Day 144 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Plenty of times that we have to ask straight to ourselves about the relationship from man to man from woman to woman from man to woman and from woman to man. Most of the time they do not make any sense and there we stick to the task and try to be as good as we can. Sometimes we are just plain dumb and can never do things right. We are good in 1 thing and 1 thing only and people really hate us for that. That is not the matter most and that when we have someone who is sticking to his or her dumbness there lies the problem and we can only see from far. The partner cannot so so much and take for granted that what ever they asked they never have to repay. That is ridiculous and that we can never understand. When they are in good hands they never come to us when they are in trouble they simply asked and time and time again this is happening. When they see us in trouble they simply turn away and never actually come near us. To make things worst this the the bloodline that we are talking about and I cannot see from the end until the beginning of the stages that this is going to be fine.

We are in the dark most of the time. We are all alone in the world when we have to be there in the restroom or in the room where we cannot do much. People cannot see us and people cannot do much. They hear us but we are never going to give them the unpleasantness when it comes to messaging our troubles. Not quite there yet but we still are in good position at this moment. We have to be brave and strive and us as much as we can from the resources that we have at the moment. We cannot be too stingy with the resources because they are there to make us better and provide improvements all the time. We have to think that way and worry not about the depleting resources. They are enough for the time being and we do not have to be worry about that.

Since the end of the previous gathering they have been trying to get together ever since. Now they are doing just that but unfortunately I cannot attend with my condition and what not. The fact that they are doing this is one of the best things that the friends can do and they can catch up. Surprisingly the people with power and position is not doing much for that. Forget about the vendor system and what not. That is for politicians to make use of the way they setup the country and we cannot see that once it is in the loopholes that we cannot cover from our common position. We better stay away from that and we cannot see that this will bring to any good. When we are down here we can simply say what we wish for if we are in that kind of position. That is a big IF.

This morning is better that that of yesterday's. I am little better with the stomach problem and I hope that this is going to be fine day. There will be visitors and that we cannot say no to that. We do have to make sure that we clean up the house and see to that it is all in the minimal arrangement to show the nothingness of this house. I am fine with that and in fact I wish I could lessen the things in the house as much as I can.

When we have a few resources or people that we can go to to get some kind of information that we want we can still use them. Better to have a few rather that relying on one that seems to take ages to come back with the data. There is also the chance that we could be doing the turn around in the middle of the journey and yet again there are also many chances that we can make through out the day or so.

We try to be sensible in many things and try to make sure we do the right thing. People are tired and they tend to say  things  that will make us mad and also sad. There is no point in making those remarks and we will see to that it will be better the next day. 

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Day 143 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

It has been tough since around 8 in the evening and yet we are still on the verge of the encourage time and sense for many things in the past few days. We do not have to engage with a lot of people and machines to get things done. We tried very hard to get to the bottom of the problem and work ourselves up to resolve all the issues. That is the way that we wanted to tackle the idea and then provide guidance and leadership to the people especially the young ones for them to carry themselves in the future. There are a lot of potentials in the group. They do have to understand that some of them are not going to make it to the big league. They do have to keep themselves healthy and away from any injuries. But at the same time they have to make sure that they give 100% to the cause and many will have to be under strict supervision.

We do not have to measure the strength and also the weaknesses of the component when we till think that people will have the same advantage as the immigrants coming into the country. They are all here for a reason and that they wanted to make a living and bring some money home for the families. A couple of them have been around for a few years and we can see them on  a daily basis. There are also plenty to talk about in the conference room and yet the people are going to the international summit to discuss the agenda to cover the world. We do not have that kind of intention in the beginning. It is getting bigger and we have to work harder to make this happen. There are people who wanted us to fail and we can understand their frustration after the losing end of the offering. I still cannot care about that and we may have to abandon the thinking of others while we are doing our part of the deal.

We are not even half way through the session and we feel that we have been here for ages. The little disturbance in the middle area is not going to go away sooner and we intend to ride this thing off anyway. The veteran is in the house and we can see them aging and also being more expert in the field. They do have hand on experience during the early days and now with all the computers and also the gadgets that we can build they fell differently.

In the beginning it was just a pilot project to see whether the kids will understand the concept. But now we have to step it up to actually have application to the solar system that we have managed to setup in the house. The battery is not suitable but we cab still show that it is working and we can try it out on small electric devices such as charging the smart phone and also operating the diffuser. 

It has been a hard day and we are still working to complete the model for the presentation to the potential buyer. We are so frustrated that after so many years we never make any contact and I do have many things in advance to seek out the explanation with the committee members. Never mind the foul languages but we still need to complete this matter within the team members. Some of us do not like each other but we were assigned in the project by the big bosses and we have just to get it on and get along until we finish the work.

Small time vendors are trying to get into the major submitting the tender process and we are still at the stage where we feel that we can do the job but we do have to quote a huge fees for the man power and also the finished design. We do not compromise on the quality and we always have good references. The old man from across the river will be very pleased to show us his mansion on the hill. One of our most expensive project and that the customer is really happy. He even said that he would not mind paying more in the beginning. We maintained excellent relationship with this customer and we are able to get more project from his businesses and also his business partners. We can still borrow the time to plan things out. 755 words from www.750words.com.

Day 142 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

There is a will into the freight night and that we dream of all the good things in the world. But how often that we know all the nights and days and later in the morning that we cannot get what we want all the time. Since we are engaged in the conversation that we dreaded to see each other when we are at the weakest point of the day. There is also strength in the sunshine and yet again some may have to seek each other when we are going to be successful. From the moment that we want to know all the people inside the room for certain reasons. We do not care about the situation and also the manner that everybody is behaving. Some are rude and some are totally unacceptable.

More often we tend to make sure that we have the so-called best effort to do the necessary advantage that we may have to seek the knowledge of each other. We tend to be successful and try to emulate the situation from the beginning. There is also plenty to talk about and I do not have any intention to draw any attention to the people that I have nothing to do with it. They have caused me anger and such for so many reasons that they can handle the situation. Perhaps these are the people that we try to make sure that some may have to see the beauty of the sanction and that we try to justify the situation.

There are brothers out there more than willing to help out the other siblings without asking any questions or without being asked. We have been there before and that did not go down very well. It was about 30 years ago and that was still hurt and until today we never want to bring up the same matter to the table and have any conversation or discussion about that. They feel that they have been hurt and they simply retrieved to the shell and do nothing. They have been there before and that they did not like the situation. I have different approach if I were them but I am not them and my situation is totally opposite of that what they are doing at the moment.

Conversation come every now and then. It was not that long and just to keep in touch. There is no time to mention anything about getting or asking for help. And I just kept quiet about the situation and try to make the resolution on my own. What else can we do to prevent and also to resolve the situation. We seek to get burnt all the time and that we can never be any longer than that. We have recovered the position that we are in and that we tend to make sure that we try to understand the situation. Perhaps we can try to make sure that we tend to motion the photo and also the images through out the safe space and that people will not get to them. There are a lot of people out there never bother about being a simple and good person. They thrive on being bad and wanting to hurt people all the time. They have their justifications but at the end of the day there are laws and regulations that stated clearly we all cannot do certain actions against fellow human being on this planet earth.

There is a long way to go and any road will take us there. There is the journey that we can take to enjoy the scenery but some people simply are too arrogant to state that the condition of the road will make them feel bad and do not like the option. What a mess and what a selfish people. They are all those self-confessed people that they are better than the rest. When you are actually near them and know them they are totally the opposite and never reciprocate the things that they said. They have bad habits and they can never want to admit that and change the situation. They see the things that they do each day and the way they do things that are not right. They keep on doing it at the same time barking on the rest for not doing the thing that they think they are doing. Such a messed up mind and we can no longer tolerate this kind of behavior and situation. Some of these days we will exploded and then they knew what is going on. 

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Day 141 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Working hard or hardly working. We do know the precarious assumption that we may have been doing all these years. There are flaws in every corner of the office building and yet again some people just got away with that. We never intended to be so slow in getting the things that we wanted through out the previous administration and the chief of the operations is no longer in command. Most people got upset with the new way of doing the business but they are the salaried workers and they have to do what they are told to do. They are free to seek other employment and we never will stand in their way. We do have to find people to replace them but that is normal. People come and go in a company on a daily basis and we have to cope with that. It is important to have the recruitment department on top of things. Once a personnel is going out, they should have suitable candidate to replace that person. It is the ideal way of doing things but at the end of the day the leadership of the division and also the company will prevail and not becoming complacent.

We spoke in length about the manner that most people will approach the championship and that some may have the preferred way of training and also the rest that all the players badly needed at the end of the season. We knew that some may have the chance to forget about the situation and they can never feel the same with the fact of the statistics that came out during the press conference.

Forget about the game for a moment. We shall ignore the season already because we do not want to be stressful and we want to focus on the latest treatment and go back to the office as soon as possible. We can try to do that and see what is going on. We can stress the chance that we may have to take the early retirement option and seek the medical support from the public facilities. We have the choice to do that and we have the moment that we can go through the agenda for all you know. Some may have to be successful in terms of getting the previous tasks that we left behind for so many months. It does not matter. It will be changing soon and people will show their true colors.

Why worry about things that have yet to happen. We focus on present moment and at the moment I am resting in preparation for the CT Scan next week. That should be the focus and then we plan for the 5 sessions on the LINAC. That is the way to approach this and that is the way that we are going to take on the challenge.

There is something in the air tonight and that is the verse from the song that we all may be familiar with. It does not matter actually because most of these do not have any connection and meaning to the real world that we are living in. The movies will seem to be a good choice that we have to make and that we still cannot be bluffing into our ways.

The cruel world out there will give so many challenges and we still have to fight the problems when we do not have all the necessary tools that we need to be successful. There are people born rich and they can be successful. No doubt about that and the cases are to good to be true. The rags to riches stories always captivating and there we are trying to emulate the people that are in the business. We do have to have the guts to the glory days and we tend to be funny about that. There are stories among friends and then I felt that I should have taken the advantage during that time and have a good go at the people in the group. It is not haunting me now but they do make fun of the things that we do and things that we did not do in the past. There is always the people trying to add things up to the stories and make fun during the occasions.

It does not matter. There is always something that we have chosen the way that we wanted to live our lives. There is always the good moments and also the bad ones. We are here already. 756 words from www.750words.com.

Day 140 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

One cannot sleep. Lucky we have this task to do at the end of the day there is so many points that we can make for the fun of the situation. There is also the distraction from the stomach and also the bowel that has been going on since yesterday. We do have to deal with such manner and situation for the time being. We do not have much to carry on for the day but we will see how we can do about the forward thinking and being aggressive. That is what people do and go on the attack. That is why some may never consider to have defense and the best offense when we go into battle and what not.

It has been frustrating and yet again we can never dig deep to accomplish the goal that we have set earlier in the beginning of the popular demand and injuries to key players at the crucial moment that we are having now. There is plenty to cheer and there is so much things that we must do to manage the situation and we feel that we have do such a terrible job from the on set of the journey. There are moments that we have to forget and let go. There were times when we should have taken advantage and live to tell the story around the table during the routine lunch that we have all year round.

When the need to come to the conclusion we have to be brave and be mindful that the decision will have impact on all angles. There are instances when we do have the degree of hardness and yet again we will prevail. No matter what is the deep cycle of the battery that we are buying and then again we are using the solar energy for clean living and helping out to reduce the bills and also to help out the earth in any way that we can.

We do have famous friends among the people in the country but then again they are so busy with their activities and we can never hold them responsible for our condition. We do not have the chances to make things right. We do not have the moments that we can try to salvage the situation and we still cannot be taking the situation for granted. We do have a long way. We might have to stop but there is no point of doing so. We have to shave off the anxiety and let these things go pass by without affecting us. There are so many other things that we can explore and we try to just do that. We cannot be looking over things that we can never have any influence and we can say good bye to the season and hope nothing for the next round.

Try simple sentences to begin with. We cannot afford to have so many people making so many decisions at the same time. Looks like we do have to make a move so that we can clear things up with the body that is brewing inside. We can never understand the condition but we can try to make the best that we can. There is not much to do here but to say that we are going forward with the idea that has been around for so many years. We do have to find the courage to fight for what is right. We do have to find the strength to make sure that we can cross the finish line with the expectations for the beginning. We do need to have a plan that will not fail us and the ability to make adjustments.

There is so much to do in too little time. There are people that will understand the moment that we made the decisions and that they are willing to stick their support until the end. There will be a portion of them that will take back the support and go the opposite direction. we cannot be doing that all the time.

We must understand that we still need to finish the article for the continuation of the streak. That is what matter at the moment and we do not really care about the content and the message that we are trying to pass on. It is not relevant at all. It is far beyond what we are able to do in the beginning and also in the middle of the conversation.

We are done in here. 

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Day 139 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Some people are totally right and they can give us some full of hearing. But they do not have to go on and on and on which can end up fueling the fire to bigger size. Then there are people who supported the idea and go on and on telling others about it. There are also many people out there who will not be bothered by these kind of events. They have their own problems to deal with and they do not need to hear some smart arse and some mundane family issues and at the same time hearing people humble brag about what they are doing in the lives. Why not keep it to yourself and do not have to tell other. People may not be interested in the same thing with what you are anyway.

Then there is also the time when people do things and suddenly got the opposite situation on the next day. They never want to seek the root cause of the problem and yet again others have to suffer along and do things that they do not have to do. It is disrupting the routine activities of the people all around and that can never be a good example. I intend to sit still today but by the look of it I may have to go in and out of the house for the day. That is not something that I want to do during any week day. Week day is supposed to be my time and my time alone. I do not have to deal with anyone in the house and I can do pretty much what I want to do. But not today though.

I just want to ignore my bowel teasing for a little longer and what not.

This is the time and place and I regretted doing this in the dark. It is not fruitful and that I can barely see the keyboard and it is not that easy to type anyway. Such things are too easy to handle and yet again here we are indulging in the situation and perhaps we can share the clean energy that we are harnessing for the day. It will be in good use I can tell you that. I do not have to do any update on that matter and we see what we can do for the rest of the day. Cleaning and making the place more pleasant is something that we all ought to have the responsibilities and I do have when people make stupid jokes on the social media timeline.

The obvious one will when when someone posted his or her catch when they went fishing. And yet there will some some stupid arse that will comment that they got the fish from the market. For your information, that is not a joke. That is a statement that make you stupid. That is all about that. Who is laughing at that joke? No one.

I would prefer to see people actually do things and update the social media instead of sharing all this so-called information for the others to see. I would prefer you do the things that you are sharing and put a footnote to what you have done or the link the the content that you want to share. A simple as some recipe for dinner. Show the meal that you have prepared and share the link from where you get the recipe. That is way much better. Of course the meal will always be tasteful and everyone will do that. Put a twist to the recipe or swap a little of the ingredients and tell your friends or followers about it. That is way much better.

Not all the thing that you share on the social media is good and true information. Please follow the ABC rule. Accurate. Balance. Current. We are too easy to believe things and then we think others should also have the same information and that we want them to be on our side and also believe the so-called information. Anything for a blog is something that you have to double check. We do not know the people behind the blog. We have to see the blog site to evaluate the credibility of the people behind the blog. There are so many fly by the night blog and they posted one or two  news and we want to believe them. That is dangerous and we will actually look stupid when other say the opposite or inform us that the news was actually a hoax. How many times have we seen this? Too often, I supposed. 

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Day 138 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

I am always searching the sentences or words that can be applied to open the morning pages and yet again we are here to do so in the manner that was frustrating game last night. We seek to acknowledge that we are all upon the time when we are soul purpose for the future generation. There has been so many things in the past that we are about to get out of the jail. And there is also the present moment that we have to be adhere to and also enjoy the moment of madness and also confusion. We do not have the zest to go on the many road trips that we always wanted to and yet again when you are all alone in the world you can do what ever you like. This is not yet the pure imagination that we could get from the natural energy such as the sun and we are appreciative of what we can do with that.

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Many will agree and amaze with the project that we are doing at the moment. We are far off the ultimate dream and we know that for the reason to show and tell the audience the purpose of the demonstration. Some are also worried that we have gone too far with the mission but this is for those who only understand the basic and core method on how to resolve the mathematical problem. We see everything as the opportunity to move forward in life and make improvement along the way. We can never sink to the lowest of them all and try to climb back into the heights of the empire. There is also some for the reason unknown to us will truly mask away the moment that we all dreaded to do so. Never mind the people that never actually think and care about us. Never mind the people that can always justify their action and close the moral door upon themselves. They say and they do what is beneficial to them and stir the media for attention that they will get. That is to make the stand that they are still relevant and that they will be on the path to get it all over again.

We have known the game before and we and have seen that coming for years. The slogan to say we are free and still in living with out any war for that matter will sink into the subconscious mind and we will not change a bit at all. There is also the example that we tend to mend around the fences that we are all try to make do with what we have got from the early messages in the family that brought us up. We saw the changes and we could not help it out for the reason that we try to make most people understand the difficulties that we are facing.

There are people always thinking of us and finding ways and opportunities to help us out. These are the people working behind close doors and try to assemble the situation when it sees fit to do so. We are hoping for the best and preparing for the worst. It does not matter at all. It does not matter when the vent will eventually happen and we try to make the best of what we have got for the day. When do people try to understand the moment that we may have to secure the generation support in the real world that we live in. The people that are born in this century will have their opportunity and the way they look beyond the chances that we have got.

There is always the option to get to be the first to do so and that moment will come at any point of time. The squad that they are building is not strong enough to sustain the forward moving and along the way we stumble and fall from the top. Where are the people and where are the God such in the song that we heard so many years ago. These are the men and women across the country chasing the glory days in the manner that we never approve of. The driver will bring all the way from point one to point two with the best route available.

We only need to pay for the service. There will be situation when the terms are not met and other services are offered. We should not be doing that and we shall stry to seek other option. 

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Day 137 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

I am alive this morning and I am grateful to that. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

It is very early in the morning but I have been earlier before. Way much earlier because there were times when I could not go to sleep and that many things were not right and things like that. I could not get into comfortable position and that was hard. Never mind the time and things like that. It has been better but there are things that I still am struggling and most likely I have to be doing things and activities with some kind of handicapped.

We sill see through the next treatment and then we go from there. I may have to be struggling at work but if that is what I have to do then that is what I am going to do. It is like starting all over again and we will see what will happen. Not to think too much about that but I do have some general ideas. Nothing is impossible and we should not be saying no to any of our ideas. No idea is a bad idea. Unless you plan to break the law or something like that.

When we were young and restless there were the times flew away just like that. Not to mentioned the things that we received and the things that we have. All is the grateful that we have to say thanks for several times. That is the beauty of the nature and the birds are doing their thing very early in the morning. Not to mention about the cat. Making noises and harassing me to open up the cage to let them out. May be I just do that and we can see what is going on through out the day. First and foremost we have to be steady in doing certain things in the house. I do have some plan that I want to do this morning and that will be something we all know what is going on with the neighbors. They are organizing some kind of get together and they are trying to clean up the area of the houses because there have been cases of dengue.

There is a possibility of these people trying to get the information and yet again these are rubbish from the head that we have to dump everyday so that we have clear mind through out the day. We can be clam and that we can help out people. Just like helping the son with the school work and that we are teaching them things that they do not know much. There is some kind of leverage that we need to understand from the moment that these people came and yet again there are some that may have to be successful through out the agenda of the company.

They declared and they are trying very hard to improve the situation and there has been some kind of arrangement so that these people will have better living in the near future. How come these people are very wasteful and that they have been doing things that they feature through out the day. We do not have to impress people when we are already with others and yet again this kind of cases happened time and time again. There are people out there going against the principles and that the money plays very important role. Nothing surprised me there and these are the kind of cases that we shall not be doing business with.

What are we trying to do with the sense of direction and that we all have to choose to do the act that is unlawful with the backup of the people from the enforcement agency. There trouble of corruption is very deep and we see things on  a daily basis. From top to bottom and these people are not afraid any longer. As far as they are concerned and that they can do what ever they like in broad day light. They are doing to the people that are not native thinking that the locals will not care about what they are doing. It has become habits and they do not think of the consequences any longer. As far as they know the whole chain of command is compromised and they do not care anymore.

What is happening and that how they sleep at night. Probably they sleep very well I guess and they are smiling all the time. We are done.

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Day 136 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

When you have to complete a task you must be looking at what you need to resolve things and not what you want. We all want to look good and willing to go far and spend money for something simple that we need. I hate hearing when people argue about this kind of thing and that they have to perform stressing simple task to resolve. At the end of the day, they abandon the thing they put the effort on and choose a different solution. What a waste of time. Not to mention the stress and rift it created the day or the night before. Not to mention that disgust that people around the area were listening to and the fact that they ignore the suggestion from others was the worst thing ever.

Do we need to be so blatantly disgusting and yet again try to do the same thing in the manner that most people will do. There will be chances that people are not going to be so soon in the event that we want to live the life that some may have been given so many times. There is nothing here that can make sense and yet again we try to filter out certain areas and components that we can go through the series of tests for a short period of time. The place is a little different from the rest. They have different color so that they look different and the people that they are serving do not feel that they are in the wrong place or something like that. They are not the normal people that go to the wellness center and that they are treated differently. We do not have to bear the cost of the matter and yet again we are the citizen of the country. It seems that the kindness and the humbleness that we are supposed to be associated with are only applicable to those who came into the country. We are the default people of the land will not get the same kindness, humbleness and courtesy extended to us. Why is that? It is the business that is driving such acts and that is something I do not like. I also give the same business to the company and yet again I did not get the same treatment.

Why bother?

They are there for a reason and that they are trying to tie the conversion rate that all the people is looking at. There is something that we ought to know and that is something we look forward to see when we land on the website of the service provider. The toll operator put up the toll rates on the landing page of its website. That is good. That is what we are looking for when we land on a service provider like that. We do not want to know the nature of the business. They are unnecessary information to put up there on the landing page. We know who they are and what they do.

For those who are in the mood for some fun in the early hours of the day it will be a treat. It has been a good day and that it is added by the fact that Monday is a public holiday. Malaysians are enjoying yet another public holiday. To add to the excitement, the following Monday is also a public holiday. If some people play the card right, they can take a four day annual leave but be on holidays for 10 days! We are the lazy ones. We crave to have public holidays on weekly basis. People demanded for public holiday in the state when their football team won the title and yet again people can simply declare the holiday disregards of the rules and regulations of the country and also the state. Then they rectified the situation with a statement so and so blah and blah.

There was a time when people demanded to work like four days a week or something like that. Then there is a motion to give father a month off after wife gave birth on top of the wife getting 3 months leave with pay. Are we not nuts or are we just simply lazy to work. The basic principles of working is not right here in this land. It goes without saying because this kind of attitude and habit must come from the top example and the days when people ruling the country for so long. There was nothing to show that this was the type of culture being created and there we are here now. 771 words at www.750words.com.

Day 135 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

We have seen things before. We have seen sadness before. We have seen happiness before. We have been there. We felt sad and happy and nervous and did not know what to do. They are all the same and they wanted the same thing. But we can never get what we want. We can never get the job that we love but we do have to love the job that we have. Been there and done that. Bragging things that most people will do and yet again they actually not able to do that. The cheat and the people that I never want to consider meeting again and there we still cannot foresee the chance that we may get for a long time.

Those were the days and when people reminded that we have done things at the back of the pillar we can never remember that. Sometimes it is not hard to see when we do not have the necessary tools to make things happen. We tempt to make things over the Internet thinking that it will save us money and such. Not all of them are good. There are bad people out there enjoying cheating and making people mad all the time. The sad things is that they love it and they are enjoying the ride. At the same time we envy them because they make tons of money and there we go again. There is such a rule that we could do for the sake of the time in the matter of minutes.

We do know the consequences and that we are operating at the bay area for a long time. There is the sand blasts that we heard for far and there was the bird chirping away very early in the morning. It has been routine for these cats to come out in the morning recently and the old ones are happy to oblige. There is a sense of danger zone that we all ought to have and the manner of the situation is so appealing to the people that are trying to get by. There is a must in the motor way and that we still think all the people will have the opportunity to have it all. Once we are out there nothing much will stop us. I wonder what they are trying to achieve and they never seem to be afraid of doing things and they never seem to be worry about the safety and things like that. That is the life that they have chosen and that they will someday be proud of what they did in the world of ocean apart from the island hoping and having fun and also making lots of money and such.

There is also some things that we could not appraise towards the chances that we all have to make the monetary reward that we all know. People may question the ethics and such but not all of us are impressed with the situation and that we still cannot understand the reason behind all the fuss and the calling of names from day to day. It is too predictable and people are running out of jokes. It has seriously becoming the ages of all the people in the midst of the situation and we think all that matter.

Some people have the chance to make all the necessary equipment and that too many people are lazy to do so. There is always that problem with the society wanting to work less but to get more money. There is no such things. We work therefore we get the money that we deserve and the feeling of getting the first pay cheque will be wonderful and they have to make something memorable to that.

We do not impose such harsh condition to the people that are living underneath this roof. We do have a piece of roof coming out at the back and we do not have the money to fix it at the moment. We are at the mercy of the situation and we could not do much. Some may have been there before and they are able to handle the situation just like that.

We try to make things easier but it does not get any easier from day to day. We still cannot think much about the situation that is coming but we can do that from time to time. There will be tough sessions and that we live for that and there is nothing much that we can do. 

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When we have the ability to improve the situation we will take on the odds and do it as usual as we can. There will be misses and that we cannot deny that. Some will cost us dearly and some never actually will dent anything from the bottom to the top of the pole. We are not going down this way and yet again there are so many things in the past that we could do to satisfy the situation from all of the above.

The kids are trying to convince the situation and we all know what to do with the married couple that is trying to get to the alter for the second time. These are the moments that we all can salvage for the future reference and people will try to understand the magic of the final game of the season. There will be situation when we have all the necessary understanding for the man in charge to give it all to the people and also the nation. We do not have that here. We are blatantly trying to get to use the people's money with so-called simply justification. There is a lot here that people can no longer try to schedule the moment that we tend to do for the first time.

We the people are not going to be satisfied and we do not know the people in the dark hours for the time when the bomb was dropped into the war zone. Perhaps we tend to make the serious affairs a nice one and that the people that use their position to get to the bottom half of the business. We all know the consequences and we all know the moment that we do not have to know the people that have nothing to do with us. This loop is crazy and we are entering the zone where these people do not give anything of value to me at the moment.

Never mind the time that has lapsed in between the start of the treatment and to where we are now. We have the chance to move along the line and that there is something little to be dealt with in the coming weeks. We tend to make the necessary evaluation and we are yet to show the mercy of the people that we try to make fun of these days.

We need to negotiate the situation and we try to choose the necessary advocate for the long run and also the final years in the public office. Why do we try to make sure that some of the necessary advantages during the wee hours of the day we are trying very hard to show the world what we can do. These kids are exceptional and we may have to show the love that they deserve for a long time. For all the matter that we herd through out the night is something that is not right. They are sleeping comfortably upstairs and we are down here having nothing but not much to live on. Never mind the utilities that we have to pay for the house and we never have to look back in the near future.

Some may argue that we have all the necessary equipment to show the world that we can do wonders with so little possession and that we can do that all along. There is always a way to go about doing the harness of the power from the sun and we tend to be so strong in that area. It is very hard to keep on winning when the teams all around are building up to make sure that they have strengthened and that all the price that they have to pay for the rights and also the business that they are making. We do not know the details on the wheel and deal of the clubs that are leading in the industry but there is a lot of money going around and they are not doing that for the money any longer. We cannot blame the people that went for the football for the money because they have the ability to get to cover the expenses for all in the family including extended families. They have all the rights to do so and we cannot stop them and judge them for being greedy and what not. These people have money and they hire these top players for the fun of the entertainment and they are making money behind the scenes. 754 words at www.750words.com.

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When we expect the worst we came back with the sense of relief and a little joy that we do not have to go through the grueling task ahead. Some may say things are done in the world of the venture capital and why do they want to do that. There are things in the business world that should not be taken into the approach that we are in the middle of the argument with the people across the road. Once we are in the chance that we took the advantage for all the beginners.

The whole scenario into the majority of the people in the trip of the life in the month of the independence day and we all know the truth behind all the people in the jet pack that were supplied by the people in the service industry. We can never be too easy on them and that we are the calculative ones. We can easily take the package from the cousin and that we did not because of the constraint of the money and everything like that. There is also the majority of the people that are trying to tie the knot and we did not know what is going on. There will be so many people struggling to enhance the chance to make it to the final round of the competition. They are out of breath already and they are trying to get to the bottom of the mystery.

We never intended to keep on smiling for the longest time during the day. She was up and about and we did not know what she meant. Her smile was broad enough and that happened after the trip that they took with some people in the middle of the African continent. It was many years ago and she did not remember me nor she know me. I do not really care about that and I have seen her before. We still cannot make it to the river flow with the music that people from all over the world is enjoying themselves.

There was a distraction from the rotation of the world and some may have been too good for the field that they have chosen to excel in. We can never do that in this kind of society where people are only interested in the money at any level of the society and we can never be that up there when there is no trust and the integrity has gone awol. The people in the yellow costume will never the peoples choice because they do not care very much to the country and what not. The second layer will take the advantage as long as they could and until now they are doing  that. Too long already if you ask me. They have been at it for too long. Far too long and that the time to end this will be now. May be yesterday or the day before that.

It has been a long journey to the heart of the world and we are not there yet. That is good because we can still do many things a long the way. Good things that we can try to make sure we are able to do it with the family and what not. There is little chance that we can do many things during the day and we are in the familiar surrounding and things like that. For some reasons we are the ones that are trying to get those to achieve what they are meaning to do and those people are very satisfied with the outcome of the bubble busting in the chance we make it to the end of the competition.

Those who dare not to take the advantage for a long time will be trying to do so in the middle of the night and yet again there is also some people that are going to be very envy with the situation in the middle of the town. We try to make it to the very best that we could do and people take for granted with that. Some may have been to eager to participate during the run down of the picture that was taken from some friends wedding day and we do not really care about that. We tried to be the person that deliver good product and services and they cannot be too eager to do that and thank us at the end of the day.

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At the moment we are eager. We are anticipating something good and it is not there. May be there was a mistake last night and we cannot do anything. Perhaps a little change to the approach will do us good. We have to see how we are going to do that. We have to take our time in doing so because this is something that we can do. There is nothing much to do when they are connected and we feel the power of the Creator and we can appreciate life in the beginning until the end.

Most of us forget that we do get all those approval from the top to get things in life. We can only plan and want and need for the materials things all around us but we always forget that where they all came from. Most people do not believe what is going on and they like to see us as individual and things like that. I may have different opinion than that from other people but I cannot say much for the time being.

There is little chance that we can do to exhaust the option that are going to be the beginning of the war fare and that we still think we are living in a dangerous world. People have to take responsibilities and that they are bound to have all those hazards in life and at work and on the way to some vacation destination. Most of us are not lucky enough to have all the things on the plate and we do not have to work hard for what we have got. Nothing wrong with that and people have to acknowledge all the situation and we are not one of them.

It is very frustrating and that we tend to make the work that we do in rush style and that will spoil the result. We should take a break and walk around the room to feel the situation and the environment that we all have the chance to make the best of all problems. We see things that people do not see and they can be right at the same time. We cannot be thinking of getting all the answers at the same time but we will have to strive for the better day and that is tomorrow. Yesterday was news and tomorrow is something that we should be looking forward to and there are people across the globe is actually about to have dinner and go to bed early. We do not want to be caring about them for too much because they will never think about us anyway. We have been on this road before and we should not make the same mistake. We can improve the situation when we were right this first time and there is always something to do in the house.

It is like deja vu for all things in the front of the house and we fee that we are in the midst of the situation and for sure we will be humble enough to go through the destination and the tough things that we have to decide. Nothing much can be done at the moment and that we can only make plans when we know the result of the progress check that we did yesterday. Today will be good and we will be back to normal life tomorrow and that is the prayer that I am reciting at the moment. It has been tough for the past 2 years and tough for all the people around also. They knew the situation and some may have been going through about the same thing and we are in the same boat. But there is a few that we feel not to say anything and we have to face the music later in the evening.

Positive thinking is good and that is easy said than done but I will do that. We do have to be hoping for the best and to prepare for the worst is not easy also. There is no easy option or path that we can take or than we can afford to do so. We are in no position to have that many options and we will make the best with what we have got. There is also some people trying to see through the situation and we feel that we have come to the point where we can take the news and move on. There is nothing much we can do at the moment and let us try the solar power project. 764 words @ www.750words.com.

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Not to mention the fact that we are in the same boat all the time. Exchange smiles will do nothing but good and that we feel for each other or eager to know what is going on. In the places that we can never be accompanied with the people that brought us there. Some may feel the freedom of the choices that they can go around the town to kill some time. But not all are already thinking like that. We may have to face the consequences tomorrow and we feel that we have a good chance and be back to normal as possible. There have been so many things that we did in the past that are coming back and we think we may have to judge the people and the little helpers along the way.

We never know. There will be years until we can meet up and settle things but they may have been burying the hatched for a long time. Only our feeling is still not wanting to let go and keep on thinking the years ago and what could have happened. Again there is no point thinking backward and we should not be doing that at all. Nothing happened and we should be going on the another journey and another destination. If we do not know where we are going, any road will take us there. As simple as that and all we need to do is to take the first step.

We should not be worrying about the inconvenience that is tagging along with out lives. We should be focusing on the important matters and try to improve the situation as we go along. That is the way that we should be doing albeit a couple of people annoyed me at any point of time. These are the lazy bastards and they will never learn. They are what they are and they can never be doing what they have embraced and they will continue to be like that. Perhaps there should be some kind of ultimatum that we should be telling them and that they are being unfair to us. One they knew that they were lying to us to start with. And now they simply ignore the situation and never want to resolve the problem. Again. These are the bastards that are making me depress all day long.

We are way off at the moment and we need to be so sure about the main event that is coming to the shore for a little longer than expected. There were some changes to the rules and that people are already complaining. There is nothing much that we could do at the moment but to entertain the hostile customers with our smiles and take down their statement and their anger and their grievances. When we decided to make sure the changes did not appear to be harmful in the beginning but it seemed we have underestimated the situation and now there is no way that we could salvage the image of the event in the eyes of the people all over the country and also those who are on the Internet and that can be millions of them.

Too bad that we have to resort this matter to the extend of the matter and the situation all over the place. We do not have any intention to be so sure in the beginning and at the end of the day we must be thinking of the sequel to the event  and that many people will not trust us to invest in the venture. So many have lost their money and they are demanding that we pay them back. We have breached the contract and there is nothing much that we could do but fold the company and pay back these people their investment. Of course we cannot pay all of them back, some of the money were used during the initial setup and we have to recover that money. We were lucky because these people understood the situation and also the fine print. A few did demand the total amount of money back and we cannot do much to that. We did give them what the rest were getting and we will keep the outstanding in the parking lot of issues and we will come back to that within 3 months. They have accepted the proposal and we should leave that as it is at the moment.

We are about to be completed and that is all about it today.  756 words at www.750words.com.

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Most of us will plan things up. We never plan to fail but without any seriousness we will fail. We cannot do things and hype things up and never actually intend to go through the door and do as we said. Easily said than done some may say but if you want something you have to do that and not to involve any other person. In the age of social media and what not we have been that thing and we can never be the same. Of course we want to share things that are good only for the people to see the good side of us. We do not to show people our failure and the way we sulk and angry and things like that. Life is not always about happy things. Life is more than that. Why not put up everything in the social media or stay away from them.

When we do not have the tendency to manage the situation and that we can never get to measure the pleasure of one person in the world for the medium size DIY project that all the people want to try and build. It is not that easy. Again this is the real world and we are living in it. Some may want to be the people that are having everything and we try to make sure they get the way they do.

Why not try to shoulder the burden together with the friends that called once and some never do anything for the past two years. That is the best way to look at it and we can never show the shyness and the ever lasting contention with the general manager position that we do have in the company. For some reason I was there at the top level of the building with them and that we dream the way to go to the office and that we still have the problem with the bladder. Then we were instructed to go to the classes and then there wee disputes on the time that we were supposed to go home. I was not sure what it was all about and then we will never know.

Since the beginning of the nature and we still digging the facts of life for the small loving couple in the village. Soon the house will be the empty nest and all the children will not going to be around all the time. They will come and go and we can never try to understand the situation for that matter. I do hate the fact that I could not do much nowadays but people with everything that they have take things for granted. I dare not say anything because I do not want to sound like I am complaining. They should know  better and learn for the way that they gave everything until now. People have answers to all the things that they do. People do not have the guts to accept that they are wrong or even willing to accept comments that can make them better. They always think that their way is the best even though you can see what is going on in front of our eyes.

People always say things that what they are not and the pretending thing is all over the country. It is in the blood. It is in the system. It is in the culture and it is in the society. It is in the learning system and that they kids are getting the experience first hand from the parents and that will never end. I have said this many times and that the kids are learning up front from the behavior of the parents. We cannot afford to show these kids the habit that will bring the ugly of the society all the time.

They will think that is the way of living and they will do the same things to their kids and so on and so forth. It is getting late and tired of these and I can bet that sooner this morning we will get the screaming and yelling from the other side of the wall. We are coming to the end of the writing for the day. There is nothing much that we could do to make sure this is the way to go for the time being. OI try to see things out and they are not there to believe the situation and we will know many things up front. There is the way to go. 756 words at www.750words.com.

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Do you get tired of pursuing  things that you cannot get all the time? There is always something that we did not do or failed to perform and things like that. Sometimes it just plain lazy to do and there will be lame reasons. Not to mention deflecting the claim that said before hand and sadly that is life and I have to go through that day in and day out. What is so difficult to mention the yes word and that we are doing it for the reason far beyond the imagination of the people way before our time. There is no need to be closing the measurement that we needed to do all the time.

Soon there will be the time when we can never actually do things that can be forbidden as far as the main reason for being to sleep alone in the vast anger of the people in the south west part of the country. Where did many go wrong in the destination that come in between the beach and the ocean. There are a lot out there and we always have the security thing in our mind and that did not happen. We cannot beliving in prison made by our mind. We cannot be living in fear that these people imposed. We did not even know them and that what is frustrating when it comes to living in the country where the representatives are more interested in the money rather the services that they are supposed to do in the first place. Of course they did not sign up for that. They signed up for the position that they can get and use the position to make themselves rich. As far as I am concerned they are out of touch and can never be brought back to the original plan.

So, now that we have all this in mind for a long time. What do we do when the election day comes along? We do not choose these people that are the incumbent because they are the ones that have been failing us. We must go out there and vote. If we do not do that think of what will happen when we do not cast our votes. The same old people will be there and doing nothing to the public service. The same lame excuses that they will throw at us. The same silly things they say that will insult our intelligence and many more. So vote for the other side so that we do not get the same arrogant and stupid people. As simple as that.

We all regretted allowing the same man to run the nation with what ever that he felt like doing. Now we are facing the truth that what he did was actually not for the people of the country. He has ruined the nation by running the country with what ever means as long as we meet the ends. That has ruined the country. That has ruined the society. Why is it so hard to end the corruption? It is because habit and the way these people live. How do we break them? It is difficult and one way is not to elect them during the election as simple as that.

We have been there before and all we need to do is to make sure those who did not come along will have to do the same. These are the people that we cannot be doing the notification and also the backup that will take days. At the end of the day, it will stop and never can be done through the normal way. What are we so dumb and that we seek to learn more things in the wrong way.

Perhaps all the necessary pile of papers are there already and we may have to judge the people and also the nonsense all behind the cheering factors. We do not know what will happen and we do not really care for all the matter most of the people in the country. We may have this wrong and we do not know what is going on. There is no freedom and we all been saying and that can never be so sad when hey are gone suddenly we make them the best people in the world and that they belong to the society and they have done so much to us. That is clearly BS and that we cannot understand why. We cannot be living like this any longer. 753 words at www.750words.com.

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Most of the time you have to remind yourself not to rush things up. There is nothing that you can do at the moment that needed to be in a hurry. Take the time to think properly and then execute the action in a relatively calm speed. There is nothing better to do when you do things nice and neat. The time taken to complete certain job is most of the time not relevant at all. We cannot simply cut shorts some work and expect that we have done a great job. Normally it will cost us some of the features that we want to include in the project or the program. When we do that we are actually short changing the customers and that is not good at all.

Look around and never to complain about things in the present and there are so many things that we could do when we wake up in the morning. There is so much to talk about and the missed chance about last night and something like that. There is so much to do and there is so little time to think about that and that is something all of us should not be doing.

For the measurement and also the container for the liquid in the merely short change and that the people are in need of the holidays that they are doing for  a long time. When we do have all the necessary advantage that we wanted to do for the sake of the matter in the plate of the round figure that so many are chasing all around town. We do have suspect the people in the couple of the siblings and I really do not want to be bothered. Not that we are envy and what not but there is nothing that will bring benefit to us back home. They can do what ever they like and surprisingly the rest did not do that. What happened in the past will never be known and they have worked hard for the things that they are enjoying at the moment. No need to be bothered why not look at those things and learn something from the content.

That is something that we can do. Put aside the sentiment and look beyond the things that are presented and for sure we want learn a thing or tow about other people, other places and also other equipment or even furniture.

We are indeed in the middle of the worry that we stick to the method that we have been doing for a long time. These people never really care and respect the others and we cannot blame them. They are taught to be like that and they are meant to be together. Why bother worry about them. We can filter the noise and then move along the line for many reasons to make ourselves happy with what we have got. They are happy with what they have got and never to worry about things all around them. They can yell and scream in the early hours and that make me so angry in the listening to them. We may choose to ignore that and we do not have to do anything to that.

We feel that we have been strange for a long time and that they are trying to do the best that we could do. It seems that the way that we have done is not working either and that we are going to leave the FB alone again for a long time. When people do not reply your message that will be it and that they are not going to help. The bastard that owe me money is the bastard of them all. I am going to send messages again and again when I get back the contact number and I have the right to do so.

What a way to end the week when we have all the necessary skills to relax and be a little help to show the kid the solar thing and how that work. That can be encouraging when the solar charge controller arrive next week or even today. We can do that over the weekend and that can be very interesting. We can power up a few things using the solar and we can have the natural energy and clean energy on showcase for the young ones. That can be very helpful and we can continue to improve the situation and be better in the near future. 

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The time will come and when we do have the glimpse of the light that can shine upon us. Back then we can never know what happen and that we cannot deny many facts that are presented right in front of us. We do want to argue but there is always people with answers that they never want to relate with other things that go around the house or the office and things like that. The cat is angry and the people came into the picture for nothing just to make themselves heard in the early hours of the working day. This is something that we have to deal day in and day out. Of course we want our people or any group near to us to be successful. Ignoring the other party will not help because the battle is on the field and not in the content of the newspaper and now we do have a lot of online content. Be careful to what we choose to read and make sure that we are aware of the intention at the back of the people that are telling the news and creating the stories.

We do not know the whole stories and that we gain nothing by accepting all the information without any regards for the accuracy, the balance and also the current event. We carelessly forward the so-called information and seek people to verify the content. Why not you verify and then share if the information is true and also just throw them away.

There have been a few distractions this morning and I some what not a fan of that too much to bear the consequences and may be we are all in the same boat. No matter what we try to do and intended to results for better position and acknowledge the situation far from the above and thus may we all have the mercy from the past actions. We do not have all the necessary skills to be successful but we can learn. The learning part is some what the rather unusual approach to the whole situation and may we all have the perfect agenda for the game in the other side of the world.

Time to move on and move along the thin ice and line that so many have chosen to live their household and we do not have anything to do with that. Why they choose that way is something that we can never understand. Many are seeking the attention that they needed to be alive and well among the common people in the street. But we do not know how it went down because we did got away and turned around for things that are far more important to us. Then that of the matter happened so many years ago and I do not really want to revisit the days when we were up for almost anything that came in between us and the job and also the family matters.

They are there for a reason and we just happened to be in the right place at the right time. We did helped the poor fellow and they did not see anything wrong with that. Some people are arrogant and started to talk about the situation from their viewpoint. They did not help. They did not get involved. They walked away from the scene but here they are all over the people that ignored the danger and saved the man's life. The society is like that. The people all around are trying to become the champion of the correct procedures and things like that. They look from far and try to make it they are in command and ask people to do things that are practically impossible and harmful to do.

The boys and the girls from the same school in that district will be competing in the race and they have been training for about 1 year. The coaches and the students were confident that these teams will make it all the way to the finish line and they will be making the school proud and champion for the first time. There is one flaw though, they are about to be kicked out from the race. The organizer found out that these kids are from another era that came into light the school in ghostly type appearance and they are all try to hide the things that we cannot understand. They we sad and they were determined to do the right thing so they did. 

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Once I had a small talk with a neighbor. He just moved on my street. I could not remember his name because that was the first time and the only time I actually spoke to him. I was telling him about my condition and he said something like he did not know because we did not the neighbors did not speak to each other. I got that and that I did not say anything. Then he asked about the way I found out that I have cancer and things like that. When I told him the way I found out about my cancer he said something like I am scaring him. That was the last time I spoke to him. There was another encounter actually but it was very brief. Not worth mentioning it here.

There is nothing annoying when your next door neighbor raising the voice day in and day out scolding and screaming and yelling at their kids. They did not care about the people around them. It could be very early in the morning, in the afternoon and during the dusk where people are preparing food and also busy getting ready for prayers. I am not sure what happen on the other side of the wall and I am surely did not like what is happening around me. They spoil the tranquility of the neighborhood and they did not care. How they raise their children is something that I will not do because these kids will grow up thinking that yelling to kids is the way to go. They will continue to do the same things to their kids in the future and that will go on and on in the family. It will be in their DNA and that will continue as long as it could be.

Once there was a guy living a couple of houses away from my house. He was OK and he was on the neighborhood committee. I met him outside of the housing area when he represented his company during an exhibition in the capital city. Such a small world where my best mate's brother so happened to be working in the same office with this guy. Suddenly he disappeared and I found out that he took another wife and left for another state and I never see him again. Every day I saw the wife struggling to raise like 4 kids. Now she is better because the eldest daughter has just got married, the elder son is working I supposed because I do not see him around the house any more, another son is in college and the youngest daughter will finish high school next year.

The theme for the day looks like stories of the neighbors.

Another guy went missing also recently. I think he sold his house and move to another house. I am guessing he is in better area because he got contracts to do work on the MRT projects. I supposed he is rich now and living nicely somewhere in the country. We spoke many times and he visited me in the hospital with my next door neighbor when I had my first surgery way back in 2009.

Today will be the same day and I have a little project that I can do with the kid. I received a solar panel from a friend. A small one but good enough to show the kid how things work. A battery comes with the package and that I can try to charge the battery and see where we can use the power. It will be crude in the beginning because the solar charge controller is not here yet. I have bought it through an online store and it will come next week. I will try to charge the battery straight from the solar panel and monitor the Voltage with a multi meter that I bought yesterday. It will be interesting and we can do small charging processes such as charging the smart phone, running the radio via USB cable, running the diffuser and may be trying out the laptop when I have better equipment such as the inverter.

We do have a little more to go with this writing and that I am going to write what ever that comes in the head for the thing to past on the judgement during the day. We do intend to resolve the situation and that I cannot be too sad for the moment next week. We do not know much of things that we cannot see and we should not be dwelling on the matter. There is people that cannot stand the change from the norm and I surely do not like that.

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Day 125 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

When we are lucky we never look back and that we must understand that some things that we dislike are the things that we have to do to make others happy and healthy. That is the many reasons why we believe that good things happened to those who wait and stuff like that. We can never be worry about things that has yet to happen and we can only pray for better things that will come into our path. That is the way life is and that is the way that we should be living on a day to day basis. There is nothing more worrying about what is going to happen and we can seek to the basic for that matter.

Why is the matter things and up there belong to the person in charge? We can neveer quite understand the situation way across the world and we stick to each other for the reasons that we believe we are all in the same boat. Decision made previously cannot be underestimate and we must be seeking the questions more that that of the answers. Do we are firm below the nervous system and the muscles are in questions for the tackles they made during the game. There will be injuries and some can be damaging to the players. People say they will come back as new signings but that rarely happen. We have to be brave for these players and that they are going to be better and not rush back to the game in many months to come.

They are across the border to make any impact on the immigration law and also the passport to come into the city. We grow up in the middle of the country and we have never seen the ocean and the beach and also the boat that the fishermen took to the sea. We do not like to eat fish because they never reach our town and we prefer to have beef and chicken. Now we are here near the beach and the sea and we would like to taste the fish from the sea. We think they are salty but they are not. We are not sure how to cook them so we went to the restaurant to sample as many as we could. It seemed that they like to grill the fish and eat them with the special sauce and also have some rice with them. We are familiar with rice because we have been planting paddy for as long as we can remember. It is delicious with having the fish and also the special sauce. We try to eat the crabs and also the prawns. The huge lobster is the best and we may want to stick around for a little while and learn to be living near the ocean.

Soon we learn that living near the ocean can also be dangerous and adventure. When the storm came in with high wind and stuff like that. It can be scary. We stayed in the house but every time the electricity will be shutdown and we will be in the dark for a little while. Today we have been in the dark for almost 5 hours and nothing can be done. We wanted to use the fuel generator but we do not want to waste the energy until we really need to do so. So far there is no flood and we are save. The wind and the rain are still rocking outside of the house. We live in bricks house and that can be strong from being damaged. We heard the trees falling and we do not have any big ones. So we are safe inside of the house.

When the morning came, the rain is only light and we went outside. It was devastating and we were lucky to not have damage to the house. When we see this we decided to go back to live in the village and think we will come back for the grilled fish and the lobster next year and we do not want to live by the sea.

That was not good enough for the people to enjoy the entertainment. The people running the shows have been poor and their talent is normal and nothing spectacular. There are moments that we think will inspire the situation and that was never meant to happen. At the end so many people waited outside of the tent and stated their frustration and anger towards the organizer and also the performers. 

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Day 124 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

A new day with new things to figure out. I can be annoying to the extend that we have to do this all over again with different platform. I have been using the Apple smartphone for the past 8 years and now I have to use an Android smartphone for the first time. It can be challenging because we know how the system in general is working but they have different approach in the system. When we cannot do certain things, we tend to Google the problem and it ended up nothing. Even the product website is not helping us much. I do have time to figure out the problem since I am not going to use the application the earliest next week. We have to figure this out anyway. One way is to communicate with a friend that is using the same platform and the same application. Else I have to tweet my problem and hopefully someone will reply the answer and help me out. We do this one by one.

Through the years we have been challenging the matter from the top to the bottom of the class act and that we never actually come to the conclusion that all levels are destroyed. There could be anything worse and that people laying sarcastic remarks to the general public and many got angry including myself. I do have to finish this so that I can take my breakfast cereal and all that will be sufficient. Then again the motive of the sanctuary is unknown to many people and yet again we are in the middle of the coming years that can be tragic and also sadness will call upon all the people that we know.

Most of the time we are in the good mood and that we can carry home so many things in the near future and yet again we are in the middle of the coming ages and travel the world for the longest time. We are indeed try to make sure all the people will have the energy to throw the rocks and also the paper in the basket so that the older generation will see through the eyes of the younger people. It is not easy to do this because we do have only rubbish to talk about and that we never seen to be closing the matter out of hand.

So many money that we are going to pursue and yet the people out there trying to get away with things that we never actually like. When we do have the sensation and all those kind words in the written sentences and we still think we are lucky to be here. When do we actually arrived is not quite sure and we still cannot be thinking out about the rest of the world and the sound of the water dropping and the carelessness of the people around us makes us mad and angry for many reasons and things like that.

The morning has arrived and that we still cannot think about the situation and the way we will seek to get to the bottom of the problem. We can sit here all day long and do nothing and try to enjoy and fill the time by looking through the videos from the Internet. There is also the online movie channel that we can go through but deep inside we feel uncomfortable with the arrangement. We do not want to teach the young kids to get away with things that the Internet is offering without any consequences and that they might be trying the same thing in the near future. What we can do is to do it when they are not around and also why not totally avoid doing it. That is nothing wrong with that and we stick to each other for the better of the other world.

Once we are in the middle of the situation and we cannot escape the staring of the people from the other side of the road. We still cannot be so sure and feel safe when we are not around those people and we have to stop the prejudice feeling and live with the surrounding and also the noisy neighbors. Once a great football manager was complaining about the rival team in the same city when the rival team started to get investment from wealthy owner and start to buy superstars for the team. They did won the title on the very last day of the season and also the very last kick of the football game. 

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Day 123 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

There is the place that we all have to be so sure when do we have all the bearings to the south of the coast. Then there is always the turn around and the things that we said earlier did not matter any longer. Thus far they have been running on empty tanks and that we never knew what will happen to them in the long run. No single person worries about the short term and they are in the need to be somewhere along the line that we all do from the beginning.

You can never tell the similarity and also the difference between them. But some may have figured out the situation and they wanted to make them public. Since we are the beginning of the semester there are plenty of spaces that we could choose to be in the team for the running cross the river. We do not have the chance to make it all the way through the final round but we can be sure that we will be doing it harder next year. Never give up is the theme that one should be telling himself or herself all the time. We never look back because that is actually not doing us any good. We are getting worse when we start to look back and thinking about the past.

They are not doing the way that we all have agreed and that the plan to boost the machine is no longer valid. The longer we stay here it will be forever difficult to adjust the situation and the long drive did me exhausted through out the highway. It was raining and that until we reached home we were exhausted and likely to be in bed early this evening. There are a couple of football games that may have some telling news in the morning and I just want to let it be. We are in the strong mold of the family and they are dividing the team into 2 so that more people will be getting the tickets for the plane ride.

There will be celebration at the end of the day when we all have something in common. The problems are getting worse and that we need to put a stop to the ridiculous measure of the performance on a yearly basis, They do not care actually. They are really into what they are getting at the beginning of the year and they knew what are the numbers and set them up nicely for them to show that they are performing beyond expectation. These people do not care actually and how they sleep at night most likely sound asleep on nice and soft pillows.

Never mind them and we are in the need to be so sure about our own situation and we will see to that in 1 week time. There is nothing to stop this and we leave everything in the faith to resolve the situation and also the status that has been hanging for almost 2 years.

We stick with the plan. We stick with the 2 people coming from the left flank and that nobody will be expecting the attack from the beginning of the day. We did planted the Trojan horse already and they are in the middle of the town waiting for the signal at dawn. Most people will be surprised and that they will be not prepared for the battle. We will win and that will make us better in terms of land size and also the treasure that we can collect from the prisoners.

Let us finish this so that we can move on into the evening and see some of the things on the news and also in the video collection. We are no longer try to bend the rules and also emulate the chances that we can try to make it to the lower region in the west part of the country. This is unusual and we try to make it through the night and also have nice breakfast in the next morning. Some may have been trying to do so and they are always possible to go away.

The vacation can cut short to the people that the money that we have to pay for the hotel and also the food we have ordered through the room service. There is nothing to do at the beach front and that we do not have to come back the day after tomorrow. We are all on holidays and we try to be off the grid. 

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Day 122 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Routine frustration is a norm and I would not like at the time of each encounter for the same old reason. When we have the future in the hands of the other side and that can be afraid of things that might to come. It is not that clear what is going on with the people in the many places all over the genetic zone. We do not have the control and yet again the way they operate is really not right. Then there was the meddling and then again trying to buy the success and let other people do the maths for us. That is not right and the way they were brought up and things like that. It is difficult to live with people that have all the reasons in the world and that we are never right with the friends that we have. The other side of the friends are always the best and they brought us burden. A lot of burden and many times. Common sense will prevail most of the time but when you have the people with the self-confessed things in their mind, you will never win any argument. You can see with your own eyes and there the frustration and anger will come alight.

Many occasions and many times in many years that we have to ensure the moments that we feel anger and that we must find a way to relieve the frustration and this is the place that we can do much more than that. A simple yes to the once in a while request is so hard to find and that we become so aloof and that we do not want to do much a thing in the past and also in the beginning. Life as a person that have difficulties is not that easy and we do nit want to be comparing with others. That is not human and that we must be looking at ourselves and work on it. The time will come and then we can decide what we want to do for the rest of the time. That will be handy and that we can see through the long term activities and that the people started to scream in the morning and I am so fed up with these neighbors. What is wrong with them? Never consider others and started to talk and scream and yell and things like that. They have been written on for many times and that will never be so good and I will never see anything in them.

They are the spoilers of the day and that is also true for the people inside the circle and that we may want to ignore for the time being. We do not like any people that brag all the time and that they do have the reason to do so. It will come back to us and that they are justifying their actions because the way we are and that shut us down. That is not right and for those who are thinking of the long term relationship might as well do not do anything stupid for the time being. Stay as what you are and you are for sure will be much happier and that you can do that for many times with different scenario and agenda and in many countries. That will be fun and that when you have the opportunity take the one that will say nothing at all and the domination will come until the  last drop of the fight in the arena that all the people can see.

We are going towards the lower part of the graph and that can never be up again. There is not much that we can do and the silence in between may be the one that we can choose and let them do what they like and post on the social media and get all the attention that they need. As mentioned to say that people wanted to draw attention and many should be looking at themselves in the mirror and be ashamed of themselves. Never mind the people out there. You are the one that make up the portion of the group and that we can never see that from our own eyes. The mirror is not good. It is covered with the senseless mind and that everything is done is justified and no other else can say anything. We go out of the way to be with the people that want all from us and never give anything to us back. 

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Day 121 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

You never know who you would meet during the course of your life or the day that you were out there making a living. There would be people that you encountered, they looked familiar and then suddenly there was connection. It could be sad and funny at the same time. And sometimes it could be embarrassing. Who knew? 

There were stories in the group chat and you prayed that things like that would not happen to you. We need not to be reminded that we are all in the same boat. We do have people all around to be carried upon the situation and yet again we survived. There were laughter of the old years and the age are showing in some of my friends. The stories during those years did cropped out and that it is haunting us until the day that we are today. May speculated a lot of things and I should have done the dirty jobs during those days but it was just wasn't me at all. There were nothing out of those stories made up by these guys. We are not so sure about the situation and we tend to be laughing around the table.

That was the time when we were still unable to show the mercy of the people that were serving us. Our reputation was nothing yesterday and none actually saw us during those days. We were not far from the beginning and I was not really comfortable. But we do have the things that we could do and see how it goes. Some may have to be so sure about anything new and we cannot escape the situation.

The expectation is different but we are still thankful. The chance that we could get by getting the gift from the people that care about us and our children. It is not the best way to go about doing things but we do have to be creative in doing so. We have these kids that are eager to do things and some how we just managed to do the same thing. We do not have to be successful in the arena and that we still cannot believe the situation all around the country and people are trying to be so sure in this situation. There were people willing to get the pounding by the bruised body for the sake of the team and that we all knew the consequences. There were joy and we could not be escape the feeling that it could not last until the end.

There was the situation and that after a couple of years missing the link and that we still have the same senses and that we could get help from the people that are trying to do the same thing. In this situation, we tend to be so sue about the major issue that we are trying to do. We need to do this on a monthly basis so that we are not far off from the official tendency to be forgetful.

We must continue to be under the belly of the snake like color and we may have the chance to make all the people feel welcome. That was the story and that we the younger generation in the middle east country and I could not really remember the story during those years. We were at peace in the mind during the adult years and we should have been naughty and try to emulate the situation when we were teenagers. That was the regret and that could have made the story so good and there was nothing to hide. But nothing happened and people tend to make fun of it and spin the story so badly.

The people have yet to know the real story and I prefer not to say anything. There was not much to go on and they knew that already. They prefer to have a go at me and that I am worth the laughter. Some of these days I will get back to them and then I will be laughing in their faces. We have bee friends for ages and that nothing will be deemed bad to us any longer.

Yes there were secrets that we can never tell and people can speculate in any way that they can. We did not want to say anything and confirmed or denied the events that occurred so many years ago. There was the time when we could not even remember things and that was it. People can say what ever they like because this is a free country just like they said.

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Day 120 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

I get it when people want to be sarcastic. But when they tend to do it so often and always the same line and things like that I got annoyed. The rest of the group seemed to be OK with that and I got annoyed also. When do these people are going to learn because when you use the same phrase too often, people tend to believe that remark and take it as good. I am not sure why I keep on maintaining the group. Might as well I leave the group and say nothing to them.

We are a little frustrated when the tactic did not work out and the people did not execute the plan quite for often and wasted the winning points just like that. It will definitely bring down the confidence and that will see when they are traveling away from the home ground this coming weekend.

We are in need to focus on the job at hand today and the early rejection cannot be surprised because it has been like that for a long time. Sharing is caring is nonsense. People are actually giving burden to the other people and that normally will go to family members and also friends. I hate that and people are gullible. Just like the top man spoke to us many years ago about this. I am not in the mood to say no because there is always the answer to that and when the real thing happen they keep quiet. I do not want to be blamed later and these people need to understand the circumstances and also the priority that we have to take during this tough times. People never bother about us and we cannot blame them. We are trying to get ourselves out of the hole and yet we are digging another hole.

These are the things that I do not like and things like that really hurt my feelings. Some never bother to actually consider our position and simply asked for things that will definitely cost us money and unnecessary risk. Then again, I am taking the normal step and said nothing to it and did not protest. These people are only thinking of themselves and just as I said previously, sharing is caring is actually nonsense.

When we have the little opportunity to do certain things, we tend to try it out and people never appreciate to actually try to improve the situation. We have been in tough times and positions for so many years and yet the other side of the window never actually try to make any improvement on the slow moving situation and that really make me sad. We must do this because at the end of the day it will be good example to the kids and they will grow up with that kind of attitude. Getting things to improve all the time and they will live well later in the near future. Else they will fall into the norms and they will be just like the people all around us that I really do not want to be just like that things of the potion in the remark that we can make all day long. There is also some animal in the farm and in the wild that we cannot understand the situation and we try to make sure they are there for the future reference.

A little sadness will not going to impact the matter of lunch today and I try to be there as soon as I can. There is also the chance to make the amend to the concentration that we can do and that will actually close our season for the year. It has been good at the start of the season and it is becoming frustrating towards the end and that is something that we cannot have any control and we are too far a distance to make any impact.

The people that were actually annoyed I supposed with the antics of some of the players that made the people all around nervous and also lose in confidence. That is something that need to be address very soon and I am closing the chapter for the season because it has been written before that the team cannot play against the lower team because they simply make things so tight and the lack of penetration was so obvious. When we were ahead the movement of the players were wrong and we suffered towards the end of the game. We are in the middle of the run that can make it to the next season.

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