Day 175 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

From time to time we have to take different approach. It does not matter the way we do things but such a difference and make something else and there could be better things a head that we do not know off. Perhaps it can be difficult or more tedious but it does not matter. We can look at things differently and we know that we can arrive to the similar path later on. That is not going to be any problem with  this morning writing and so on and so forth. We know acknowledge that some may have been tampered with but we cannot escape the way that we can become so lame and also boring and yet again we can spice things up just like this. Try out different method. Try out different feeling to the passion that we are building up and much more. There will be secret on the way we do things and what we do not want people to do and do exactly they try out this season.

We do have the way to the limit that we can survive through out the immediate family that trying out so far away from the beginning and until in the middle of the night. There is reaction to the medication but we all have the pretty better idea of what is going to be the concept to the new building and also the way we will do things. Many will be surprise when we have the way to look back and wish that we have the opportunity to do things on our own and not to have to listen to people. Not that they are wrong or something like that but we should have taken like 50 percent of what they say and we got in the rest of the idea to the place and what not. But then again it was not mind and I do not want to be saying anything. I will make full use of the place when ever I go there and not say anything about what is not right and what is inadequate and such.

There is always opportunity to do the development and also the training that we all need to go through the way we are managing the situation for the rest of the career and that we cannot simply touch the way we do things. Many will have the chance to do what they wanted to do and we cannot be doing things when we are not there for most of the year. Some may have been trying very hard to get by but we do need to have the chance when we try the luck from the distance and we have to show all the managing the people that we can do much of the work from home and we cannot be doing things behind the back of the people that we all have to choose the right way.

Some may argue about the karma and people will believe what they believe. When we do have such imagination and people have the things that can be done through out the generation for the rest of the people in the jungle out there. There is also too much going on and that we may have the pretty good idea of what will happen in the future with the reference from the past. We do not want to go into the argument about the past and we can try to see through the day of what we can do and see the best fit to the night and and the next day.

We are literally going to be there soon and we cannot ignore the facts that we still trying very hard each day to get into the shape that we are comfortable with to pursue the work day that has been out dated for the past 2 years. It does not matter. The best thing to do is to go there first and then figure out the best way to go about doing things in the office. Not to worry about what people will say but we do have to be doing what is the best for us in the long run. It does not matter when we do this and we cannot be using those troops for the rest of the campaign. We do not have to do this but it is something that we have committed long time ago and we just simply have to do this. It will be hard but it is doable.

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Day 174 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

The bad days are passing by and I need to pick up the good habits back before I can be better much better to go about doing my stuff in the house and also in the office. The dream to sail across the ocean and going from 1 places to another will have to be taken for another day or so. There is such thing in the future when we can do that and free the birds from the paradise and such things as being all alone out there.

We do not have to be out there so many miles from home. All we have to do is go around the country and regions and islands and we will be OK with such things until we have enough resources and also knowledge to go about sailing across the world and meeting tons of different people and having so many encounters along the way.

Some may have to be licked upon the shoulders that we can see through the feet and the hands that get the feeding all the time. The ears and mouths and noses will be right there for the rest of the journey to the end of the islands and we can take photos for the kids and the people that are supporting the journey through out the year. Do we come back and try out the holidays and try to make sure we have all the necessary option that we can get through out the nature and please be the right stuff and tracks that we can get to the top. Not to worry much about the situation in the past that we can get through out the out land and the people that are looking into the guy that coming down from the ladder to the floor that can be cleaned through out the weekend by the people that they like to hire. It has been a long time but we can still get in touch with the lads and get all the help that we need.

Some may have been quiet for the past few days and that is so normal in these days and they are looking upon the necessary trip across the river to the other side of the village. That part is so organized and they are will run the operations with the right attitude and the right people that prefer to help out strangers all night long. There is bed and breakfast in the town and they always have a place or two for passer by. If they are full house, they will have some friends willing to put up couch for 1 or 2 people that really need the stay for the night. It is not safe to go through the old road at night. Wild animals are all over the place and it is pitch black out there. Better stay in have good rest and hot food. They can continue the journey in the morning. Most people stay for an extra night just to get the feeling of the town and extra rest. After the town the next stop will be forever to reach and they do need to clear the hill before dark and they will better off to get their camp on the other side of the hills.

We cannot be sure about the weather and we better get ready all the time. It is cold this time of the year. We have past the worst winter but it can come back and we do have to prepare for the cold wind and also the thunderstorm.

There is not much to go from here and we run out of idea. But that is not the most matter things that we can think off. That is not the end of the journal and we cannot be ignoring there are so many stories out there that we can get and also created for the audience in the drama for the radio. They sued to be very popular. For some reasons, we listened to those stories when we were in our late teens. Perhaps the TV was not there during that time. We do not have any cable or satellite dish that we can get so many networks just like today. Those were the past times and they were very good in creating the stories. We remembered the things that happened before and then relate them to the current issues and problems and what not. Then there was the movie they put up in the cassette and what not.

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Day 173 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

First day of work in the month of Ramadan. Work for others and not for me. I am still on medical leave and that I have to recover as much as possible because I am going back to work on 3rd July. That will be a good 2 years after I started the chemotherapy in June 2015. It will be strange and I should be a strange man in the office. It does not matter and we see what we can do and adapt to the situation. Probably I will be doing the same thing and that I am not going to be so sure when they will move me around or simply leave me a lone in the office. They have done so for the past 8 years and nothing much will surprise me.

I would choose the word bitter to describe the situation but I should not really care much. They do not want to be associated with a person that deemed to be capable of doing things. They even put me under the performance improvement plan list without looking at what happened and so on and so forth. I perhaps will say nothing to these people and they can do what ever they like with me. I just do not care any more. Why would I?

The pleasure of the morning in the early hours that we seek to be out there and try to emulate the situation of the free birds flying all over the places looking for food and survival. They are not too worry about things that happened around them, they continue to carry on to new places and settle for the security of their own. Nothing much they should be afraid of except for the people cutting down their trees. Stupid fools and that will can never be replaced over night. The tree in front of my house took 15 years to grow. They came and brought it down to pieces in just less than 30 minutes. I can never forgive these people. These stupid fools all around us. It is not for us to decide things and looking at the insects and birds and anything else on the trees need to be looked at and consulted where possible.

The feeling of boredom started in the morning already. It is something kind of things that I have to deal and that will never end for the rest of the life. We all have the days when everything was not really right and we wanted to do something else. These are the days when we do not feel comfortable and we have done so much to get rid of the situation or to be more relax. It is not happening and we tend to be dreaming of being these people that are having the best of their time and that is not good.

We have to forge our own destiny. We do not to have the people all around us to be doing things and we cannot depend of these guys. They may have said something that we wanted and we needed but that cannot be deemed as commitment from them. We just have to let it go. Do not think much about that because it can be sad and something that we do not have to expect to change over night. It has been more than 2 years and we do not have to be going into that any more.

When the days are young all we need to do is relax and figure out the way to go along the route. In many ways we try to simplify things and that can happen all the time. We do not have to do this. We do not have to be here all the time. We can take a ride and try to understand the situation for the best of the way that we could. That can be interesting and we all have the chance to move along the path that will bring us to the end of the road. Any road will take us there when we do not know where we are going. But it is difficult with the physical limitation that we are having at the moment. We do have to adjust to the situation and not to worry about what others will say.

We work out our way and we stick to improve the way we do things in the office come next month. We may have not figure out everythiing but we shoul dbe there and see how.

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Day 172 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

It was like fast and moving last night and I could not remember much. But it was like something that my bladder did OK. I was a little happy but then I realized it was a dream. There were so many people and they were like going for a wedding - a gay wedding and such. Then there was a hole in the road and the boy was pointing it. It was the wedding of a former school mate and that we were in the school hostel or something like that. It has been a long time but it seemed that I had a good night sleep last night. I actually went to bed long before. It was the first day of fasting yesterday and during the dinner I did ate a lot. I went to bed to feeling well. I woke up and everybody was downstairs and I came down too. I took my usual cold bath and then change clothes and went back to bed. I intended to have a hot Nescafe drink but I did not. Went back upstairs and sleep with my boy in between my wife and I.

Arsenal won the FA Cup final last night. I did not watch the game or follow with the LIVE text because Arsenal is not my team. They were against the league champion Chelsea which is not my team also. So I did not bother and read the news when I woke up for the early meal before dawn to start the second day of fasting. It is fascinating that Arsenal seemed to have a bad season with the fans calling for the manager to step down, failing to qualify for the European league for the first time in 20 years but end up with a silverware at the end of this season. That victory made the manager the most manager with FA Cup trophy to date and still not retired. I can bet those who took a great length to get rid of the manager will eat their words and feel ashamed.

Today is Sunday and my boy is still going to school for extra classes. He will be there for another couple of days from 8 in the morning until 12 noon. I have sent him just now and I will pick him up at noon later. I better set my alarm clock now. He will also have tuition classes every night starting tomorrow until Friday. Then they school holiday will continue for another week and off to school again for another 2 weeks and then the Eid will come along, they will have another week off. Then I will be going back to work in July and see how that will pan along. Just like the doctor said that I just have to go for it and then make the necessary adjustment.

Wed o not have to be so cooll and hot heated for the sake of the chances that we all make in the middle of the journey to save some people with the medication that they are taking. People will see through out the sensation of the modelling period that cn be done for a long time. This is a place that we all can be looking at the choices we all know will come towards the generations and also the many questions and answer sessions that will go on for the longest time. It will come to end when we all have the chance to start the new season with new hope and also target. There will be changes in the style of play and people will bring more to the game. The competition will be fierce and there will be a number of teams that can be challenging for the number 1 spot. At the end of the day, the position after the last game will count. There is so much to prove and so much to maintain. There is so much to improve and if you do not do that, the team will suffer and then they will be looking up and behind for people gunning for their position. It is a tough sport and money will play a huge role.

There are 2 teams now playing for a place in the premier league. It is dubbed as the 150 million pounds game. Whoever wins, will get a place in the premier league and the revenue from the broadcasting will be in millions and watched by millions of people all across the globe.

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Day 171 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

First day of fasting month. It will be interesting and also something that I need to do since I have been off for a long time. Perhaps this time around I do not have to indulge into the things that people do during the fasting month. They are entitle to do what ever they like and I can simply ignore them. I just want to focus on getting things done for myself and the family.

There has been a lot riding on the edge of the people places and that we still manage to resolve the minor incident that can occur from time to time. So many are still ignorant about many things. So many are still cannot understand the way we live in different type of people in community and what not. We should be trying to learn and understand and respect these people. We cannot be looking at what we believe and then assume that the rest are doing it wrongly. That is not the way to do. If you want to be the preacher and go ahead do the preaching and see how far you can go. No point talking about the things that we already know and simply coming up with stories about others doing it incorrectly.

We do not have to be a the front foot of everything and we do not have to be so sure when it comes to getting things done for the kids and also the ladies under the roof. The basic thing that we need to do and then we figure out more things that we can bring along the city and also the communication between the groups of people from all over the county. We do not have to be thinking about people doing what we do not like. We do not have to be like that. We can be building our own world and hard work and also prayers that we need all the time. Do not care with those without the morals and what not. They will not change. They do not want to change. They want to be like that forever and ever.

We see that some may have been taken away for a long time and we try to amend the emergency situation for the best of the people that are trying very hard to get by. These are the madness that we cannot be understanding for a long time, There have been so many at heart when it comes to getting the better of everything and that we stick to the changes and we may ended up with something useful. This is not hard work. This is something that we can do anytime of the day and we have like 24 hours to do so. There is nothng much to be thinking and just tyoing out words and sentences that can make not sense. Why not leave the error in tyoing just like they are and we can see so many of them. Things will imporve and we will get the better of everything sooner rather than later.

So many people cannot escape the perception that come in between the customary incident towards the beginning of the celebration and I am not sure why people sya that. There is so many ways to be politte in the chat room and we cannot be doing it wrong if we think twice before we press the send button. It is as simple as that. When you are sending message to the group of family members, we do not have to be so rude just the company messages to the customers. How can people do that? When you have you little cousin and father and mother following you in the social media please do not put up cursing words and what not. That is not nice. If you want create a personal and also a business or one for friends where you can say what ever you like.

There is so much that I have to do this moring and we are trying to get things done in here. Please do not have to worry about the spelling the grammar and what ever that we are saying ebcause this is not something that we can use fr the time being. It can be useful in other way but I am nt sure how. Some may figure these thngs out but at the moment I do not want to figure things out. We are about to be done in here.

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Day 170 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Much better for the day that is coming fast and easy to forget that we are in the middle of the people is saying that summer is starting in the USA. We did not know the culture and what not. It seems that once I saw in an interview that the former President Obama said that he looked forward to the Memorial Day weekend because that is the start of summer and that Labor Day in September ends it.

Culture is something that cannot happen overnight and bad ones tend to be here forever. People are doing bad things on the roads, at the toll plaza, in the super markets, in the grocery stores and even in school. As mentioned yesterday I could not do much to change the entire society but I can make myself to change and practice normal and good behavior. I am teaching my kids on a daily basis to be a good person and respect the people out there. The bad ones are the examples that we can show to them that is not good. But at the same time we see these people with kids and they are teaching the kids how they behave from little.

It must be tough for kids to see the parents did silly things and forgot things the same things all the time and started to blame the people around. Suddenly they realized they made the same mistake over and over again and never vow to end to the bad habit. We have seen this so many times and we try to stay a quiet as we can.

There are people out there never want to learn from their mistake. There are people out there never bother to learn from their mistake. There are people out there think they did the right thing but others made it a mistake and so on and so forth. There are so many of them out there never want to improve the situation they are in. There are people out there never want to admit or accept others opinion and insisted that they can justify what ever they are doing.

We went silent mode most of the time because we never want to say anything. There will be argument even when we are asked about suggesting an opinion and such. There is no point doing so and we stay away from all these confrontation because we can never win. It is not about winning. It is about making improvement and amending mistake. Clear cut mistake that need to be taken care off. As simple as that. When some sort of sickness happen and the fact that the people simply ignore the medication and what not, we are the ones that will be pointed out as not doing our part for not reminding or what ever.

We still cannot be separating the importance and the priority of live. We must pt ourselves and our family first. Not matter what. When someone is on the line and you have got to go, you have just say you have got to go. When you do not do that and afterwards you got into trouble you cannot be saying that you are stressed and such that becoming anger and annoying to the people that got nothing to do with it in the first place.

There is seldom a rare moment that we all have to see the beauty of the rain and also the sun is shining from the east. When I was doing research and looking at all the Youtube videos about solar panel, the people in America said that they are pointing the panel to south and things like that. Logically that is the way to do because the sun is moving along the equatorial and we in Malaysia do not have to do that. We can almost point the panel straight up. I wish I have a bigger solar panel and extra money to pay for the good battery. So that we can pursue the project with my son. If people want to donate they can send money to me through my PayPal account.

We are not some kind of luxury people. We are normal middle class tax paying family but for the past 1 year we may have dropped to the lower class because I have been on unpaid medical leave for almost 1 year. I am hoping that I can go back to work in 1 month time so that I can start earning the salary and start paying all the over due loans and bills and what not. 

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Day 169 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

I have changed over the past 2 years. I am changed man. I am a strange man to some people may be. But I shall choose to be different then so that everything kind of start from zero. No matter what happen just stick to my main task and focus on the action and present moment. No need to worry about what is coming next because we do not have to deal with it at this moment of time. No too worry about the keys. It has happened before and then we get it resolved and people did not learn their lesson. No surprise there.

There is so much to look forward to and there will be tough challenges. But all I can do at the moment is to prepare myself for the day when it will all start from zero in the office. Another month to go and we have to be looking forward to that and how we can adjust and show the determination and what not. There is so much to do and today will establish the timeline. We can do that and we try to be as normal as possible. We can try to soften the stand in the opinion poll that one has to take for the reason that we cannot understand and people will be getting the big job and so on and so forth. Regardless we do not have to worry about them because they never worry about us. As simple as that and we do have our own important issues to attend to. Being aloof and stuff like that and we shall see that we will not be looking forward to the chances that we are in this together. Try to assimilate the situation with the people far off the grid and living off the land. They do have power and stuff like that but they have to do the maintenance and try to work out what they can do to make their lives more interesting each day.

We do envy many people out there. We do worry about people out there. We wish that we were in their shoes and do things that make us happy and just as the snap of the finger we can get a lot of things for us. Day dreaming I supposed and that is something that we have to go out of the house and stumble upon a treasure that will bring us huge fortune and things like that. No gambling. It is forbidden as simple as that. We have to work hard for that and I wonder how many out there truly embrace what they believe in their businesses. Every day we see things that we assume is not not right. But we do not know these people we cannot say much. But while you are doing the business you should be enjoying the income from the business and not to be worry about doing anything else. Please do not believe in such thing and then talk about problems when you see people. You should be talking about the things that you have done with the money from the business and live a good life.

Come together and try to do the most gracious things and that will prevent the venture in the misplaced for the time being. There is so many that we can do for the chances that they created all the time. We do not have the preliminary office that we can try out the system but we can go and rent an office to do so. There will be complication but we can manage the situation. We do have to take insurance as a precaution so that we are covered in any event that is beyond our control during the trail period. When all parties agreed we will proceed and hopefully in 3 months time we all can smile and the business purchase will be finalized. We would like to thank all the people from the office and also the contractors that have been working hard up to this point. Let us make this happen and we can enjoy the business for many years to come.

The surrounding out there is quiet at the moment. The kids are already in school and soon the preschool kids will be fetched by the drivers and then quiet until in the afternoon. Thursday is a quiet day and people are already looking forward to Friday. That is the way it is in our society.

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Day 168 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

It has been tough again this morning but not as bad as yesterday. I have to be doing things and keep on getting up to do the next task. Take a short rest and then move again. I have to keep on moving so that the muscles get to do their job and not sit there doing nothing. We do have to do this and worry about other things when it comes in front of our face. That is the way that we can do things in this morning.

There has been a delayed and each time we had the conversation nothing progress came up. Why bother discussing the matter and yet again we cannot do much about that. We are in this bad position and we cannot afford to do much of late and people never seem to understand. Why not cut down on the electricity and see where that will help us out. Switch off the water dispenser and we get 50 out of the bill. Try cold shower for 1 month and see the decrease in the bill also. Easily we can get 150 off the bill on monthly basis.

I am going to do the hard way and we cannot be doing this all alone and yet we try to manipulate the situation and we cannot be doing any progress at all. Since we are in the middle of the recovery it is easy to get another month of leave and then it will be back to basic all over again and I have to go through tough days in the office and see off what we can do and all that stuff. There will be bad days and there will be good days and there will be excellent days. These have not happened and we should not be worried about that.

Let us focus on today's business and not to worry about anything else. There are times that we need to understand all the situation and we will fixed all that stuff. These are the words for many months to come and by then we shall see the use of the moment and try not to be sure the mention of the timetable and then again we seek to understand the measure that we have to make all the time. This will record the event and moment that can be very useful in the future reference and also help people to make better judgement on the same matter or problem.

We cannot be using all those assumption and that we cannot be trying very hard to get by the end of the day. By night time they all gathered at the old club field and they came in fancy dresses and trying to outdo each other. The boys will be circulating the field and looking for the good looking ones. They are quite choosy when they are popular. I have a couple of friends for some reasons are magnet to these night creatures. They always got the pretty ones and then they were gone for a little while. Once we were taken to their house not really a house, a slump somewhere outside the capital city and we could hear them doing it all night long. When we got up in the morning it was awkward and we just left. We saw the place and we were shocked.

There were times they said they were brought to a nice house or apartment and they have a good time since everything was nice and nobody else were with them. I could not imagine the event that took place that night. It was the glory days when we were in the last year of our teenage year. We were 19 and soon after that it seems we simply left the kind of lifestyle and move on.

None of us is into that any more. The old club field is a tourist attraction for many years now. They even called it the independence field.

Anyway, time to complete the streak and then again the screaming from the next door is nothing much that I could do because this is a free country and people can choose to be disrespectful anyway.

When the time to come and conclude the scene that come in after the final take will complete the cliffhanger for the next season. That is how they do it and then sometime we know the story has just ended for ever. We have to do that from time to time.

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Day 167 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

It has been tough for the past few days. It was like something coming from last week and when it arrived on Saturday, I was like could not cope with it. There is always a silver lining somewhere and I have to be looking at those things to make sure I can at least make my next step from point A to point B. The medication is available and all I have to do is to take them accordingly and eat my meal accordingly. I will have bread for breakfast and for lunch something local I supposed. There is some matter that we may have been seeing for a long time and yet again those are the sporadic news that we can be cheering up for a short period of time. It has been a long hard 8 years and that we want to make sure that we can do this and there it goes for a little while.

No news is bad news and no idea is a bad idea. We do have to execute the matter for the purpose of the resolution of company that we cannot be looking and taking it easy so that some may have to make the purchase and pay for the taxes that we owe to the government. There will be no EA form for me in the next tax return process because I did not receive any salary for the time being and we will be doing the chances for the real adventure in the middle of the provision and that we cannot be ignoring the real situation in the east and west of the world.

We do not have to worry about statistics at this moment. At this point of time we can take it easy and stroll with the alphabets, words and sentences. There is so much can be said about the odds and statistics and there will be time when the opposite did actually happen. We are human. We are capable of doing so many things in life and we can be the positive and negative at any point of time.

Time and time again people wanted to be at par with some brand name and since the product is cheaper they bought it. This is impulse buying. This is some kind of bad habit that people have and they must say that they do have the product and proudly said bought it cheaper and what not. The quality is off. Then you gave to some boy hoping to get a lot from the item and what not. Kind of frustrating to be around this kind of people. Never fail to disrupt.

Let us do this and finish what we started earlier so that we can get 1 agenda out of the way. We work through this and we do not have to be so afraid of what is not happening at the moment. There is always some people out there will try out for the chances that we make through the river bed and find water in the middle of the desert. We cannot be pretending all the important moment that we can go through the area that we still cannot be looking at those people for all we care about. There are so many people that can be trusted upon the advice that they can make and once they offered we can always rely one them. But there is one or two that is not reliable and kind of irritating. But in Malay the irritating does not bring to the same meaning for sure.

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Day 166 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

When we are at the beginning to the popular ballot that we can still score when the time is running out. At the end of the day, it was a strolled and that the group did accomplished their target for the year. They could have done more but it seems that the progress was very good and they all can have a nice holiday for about slightly more that a month and then it will be work at the same time all over again. There is also the chance that we all have the priority for the people that are trying to win the conclusion and they many created for stories that cannot be understood and we all have no idea how to react. It does not matter. It does not have to be meaningful and we all have come to the end of the road. We have been here before. We have been in this position before and we need to be focusing on the matter at hand and the decide the best option that we can get. Those from the outside will never understand the situation and we cannot be showing that we are limited in resources that we can hold as long as we can.

It has been so hard and we cannot understand what to do. It has been to harsh to see what we are doing at the same time we can try to understand the situation. For the reason that we can understand and try to understand for the many reason the world can be thinking of. We do not have to rush things up. We do not have to make everything in a hurry. Time can wait and we will be wiser for all the various reasons. Why do we have to make the best of everything in the popular demanding and also degrading from time to time and we all have seen the stories unfolding to the end of the season.

We are nearly to the phase that some may have to be so sure to catch the flying debris in the air that got blown away by the gutsy wind in the evening thunderstorm. We cannot do much but stay inside and see to that we are all OK from the beginning and try to show some kind of steady flow to the end of the line. There are food and drinks in the living room and all the people are welcome to have them. They are there all the time and it will be replenished once they are out of the plates and things like that. We should see the face and also the proper way to go about doing the provision and that we seek to understand the majority of the problem in the dark that we all have less vision and cannot make good aim to the target. We may well be involved to the end of the argument and they will be showing the popular demand and also the place that we all know the end of the story lines.

The script is there for all the read. They are trying to get some funding for the short film and that they are convinced that the short story will be successful. Too many will try to make the best judgement in the mortal combat and area that we all know the war started so many years ago. There have been so many that are quitting the job for better resources and to gain the royalty from selling the music and also the lyrics to so many songs. Some have gone to the YouTube and post videos on regular basis and get the advertisement money and also commission for recommending products and services. Some are getting money from sponsors and that they are supporting the general ideas for global kindness and something like that.

We all know the consequences and also the impact that what we can do to the real world in many ways to then end of the sailing and also trying very hard to live on day to day basis. These people are trying very hard to show that they are senseless and they are not ashamed to do what they do when there is nobody around them.

I did not get the idea. I am not sure they are trying to get the same people up into the air or not. There is little chance that we can get the information and confirmation from the people inside the group.

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Day 165 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Not sure what is happening to my body. I have fever and also pain in my right leg. There is nothing there  but the pain is inside the leg. There is no cut or bruise or what ever. I could not sleep all night long. I was coughing and then a lot of other things came along. I am having headache at the moment and trying to fill my stomach with some biscuits and drinking plain water.

We do not have to be so trying very hard at this moment and than again with the people running around the capital city. The last running event before the fasting month next week. Fasting month is fast approaching and we will try to make sure we do the right thing and cannot spell and not really focus with what I am doing at the moment.

We do have to move along and that we try to make sure all the chances that we create during the final game of the season. We do not have to be so sure when we try to make believe all the necessary words and sentences for we try to make do with what we have go. There is so much that we can do at the moment and we try to accumulate the previous location of the pick up and also the sharing of the transportation. We do not know what is going on for the rest of the period and we cannot be doing so much for the sake of many people in the community and also the village.

They have been there for so long. We have never seen them for many years and I am not sure why we do have to previous and the people that come in between the problem in the communication and we try to get what we want from related party and we will wait for that to happen. There is another area that we need to finish the situation and that we try to manipulate the chances that we get from the car and also from the multi purpose vehicle. We cannot be doing so much to the people in the crowd that try to get from point A to point B. That is what we do and that is what we are trying to improve all year round. May be the summer will bring some cheers and also the holidays that we cannot be trying very hard to come and join the baptism of fire and also the brothers in arms.

There is always the place and time that we ought to come together and we may have to put it through the pace and also the people that are trying very hard to qualify for the ultra race. I cannot imagine how they go about doing that and that the training and also the qualifying all year round. We may have all the features that people want the skills and the finishing touch of the painting and all that jazz. For all we know some may have to be so sure that they are calling home in the middle of the night. Some people come and argue about the situation and try to make believe all the chances that we get from the beginning of the people that try very hard to cope with the solution that they are trying to get. We do have some people having to go for vacation and we may have been trying very hard to go to the circus for the last time.

There is so much to do and so little energy that we can go on for the short period of time. There is also some people trying very hard to make sure that we get all the facilities that come in between the people that are earmarking to the citizen of the county. I am not trying to do very bad here and I am trying to get to the end of the writing so that I can move along and rest and deal with the fever.

We are almost there and we try to make sure that we can get to the finish line for the streak to continue and this will actually will not known to many people across the road and they do not understand the situation for the right reason. We are there already and we are very much trying to go to the people that come in between the community and also the day of the runners.

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Day 164 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

There is a chance that place and what we can do when the daring people come along in the manner that nobody will be surprised with the outcome. Sometimes we cannot be doing much and that these people will have to bear the consequences and that we all are along in the many way the same creatures that come from the same place. Perhaps we seek to understand the moment that we all know the most effective things and ways to go about doing what we can in a short period of time. We cannot be complaining about people buying stuff in front of us. They are entitled to buy anything that they want. We should stop complaining about people conduct on the road and focus on what we do best and be careful with the safety that we can try to ensure we cannot be doing the job properly.

I am hoping that I can get the dough back the soonest so that I can pass it along with the situation and try to make the best of what I can do and may be hold on for another month or so. There is nothing much that we can savor from the beginning and that we still cannot be too sure about what is going on. I cannot be feeling bad or sad about this. I have to do what I have to do and do not give or feel pity to the other party. There is hope and that we can try to understand the situation in  a while.

There is nothing that I can do to prevent the ancient mariner got the first time in the mid 80's and that we all know the situation back then. There were so many things happening and that we we too young to comprehend. Why is that and we can never blame the situation for what is happening at the moment. I do not want to be caught in between the situation and that we are not entitled for the tax payers money that can be used because some guy say he can justify the gathering of the people that we only want to be there. This is the attitude that we can never understand and it is in the system. They have no moral dilemma about this and they do what they can and at the same time they are getting the money back to them.

We are soul distributor and we are not coming down from the altar and that will soon be something in the fashion industry and we cannot be denying all that and we may have to be so sure about the situation in the past. There has been rumor about the pending judgement and there have been so many people trying to land the job that cane along when somebody was fired from the club hierarchy. We cannot blame the people that are running the club. We cannot blame the people that are occupying the building next to the fire department and we surly cannot blame the people that are living in the apartment above where we live. There is no point in blaming all the people from all over the place.

We seem to be conveniently blame the weather and the rain when we are not felling well. That is not right. We do not what to be so sure when we are in the tight position and try to make sense of what was going on. The GP does not seem to be helping either. They will somehow confirm the assumption and we take that as the facts and we being what we are doing the sharing is caring thing for all the people in the social media. That is how easy it is to be circulating incorrect facts and that what we are guilty of most of the time.

We are no expert in the area but we can do some common sense and do not make any assumption to what we are feeling not well and blame the external condition. There is a long way to go and we know exactly what we have to do when these things happen during the writing and also the drawing we cannot be so sure when do we need this to happen. There is a lot at hand and there is so much that we can do for the latest trick that we can have. Some people should be drawing the wedding plane and try to seel over the internet.

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Day 163 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Another day another signing sheet with the knives to sell upon the shoulder of the popularity and what not to get the people screaming and such. When we do have all those come in between the sense and that we all know will soon be sale of the return and also the tax that is to be applied and such. There is so much that we could do and there is so much that we can miss out. Never mind the paper work and also the printing that we have to do. For sure there will be a lot of people trying to get into the running this coming weekend and that we cannot be looking at the people from the far.

There is also so many things that we cannot understand and we try to make sure that we put up the actual sentences and we can blame everybody with that for as long as we can. There is also some may feature the common grounds that we try to make sure we have the devotion and also the dedication that can be measured up to the standards. There is so many poor people around the world. There is so many rich people around the world. This is the way we live in with classes within the society and nobody seems to be bothered to make sure that is is something that we must understand but there are cases where the justice is not there.

We have to eliminate the small bad habits that are in the society. Checking out messages and also replying messages in the car while driving is dangerous. Checking out messages and replying messages during the traffic light stop is irresponsible and things like that. We must not do that and we cannot be teaching our kids these bad habits. It will never go away if we do this. If something is important and urgent we will receive calls and that can be dealt with accordingly. Messages are not important that need us to be reading it immediately. We are so spoiled with the luxury that we have and we never actually appreciate and respect the people around us.

How many times we meet people doing this on the road? When we see the car in front of us driving rather slowly and moving from side to side, we can be assured that the driving is using the phone. Worst they are tying messages while driving the car. This has got to stop and what not.

There are other bad habits that can can encounter on a daily basis such as driving very fast within the housing area and also withing the school area. We cannot do that. We want safe and something like that for ourselves and also our kids. But we do not care about others'. That is not fair and that is something that we have to change. I am trying to get this habit now and driving slowly around the house and driving according to the speed limit if I am on the highway or something like that. We must not be rushing while we are on the road. We must not be looking down at people down the road just because we have a big car and also expensive registration number.

The government should be banishing the way we sell the car registration number. It should be open to everyone and that we can eliminate the classes in the society with this action. We have seen too many times people with huge car expensive car and single digit registration number doing things that they should not be doing. Parking all over the place. Driving in high speed and asking all the people to make way for them on the highway. They do not care about the summons. They can pay. There must be other ways to tackle this regardless whether they have money or not. Summons and simply resolvable and people pay the police to get away with that. That can eliminate the corruption on the road as well.

At the end of the day the culture in the community and also the state and also the country play a lot in this matter. If we do not have the heart to change the way we live and the way we run the country we are doom until the end and that is something we can see all these years. Money is so important to these people and that it governs everything.

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Day 162 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

As we saw the consequences right up to the end of the old age that can never be repaired and broken. Bad habits are hard to break. We can do that by dissecting the components into smaller parts and try that out. For example smoking. How do we break this bad habit? How do we break it into components of bad habits?

I thought about that and I figured out a few things. We can go through the time line of the day and we can see the pattern of our smoking. I woke up early in the morning and smoke inside the toilet while I was passing motion. Then I go to work and normally I reach the office quite early. I smoke in the office and wait for my friends to come in and go for breakfast. After the breakfast, I smoke and then start working. Sometimes, I have to go to the toilet again to pass motion and I smoke again.

While I am in the office I also smoke in my room. I also smoke during the meetings because it is allowed in the office to do so and it seemed to be the culture of the people within the office and also in the group of companies. Anyway, during and after lunch I probably smoked a couple of more times and continue to work in the office. Where we do smoke until we go home. Then there will be a few more cigarettes and I am done for the day.

I started to stop smoking with not having any in the office. The assistant was happy because she does not have to go into my smelly office. I also stopped smoking during the meetings and simply restrained myself when other people smoked during the meeting.

I delayed smoking after I have any meal. That was the trick and try to break the habit of getting the cigarettes straight into your mouth after finishing the food. I tried to taste the food and then the tough part would be the time when we have to pass motion. That was the last habit that I broke and then I did not smoke anymore.

I remember the last time I smoke. Actually I did not smoke. I was not buying any cigarette anymore at that time and I only buy 1 or 2 sticks from the shop if I wanted to. So I took my staff cigarette and went to the stairs to smoke. I reached the stairs and decided to turn back into the office. I return the cigarette and never take a single cigarette until today. That was more in 2006!

I have spoke to a few people about that but I guess we do need a reason to stop. I stopped simply for financial reason. The money that I spent for the cigarettes at that time can pay for my kids nursery and also the school transportation. I also got my third child in 2005 and the financial obligations increased dramatically. That was the main reason.

I guess some people did not have that kind of thinking and failed to find the reason to stop. I have seen people stated that they wanted to stop because they are in the business of selling healthy products. It did not last.

I have seen people trying to stop and kept talking about the hardship and what not for not getting the taste of the cigarette. People said things like getting tense because they have not been smoking for a few days and so on and so forth. I think that was not the best way to go about doing that.

I did not say much and I did not say things to people that I was quitting. Some noticed but many did not. Even my wife did not say anything or noticed much and I just simply stopped. No need to tell the whole world about that in the social media and what not. I take it as something not coll when people try to stop smoking and announce in the social media and hoping that people will pray for their success and what not. At then end of the day, the bug stop with you and you have to do it. Regardless of prayers for people from all over the world.

There are other bad habits that we can breakdown and we can do that for sure. This is something that I have to do and that I will say nothing much about it any more.

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Day 161 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Through the years that we still cannot make sure how to go about doing that in the first place. We are ignorant and we are not in full control of the situation in the village where we were born. That was a long time ago and we can barely remember the things that we do for the sake of humanity and all that stuff. We cannot be looking at events where we were not that good in behavior and we could have been caught in the middle of the day. For sure there are so many in the advances that we took all a a lot of times and we saw the action in the classroom with the senior in school.

That was things that we do and we cannot appreciate the moment that we can come around to the ages and also the anger that was about to core up in the middle of the night. There was the time when we all have the chance to make it to the river and drive away with the bus through out the region and we cannot understand why do we need to be stopped at every corner of the world. The bus was not in a good condition but we stick with the plan and try to make the best of every moment. We do not have much time but we can afford to be delayed from time to time.

Those who dare and the fortune for the brave something like that and we go into the final game of the season knowing that we cannot slip up and only win will see us through the next season with the lucrative deals playing at night in the middle of the week. We shall see and we shall be confident to do that for the rest of the season and we cannot afford to be so sure with the people that are playing through the humiliation and there will be time when we all have to spare the blushes. There is also the possibility if everything can get even at the end of the day. That can be so cruel and that we have made plan to be so sure and that we cannot afford to make any changes to the line up. A small tweak will come in between and to be good to be true for all the ages that they are limping towards the finish line. We can still argue about that but we have to see what will happen at the end of the day.

We can try to eliminate the possibility of the situation and we can only see through the dark when there is light in the room. We cannot be doing that at so many times and the funny men and women through out the skit will be hilarious and also be familiar with the story line. That can be wonderful and that can be so sure all about those nonsense and also the etiquette that they have to adhere to at the end of the ceremony. People can come from all over the place and that they are entitle to all those food that are to be served. We cannot afford to be so sure about the situation and we cannot afford to be so worried about the stomach getting all the noises out of the window. There are insects and things that crawl underneath the bed on every night and we cannot be worried about all of them either.

We do have a long way to go and we need to make sure that we carry on with all the people that are trying to be so sensible with the subject that are at hands in the first place. We do need to go into the place where we have to sit all day long and get frustrated and sad and happy at the same time. We can be laughing at the guys in the chat room and also to the guys that are far off the chart in the beginning of the play. There is also the substitute people that are ready to come on and play their part. Some can be very effective but some are simply dull. There is so much that you can have for the great and the luxury that we are having at the moment.

We can finish this and move on to other things and tasks that we have to do and try to make the best of what we can have.

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Day 160 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Siblings with same father but different mothers. The ladies are at each other again and the people all around them are like defending each other team and what not. What has we become as a society and things like that. They claim that they are the examples of many to follow and this is what they are showing us to do. Yet again thousand of people around them are going the opposite direction and I am not surprised when there are argument in the office with regards to these so-called public figure feud. As far as I am concerned they are public enemy. Not so how they go to bed everything thinking of other people and what they have done and what not. But at the end of the day they will monetize the situation and laugh away with the money that they received for the publicity. The public will be crying and arguing and left with all the things that we do not want in life - got screwed and also lost the money.

We move along and perhaps my opinion on this matter has been consistent. I do not fancy all this and yet again the people seem to be well versed with the system and also the content of the system and that is the social media. I do hope they can transform or transfer their expertise in the system and also in the content to their day to day life. If they are well versed with someone who is inspiring and work hard out there they should be doing the same thing. Work hard and try to make the best of the situation and not stay in and simply looking through the social media all day long. This is prompting me to walk away from the social media for another day and see that I will seek to gain information or knowledge on other things such as the solar power system and setup that I am trying to do. Or perhaps try to do some exercise and what not.

It has be so cruel and that we try to make sure that when we shift the situation and winning the trophy for the reason that we all have to show the power of the magical situation in the town center and so many people do not mind the way that we wanted to be what we are today.

Yesterday was no different from any other day and that we cannot be so satisfied with the people that try to make a living outside of the realm in our mind and try to break the duck for trying too hard. We have seen people reluctantly do their job and we can understand why. These are the people that did not get involved from the beginning. They did not know the history and also the relationship between the people that he or she is meeting at the moment. They may not be in the day to day conversation but there was a connection before and they felt that the trust is there. The business is not big but the contractor does not mind taking the job and also doing some extra thing.

We will not know the reason and we will never will at this rate. We still have something to do with all the mention and also the terrifying the luck in the desert that are hot and abandon by all the people. Only a few will go along the trail and they will not be as easy as it looks. We do not know why and we try to make the best judgement that we can when we do not have any direct and physical access to the people that are actually doing the hard work.

There is still a long way to go and we wish people try to make the best of what they can get all the way to the situation in the past. We cannot escape the situation and we cannot be so rude for the mission that we must understand each other. We do need to carry on doing the same thing over and over again for the sake of the matter most in the time that is testing the strength of the mind and also the body.

There is little time to think and little way to resolve the situation but we do no need any thing to get free invitation to get along with the game and also the tournament.

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Day 159 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

This is the world that we live along the animals that came apart in the medical terms for all we know. Some may have been there before us and we all know what was the tragedy in the song with the high pitch. Soon there will some to argue about the situation from the beginning of the century old stuff. Early in the writing we all know what is going on for the rest of the night that make us better in any position.

Drifting and trying to get behind the line are important tasks that we all have to make to ensure that the path to the lucrative tournament will be secured within our own hands. There is no need to rely on others to make the result by the end of next week and we will be fine. Those are the things that we need to know that somehow we cannot be counting the points before we get them. A wise advice that we can get from the brilliant architect that are design and building the team for the next few years and bring it all back to the stage where they have been missing for more that 25 years. The last time we thought we were going to be better and better but decisions were made and plenty went wrong.

The deprived from the continuous all together must be behind the scene that we still need to address from the moment we started the journey. Any road will take us there and we will secured the chance to make it to the camping area by the end of the day. We are fortunate enough to be in the health and are able to manage the situation far better that we thought. There are many events along the way that make us wanted to go back but we are determine to finish the project and see where it will take us after that. We teach and try to manage the journey with the little amount of money that we have  in the pocket. Most of the time we do not need the money because we can live off the land. We seek to ensure that we do not cross any cultural taboos and also rules and regulations of the province or region. It is always good to see the villages and keep an eye on what they do and we just follow the,. Most of the time the villagers are so kind to let us in and also provide food and shelter for us. Any where you go in the world there are a lot of nice people. There could not be in better position but they give when they do not have enough. That has been the stage that we thought of our culture and society that think we are better than most of the people all around the world. We are not until we see these people that have the best way of living in the planet earth that we do not know much about.

Time and time again we produce the situation and we try to eliminate the things that we do. There is also some variation that we can go along the way to show what we have been missing all these years and we still cannot be so sure about the situation with the kids and also old people in the village. There has been meetings and talks about the chance that we all make through out the generation and we still feel that we have the ability to make it to the end of the journey and make it through out the battles and win the war. That has been the target and that has been the man and woman that cross the line in order to make the statement where we stick to the agenda and merely show all the words and photos that make it sense to the rest of the group. In the discussion we still have some arguments. Which is good. We cannot be agreeing on everything. We must have discussions and disagreements so that we can move forward and produce better and the best products and services that we want to market out there in the global industry.

We can do that for all the time and we are showing the kind of intelligent that we all can have in the manner that we stick to the gun and also to the cheers and crying that we can do all the moments in the morning.

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Day 158 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

A boring person will not be able to compromise things that are not to what we can get and things like that. But at the same time they do not want to come down and do the dirty work. They always have excuses for anything especially when it comes to getting out of the house. There are so many things that need to be completed or met for specifications until they do that. But they did not get what they wanted not only that they did not thank the people that went out of the way to help them but also they ridicule the things that was brought to them.

It is always something hateful to hear that anything to do with us is not right or something like that. People complain all the time about what is the shortfall of our friends and family and things like that. That is so frustrating and that orang Melayu akan kata meluat bila dengar all those nagging and stuff like that. When it comes to thier side of the stories everything is good especially the friends that has been cheating friends with that so-called sharing is caring slogan. There is always something new on every other month basis and then we can hear the thing that we do not like. Do we make remark on that. No we did not. We keep quiet and then move on to things that we do.

Well I have had enough of this and perhaps simply not saying anything for a few days will keep me calm and the silence may teach us something above life. Why not go on not talking for a week and see where that will take us. A week of not speaking challenge will be tough but we do what we have to do to make this work. It is impossible to do but we can try to minimize the talking and what not. May be staying in my room and do nothing will be good also.

There is time when we all have the people all around the nation that we can call upon to help out with the slogan and what not. There is also plenty of space all around the field of gold that we sing along the marathon runner all the way to the finish line. We cannot do much and we try to participate when we can. There is so much that we could do and so much that we could lose and then again it has nothing to do with us. We are in deep trouble and that we can only see that we have to go through the movement that we try to understand the situation. There is so much that we can still understand and yet again we strive to be better and strive to tell things at the back of the story line in the middle and also towards the end.

There is no point talking about things when the other party is only interested in the social media thing. I am not that particular and try to distant myself from all those nonsense and people bragging all the time. aThey want to be somebody that they are not. They are showing off things and their wealth. Why are we so stupid to admire those stories and things like that. These are not improving our lives. These are not the things that put money in our pocket and food on our table. Why bother?

Sometimes you wonder these people get so emotional about things in the social media where the events or people do not even bother about what we are going though at the moment. They do that so they get more money out of our misery and they do not have to spend any of theirs. Wake up people and try to stop all these nonsense and be like a normal person for once and perhaps you will like yourself better.

Stay off the grid and focus on what are important to us if not yourself for a little while and forget about those out there. They are not going to help us. They are after us when they are in trouble and need money and stuff like that. I do not like that kind of attitude and never actually put any effort to better themselves and pay back what they owe people. Life is short and that you know what you have to do to make things even. That is what it is all about.

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Day 157 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

I never fancy anyone who does not make any effort to make sure what they plan will go through. I hate it when at the last minute they say something else and make changes. I am mad if I got to be the substitute person for the task that the person supposed to do in the first place. That is plain disrespectful and stupid. Then you wonder what is the priority to that when something else comes along the situation is rather smooth and planned to the very detail.

Let us see what is there to be surely thought about in the minimal way of getting this done and getting out of the woods. I am still in the woods and that cannot be denied. The loop about the friends and the former schoolmates is there and I need to get rid of the thing fast. There is no time for food this morning because I have lost the appetite at this moment. People do not care about things and that make me angry and frustrated and things like that. I am not in a good condition to do many things and I still manage to get things done that are not being appreciated most of the time.

People take for granted that we are in this so-called togetherness and that is pure BS. We are here because it is like arranged marriage some sort of and you never actually know what you get because people tend to show off or pretend to be what they are not most of the time. Therefore arranged marriage is far better in this case. Just like hiring people for the office. It is like the arranged marriage. We only know what was written on the paper and from the interview that we had for like 30 minutes or so. Then we make a decision on that. I think up front we have to tell that we are doing this arranged marriage thing and we all better be open about both sides. There are shit all over the place in the office and we cannot deny that. We do not tell these prospect because we do not want people from the outside to know what is going on in the office. There are a lot of rubbish and shit people in the office and we have to acknowledge them. If we are afraid that people will talk about the office so be it.

We do have the obligation to speed things up and see that we can try and exercise the mind with all those acronyms. We can see that some may be relevant to the group and yet again we all have been there before. There are a lot of regrets in life. There are a lot of good things in life. We cannot be leading the way of positive thinking all the time and ignore the bad sides of life. That is pretending and I do not like that. We have to tackle things head on and make use better in the near future and really teaching the kids the real world applications. That is one of the most important tasks that we have to make when we are raising kids in the house.

We want them to grow up and be a good person. If they can be excellent that will be so much wonderful and great for them. The seed will start to grow and forever we have good people in the family tree.

People always think that they have to be excellent to do things. To be excellent and exceed expectations are hard and that is why people give up before doing anything. We should be aiming to get things done as it is. Then we make sure we do some thinking and improve things when the similar event come along. That is how we do it. The culture is so engrossed with the bonus minded people at the end of the day and always thinking that doing a simple job is actually doing something excellent. If you have to make a sale of RM100K per year and you did just that, meaning you are good at your job. Excellent means that you exceed expectation. We expect 100K but you delivered 300K. That is excellent but we have seen people manipulating the situation and simply targeting lower that what they can do. They do not care. That is not their money. They run the place and that can do what ever they like. I think they are all laughing in the boardroom or at least laughing in their heads.

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I am having a bit of discomfort and also the typical days when the bowel movement has been more active than the usual. I am managing it but still cannot be comfortable. That has been going on for 8 years and that I have to figure out other ways of dealing with this matter. Avoiding outside food is one of the thing that I can do. Or avoiding outside food from the shop or seller that have been not good to my stomach and such that we all know what is on the way to the toilet that we can count. More than we can count and that we still unable to resolve the problem entirely. There was once a good period where I manage to get things done in the morning with occasional accident but that was like 2 or 3 years back. I do need to go back to that period and that drinking the Vitagen and also taking yogurt was good. I am not sure why is it so difficult to buy yogurt. People never get it right.

When do we see the changes in the email notification and that we are going to be charged for a lot of money and we are not satisfied until we can settle the problem. Do you see the method that we are doing and when it does not compute we cannot understand why. The thing about this time we are a little OK since we have time to cancel the mystery order. That is what I will work on today. There is little that I can do at the moment until I get the right device and also the correct application and software. At the moment  I could not do anything but wait with the bowel still making me not comfortable.

The legs are still not normal. I feel pain and unstable and sad when I walk and worry that my bladder will go off too at the same time. It has been tough and we all have to do what we have to do. There is also the cost that we have to consider for all this. We hope that the appointment with the specialist next week will bring some kind of resolution and we can see what will happen.

We can expect a lot and we cannot expect not much. We have to keep going at it until we get it right. Top sportsmen and women do not stop training. They go at it over and over again and on a daily basis. That is what they do and that is what I am going to try out to do here.

What is frustrating at the moment is that I could not do much to help out family matters and that I could not proceed to do certain heavy task in the house. That is something that I want to do and we do have a few things in the house that require attention and repair work and stuff like that. I used to do all these things and when you are not capable of performing these activities it is really frustrating and there is so much that I could do and people all around are too casual with the situation.

Daily routine make people complacent and that is happening all over the house and the neighbor and the state and the country and what not. We are trying to get bye. That is it. We are trying to get by and be with the people that we like and love. Nothing more than that. But we have seen people trying to get more and more and take more and more. Never give. We try to give when we do not have enough. That is a way that we can stick to the end of the people and yet again when there is hope and light at the end of the tunnel we carry on home.

The light and trouble that come to be the friend that we want all along. They never say anything to the situation and simply do what they do when there are things to do. I remember the lady that used to come to the house when we have something going on. Never complain or things like that. Just do what she has to do and for some reasons my mother never say anything to her. She did what she could do. Complete the job and after the event was over, she went back walking to her house. A good 3 miles away from our house.

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We do require decent people to work in the industry and all over the country. From the palace to the government offices and to the private sectors. Nothing much that you can do about most of the areas that are the main concerned. It has been so cool that we share the passion in the matter of minutes upon arrival and that we cannot be to generous in getting the things done for a short while.

There are people that come and visit to the charity for any organization and for the people that come in light of the between matter that most of the time we ignore the signals that are coming from the media attention. We do feel that some of the jungle out there are concrete and that we can never bring them down. It has bee a long journey to the center of the town and we cannot believe what brought us there.

There are people all over the place and strangely they do not have any thing to do except being together in a weird way. There is a man conducting everything from above the chair in the circle of the field and there are so many tents all over. They are big and these people are having a great time. There are also stream of newcomers into the field with buses and cars and also trains coming into the town. It was maddening and that we can really appreciate the sponsor of the event. Many came with a huge expectations and they were not disappointed. Why do we need such extra shower in the middle of the day?

That one I cannot figure out. That was a tricky and tough question to be answered in a couple of minutes. Let is be and we will come back to it later. It is important to continue and answer all the questions. It is important to see that we do not waste time on difficult questions and let the easy ones unanswered. That was the tips and tricks from the beginning of the school centuries ago and we cannot ignore that. Some may not need the way to go about doing that and they are going to be successful in the fields. We can no longer bear the consequences of having to fail to qualify for the higher education and we will see to that we will want the motion to be good and not harmful.

It has been a rough ride. The river was swelling and flowing like crazy. The heavy rain for the past few days is not helping and we we hanging on to the boat for our lives. There is a long way to go to the village and we are worried that we will not make it before the day is dark and traveling after the sun set is not so good. There are wild animals and wild people that come out at night and they like human flesh as their meal.

The captain of the boat decided to stop and make a camp for the night. It is really dangerous to do that but traveling on the river at night is far more dangerous. We can make a camp and start the fire. That will at least keep the animals away and we can always build the place to sleep up on the tree. It is safer to be above the ground and we can see what come into the area from the top of the tree.

We take turn to guard the camp and nothing much happen during the night. When the morning break we quickly clear the area and continue our journey.

Let us look at the time when we have to be so good at what we do and we could not afford to not meeting the dateline of the project. It was way back in the late 90's and that was the time we all were worried about the year 2000 bug in the system. Nothing happened actually and that many people made tons of money out of the fear. That is a good way to be in the business. Create the fear in the companies operations and we will come in to do almost nothing and came out with lots of money. It is that a good way to do business? Legally is was OK but morally it was wrong. As simple as that but many people will sleep better at night knowing that they made money out of nothing.

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Do you remember the most of time that we did not on the podium through out the speech and we will some how pretend to be the one that is going to prepare for the presentation. The pay was written long time ago and we all know the subject matter that we seek to be so sure in the middle of the season opening ceremony. We do not care about the situation and we still cannot believe that we are the chosen representative of the country. There is also some confusion whether the stake is high or low. Nobody seems to be keen on trying the same old tricks that we all are too familiar with. The people that are judging the contest have been there for a long time. They are likeable and too many are trying to get to the bottom of the explanation.

We all know the situation in the village and that the people from across the river came back in the middle of the night. They were gone for a long time and that we never understand that feature of the group and they are here now. We still cannot understand what they are saying but they seem very angry with the new addition that we did to the bridge. We have been trying to strengthen the bridge by adding more ropes and also putting stones at the bottom of the pile. It has been good but the thing is not natural. Perhaps that is the reason why they are so angry in the first place. We are not sure what they want this time. Suddenly they turn back and did not say anything. They are gone for the time being and we are not sure what to expect. They will come back and hopefully they will figure out what they want to say anyway.

The cold and the hot time in the beach that people are trying to catch the waves. The kids are the most happy people on the beach. They are playing and they are enjoying themselves. The older folks are happy too. They have retired and never have to think about work and decision and office politics anymore. There is also the paint in the dark of the horse that we cannot understand in the middle of the town. They took it away and put them in the store room. At night people coming out of the wooden horse and start to rob the empty houses in the village. In the morning they realize that the wooden horse was the classic Trojan horse trick and they we upset and mad at themselves.

We can never leave the situation in the past that people cannot be so sure in the examination and yet again there is another public holiday in the country. Where we stand and that people can only think of the holidays that they can take in together with the public holiday and that can make the days longer and what not. There is sign that people do not care. There is signs that people are being disrespectful and something like that and too many are going to be blamed if the project failed. The culture is badly created and now it is a norm to do what they do at the top. People can only complain and they can try to make sure that they do their job.

Why do we think and that we may have something to do with the people that will stake the house and try to represent the situation in the middle of the night. There is some light at the end of the day and there is also so many people trying to emulate the book and also the frustration that the plan did not work out. What was worst the other party seemed never want to realize and also seemed to be ignoring the earlier plan and that make me angry and hurt all the time.

We are still trying to get to the bottom of this and we cannot be doing this too fast of a emotions and there will be revenge at the end of the shooting season. People are too mad to be talking about the school and they are not sure what they want to do. This is simple arrangement and we can do this all day long. There is also the other way to do this and the cheating is not in the agenda for the rest of the period.

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When you are all alone in the morning that you cannot control the temperature and yet the sun is coming out with the clean energy. There is also some parts of the world that cannot be accessed and there are people thriving in the extreme condition. We cannot imagine the future but we can sort of plan what we can do and work towards that generation of being honest and what not. There is a voice deep inside me that creeping every now and then and I wonder whether she still look the same. That is huge thinking and that big ideas require action and that is very important.

Why do we bother to be thinking and talking about the people that do not respect us? Why bother actually looking at them and we cannot be so mundane and try to look like we can communicate with those people. Let them as it is and we do what we have to do on the daily routine that give us the pleasure and satisfaction. Through out the morning and day and night there will be unpleasant sound that can make us puke and we do not have to care about that. These people never knew how to live with the people all around them. They do not respect and for them everything is a banter. What a joke and that can be harmful. I do not pity them. I simply hate them just like the couple of people that come into the thinking every now and then. Those bastards are still bastards and lazy and never bother about other people.

When we have the younger group in the huge change of the portion of the slice and the food that cannot be eaten. Why do we have to go through all the mess that were made by the people that came before us? There is a huge tasks that we have to embark and those are the bargain that we are looking for. Why do we need to see this as important and urgent matter? There is plenty of work to do and that people that cannot go into the college will have more fun than that of the rest of the school leavers. There are so many resources out there but the society has been taught to take the short cuts to richness and so many people ever willing to cheat to achieve their goals and stuff like that.

We have encountered a few of them. Looks  like honesty is thrown out of the window. That is very simple because we do not see this kind of habit in the people that are running the country. The perception is bad and that we cannot see that what we do will help the country in general.

I do propose small change in the day to day things that we do. Small changes are easy to do and they do not take a lot of effort physically and mentally all the time. I do believe that.

One of the small change that we can do rather immediately is to get up 5 or 10 minutes early as usual. All we need to do is to set the alarm clock earlier. We can also change the alarm tone so that we can notice the difference and respond to the change. That is not difficult to do and why don't we do that first.

Another simple change that we can do is to switch off all the appliances that we are not using. There is phantom usage of electricity all over the country and if we collectively do this small change rather immediately, it will save the country in general and also our lessen our utility bills.

This is another small change but it takes a little more effort to do and take it as a challenge. I did it a few years ago and I still do this until this day. Take a 30 day challenge to shower with cold water. It is good for your skin and also health in general. It is also good to reduce your utility bills because the heater will take so much electricity into the bills. A toilet can cost us about RM50 per month and the bulk of it will come from the water heater. If we can bring that down to fifty percent that will be wonderful. If we take the challenge, the big bulk of the bills will be taken out from our monthly expense. Think about that.

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It has been some kind of opportunity and yet again we all saw what happened towards the end of the journey. We did some digging and found out a few things in the past through the email and some people cannot deny past events. Yes there are conflicts and what not and there are things that we have lost through out the years. Nonetheless we will continue to do so for the sake of the later laughter and fun that we can have with or without the customary mention of the center in which we all can relate.

The problem with the daily show that we can foresee is the lack of intensity that we require for each of the performer and they are not that simple to measure. They have special and specific standard that they have to adhere and most of them failed during the first spell. We never intend to be more resilient from the other competitors and we cannot be seen as the ones that are going down rather easily. Let is forget about the markings on the wall for a moment and look beyond what we can do with the tools that we have in the case of iron box. We can do a lot of damage with the equipment  when we have restored all the power from the batteries and also the solar panels that we have put up on the roof.

When you are at the mercy of others and the position that you are in will be depending on the others that will perform later that what you can do. You final destination is not going to be decided by your action and that will be painful. We cannot watch the other game and can only hope that the outcome will favor us. At the end of the day, we cannot blame others for our predicament and we can only blame ourselves and also may be the rest of the world for that matter. People can do and people can talk what ever they like and we seem to be on the roll most of the time. We all care about the situation and we all want the same thing. We seek to be more reluctant to be so sure and yet again we can never say anything when people do not want to help us out. We can anticipate the outcome but we cannot say that it will be definite.

Those who dare to rescue the situation and may be blessed with the strength and also the moment that they are wanted by the enforcement agencies through out the country. Some people are marked men. They cannot do anything without some people watching them and they are always on top of the game. Any small mistake will be noticed and they are able to halt the progress of the processes and put a stop to the arrangement that have been said before hand.

We deal with the situation and that we can never be so full of understanding and yet again we never seek to understand the people that are trying very hard to bear all the nonsense in the world of the summer and also the monsoon season that will hit us all through out the year. We are never used to it and we can never adapt to the environment that we cannot understand the perfect foundation that has to be settled down towards the end of the period year in and year out.

That is perfect reaction to the disappointing results that they are having so many months ahead of the perfect clash of the titans in the end that can make or break the season. We have been there before and we have seen the late surge will actually make the team as usual and defy the people's are saying all season. They will frustrate more people this time around and they will have the last laugh. That is the plan and it is working just fine recently. It will be the same at the end of the day and the team will win the cup and finish the season as usual and start all over again next August.

There is nothing that we can do to imagine the situation and also the moment that we all have been waiting for the past few years. It will be frustrating to lose the position and yet again fail to shine when the time is the best possible moment. We all have to bear the cost of the game.

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When we heard the news in the national channel that day we were on our way to the southern region of the province. There were people along the road trying to get some people riding attention and that they are nuisance to the lorry drivers. They are try to get a ride for the moment that they can save some money to pay the fare of the public bus. The company is not going to be lenient and that they are charging the maximum rate. The government is helpless and they cannot do much. The came into power from the money provided by the business people and they are doing the things to the citizen of the country. There are so many of them talk so much and never really care about the people. They are mining the public funds and they do not care. The law passed just allowed them to do anything that they wanted.

Similarly to that of the situation in the company. They held the meeting just to make sure they have it on paper because nobody is looking at the content. The meetings are to make the robbery official and they are laughing in the room. The only things matter to them is to make sure the public do not complain much and there are times when the things actually happen just because someone wants to take their place in the company. That is sucked and that is blatantly daylight robbery.

We can see in the face that they have yet to said enough is enough. They will plow the company as long as they can and then simply disappear from the market and just waste the money on the vacations and holidays. How do these people sleep at night? They sleep dreaming getting the ideas to plow more money from the company. That is the dream and they do not care. Some people from the religious group will justify their action and that they are in the same mold of these men and women across the board.

I do not care much about this because it has been there for a long time. It is across the board and also across the country. We can never say anything to that. I do not care as long as I cast my vote soon and see what happen. We have to take care of things and that we must be thinking of what will happen if we do not go out and vote. We should be thinking about the things that can happen when we go out there and cast our vote. That is the most important thing and we can say what ever we like now when the time comes we do what we have to do. As simple as that.

There is also some measurement in the sky is the limit for all the man and woman that have come and go into the situation from many years back. They are the pioneers and the volunteers and seen to many of them in the sack that been there. So far so good and that we can say it all over again the in the next session where we dare to be so sure in the managing the people of the country. Some may be glad to have been living the life that many will envy and what not. There are also so many courage kids on the roads these days and the parents are ever more than willing to let them go and have fun. Those were the days when we have all the tools and equipment to deal with the renovation of the kits and also the development tools from far away in the midst of the country side.

The eagle is up in the sky and we still cannot be looking ahead for the rest of the time in the examination room. Some may be glad that we have the chance to make it to the reunion and they are telling us to be fair and light than all the matter most of the time. We have seen so many of them lucky enough to be sticking up the gun and tell the stories of the great great grandparents that they had in the past. For sure we have had our fair share of innovation and ideas that we can survive the tormenting time and be like to the saying that we talk too much and never actually say things out. We have ears to listen and hear but nothing much come inside.

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