We are the ones that have not been getting on the podium for so long and we are still wanting to be the champion of the past. We are not supposed to remind the current players about the glory days but that will come and get us at the end of the season.

We tried to make sense of the nature that will prevail through out the night and the coldness will bite us at the end of the morning sun. We never try to make the light during the night. Afraid that the big bird will fly above us and take the kids away. They are vicious and always on the look out for food from high above the mountain. We feel unsafe all the time and there is nothing that we could do to make us feel safer.

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One morning a man came to the village and said that he could kill the big bird but he needs some help from us. He wanted us to make ourselves as the bait and we all have to risk death during the ordeal. No one dare to make that sacrifice and we all have no option to us the cattle and that will bring down to the food that we have for the village.

That night we all put up the light and let the bird see the cows on the school field and the bird hunter was hiding at the end of the field in the bushes. We seek to not understand the situation where the bird did not show up and we waited until the morning sun. We were not sure what happen and that the cows were missing and the hunter was never to be seen. We were fooled and we lost the cows all together.

Too bad.

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Day 8 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

We often do things that we do not want to get involved in any matter that concerned the society above all the man and woman that are trying very hard to be successful at the moment. This mat sound weird and funny but that are so many of them out there waiting to be served by the nasty chef and also the not so good fast food chain. We do not have to do this all the time butt sometimes it is better to get it done so quickly and we do not have to worry about that for the rest of the day.

This may, again, sound weird and funny but we do not have the luxury to go about telling the bosses what to do with the job and the programs that they have to give away during the holidays season. So many of us are going to be on annual leave that the office will be quiet and lovely for some people to take it easy and go back exactly on time every evening.

The opportunity does not come as often as we like. But we do not take the chance to miss out on the cake that was presented during the dinner show and we so often got very happy smile after that. We will be going to the pub later on and have a few pints but the lady in red is always there to tell us to drink as little as possible. For some unknown reasons, she keeps telling us about her late husband and that he got away with a few tricks of his own. He tried to get the bank to loan him some money but at the end of the day, he managed to gather so much money and he bought the bank instead. He fired the loan people on the first day and get a new team to operate the department. They were so successful and that no body was complaining about the firing in the first place.

We do not believe the story because it was so absurd. Why do we let people say nasty things about his or her husband or spouse that has passed away. We may have the figure sight away but the senses of the moment in the nasty room was nothing compared to the time we were in the virgin island many years ago. The island was inhabited and we were happy to be there all day long.

Nothing will bring us back the time that we were teenage years and we may not be telling our kids what we were up to during those years. One thing I do remember was the time we were check by the police for drugs that we never were interested in. During those years we were chasing the girls and also the rock music. That was all about the time we have in the mid 80's and it has been so wonderful years that we still talked about it with some disclaimers.

We do not intend to offend anyone from the past. We still keep in touch but not as much as we should. The social media actually making us the distance and we can see from far but never try to come close and me them in real life. It is all URL in the Internet world. Un-Real-Life that we can see from far and we do not care about that at all. I have been off the grid for a few days and I did not miss anything and no one is giving me any private message about nothing to do.

I do not want to bother the people out there. I do not want to read or hear about their problems with the establishment and I am sure do not want them to know the hardship that I am going through at the moment. There were times when we feel that we have to share everything to the real world out there. There were times that we want people to know and acknowledge our opinions that we thought are facts of life. We were wrong then and we are still wrong until the day is today.

One may have to be successful to be liked and asked around about things in the coming days of politics and that we still have people posting stupid questions and stuff like that. Why bother do that and still want to look that we are the best in the business and yet we cannot do simple things in our own home.

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Day 7 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

There has been a master plan that we stick to get the result from the poor run of form. We always knew that we are going to get into trouble when we tried very hard to get into the zone early in the game. However, the plan is to get near the opponent every time they try to cross the border. It has been used before and with a small tweak in the formation, we think we are going to get the win in the next game. The personnel will be the same. We do not intend to change the players from the last game. 

They all did very well for the past 2 games and we want to stick with them. This will allow consistency and also the understanding to remain intact within the team and also the squad. Several young players were brought in during the training session so that they will be familiar with the system that the senior players are playing. They have done well and a few of them are in line to make debut for the senior team. Time will come and they are hoping that they can impress the manager and help the team for a win. Nothing is easy in this game and that any team can beat any team during at the end of the day. The league is tough and that the team on top is always going to get hard time if they are away from home.

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Enough about the game we intend to may be go around the corner to have some break and then we will discuss about the traveling plans for the players and also the staff for the team. It was discussed before. We want to go to the away city a day earlier so that we will get some familiarity with the city and also the stadium that we are playing. It is important to know this earlier so that we can see whether we need to change the tactic due to the condition of the pitch. It is something that we learned over the years that home team will set the pitch according to the way that they are going to play. A wet pitch will make the ball faster on the ground and it will be slippery. The danger is that player can get injured easily when they slide for the ball and landing awkwardly when they are up in the air heading for the ball. We will see this when we get there. Most of the time is is fine but it is something that we have to look after when we get there.

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The supporters are traveling on the game day. They will have to leave early if they are going by the train and earlier if they are to travel by car. It has never been a problem for the fans and supporters. They will get to the ground early and try to soak the atmosphere and enjoy the game and also the visit to the other city. This term we are only playing domestic football and we are not going to Europe to compete in the European league or games against the team in Europe. We are hoping we could enter the tournament next season and that will be wonderful for the club. Financially it will be rewarding and also can bring business into the city when the people from European team came to play in our stadium. More games will be played and a full stadium will of course offer more game day revenue for the clubs. We can sign better players with the money that are coming in and excellent players want to play in the European league where the best players compete with each other. Winning the European tournament will add to the history of the club. We are into that and we are working hard towards that goal. For now we must concentrate on the domestic league and make sure we finish the league either wining it or being in the top 4 to make it to the elite European League next season.

We are going on strong with the writing for the day and this is the kind of stuff and performance that we want from the person in charge so that we are on the roll and streak that can continue for a long time. At the moment the goal is to get to the 365 days streak and then we see how to fit the thing in the side ways of the matter.

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Day 6 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge

We shall start the day with the things that will make us satisfied and happy but there must be the other side of the coin. The unmatched items did not help either and we are in the wrong tack already when we started the day. That has been the case for many years and some may be going insane when that happens all the time. We do have the thing we called patience and that can be tested along the way and on a daily basis. There is also the thing we called anger and that has been there all the time. Frustration is routine when you are in my position and yet people think it is just me being strong and inspiring. That is totally untrue and that I would not say to people that are going through similar situation that I am in. Who cares? One might be asking. I say no one. I have been there and I am still here.

The situation does not really make you wanting to go out and scream when you go through the tunnel in your travel. But that is what we do. That is what people from all over the world do when the come across any tunnel via cars or trains or anything than is taking them from point A to point B. It is strange when you think of it but that can be dismissed as myth.

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We do not move ahead with smooth ride and that is the sense that I have been getting all along. ThAe people that we see from the distance are moving towards our direction and the noise that they are making is growing louder. We do not have anything to be used as weapons when they come to attack us. That is the fear that we all have. We try to think positively that they are here to make friends with us but too many of us are skeptical. Do not judge the book by its cover. We try to hold on to that belief but that is something that we do not want to gamble with our lives and our legacy for the land that we have been living for so many years. We do not want to be wiped out from the face of the earth by some people that are charging towards our village. We are getting afraid and that we may not be able to iut run them.

When we are far off from our destination and goal that we want to be and it seems we are not getting there. Some may have so many reasons not to give us the pleasure of life and that matters most to us living at home all the time. We do wait for the next day but the routine has becoming so dull and we are depress all the time. There is nothing much we can do but try to hear the music that will lead us to sleep and lessen the stress. That is some what working and not really getting it done.

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Many have suffered and I have been suffering for the matter that we all have to believe into the things in the past and family related history. There is good news there and there is also bad news. But we do not want to dwell into the situation on a daily basis but we do not have the power to not thinking about them. The measurement is too large that I do not want to be square and let alone try to manage the situation from the comfort of the house.

The office is somewhere we all spend most of our time and many of us are getting sick and tired of the same old situation with the politicians and the people that are around the circles of the government. I am angry at them now and that the master of the situation is also someone that I loathe. They are out of touch and never want to serve in the first place. They were taught and trained from the man who actually wanted all this for the rest of the life and we all knew that very well. Many said change is imminent but at the end of the day, they will choose the status quo to remain with what they have have never let go.

We have been tricked and cheated for so many times and that I do not want to think about it any longer. People borrowed my money for the longest time is not answering my messages but I will keep reminding them every other day. I do want to smack the face when we meet on the street.