Day 83 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

It is a waste of time actually when you are hoping for the best but the other side is doing the bad things and like that we all have to decide to follow or simply drop out. There is a sense on uneasy when it started and then everything turn into a horror movie and we all cannot watch it any longer. This is what happened and that we all have to show the thing in the past do not count for any advantage. The timing was not right though. It is always like that and the level of expectations is high and they knew it all along. We do not have any control over the game plan and we are the spectators that could be frustrated at the end of the day. The season is done and nothing much we can do about it from our view point. We can still show the support but there will be no bragging that we could do and the other guys will be smiling upon us all the time.

When we are there for the reason that still cannot be considered as the other moment that we all have to show the owners and the people coming into the country to waste their money and time. Some may be there to show off the wealth and some to make wealth. Many are still trying to get by and the only people that will survive are the hardworking and those who focus on themselves and ignore all the distractions. There is so much that we could do and we still cannot be prepared to show the sign that we are all in a good shape. Anger and frustration are always the things that will accompany us and we need to change. Perhaps we should be following ourselves by walking away from all these madness just like that of we are walking away from the social media timelines and such.

We must concentrate on getting better on a daily basis. Tomorrow is the day that we must be able to show that we are in this fight and we must not do anything stupid and we should be doing something and not to moan or anything like that. We do have a lot of problems at hand and we must be able to see through this and try to do the best that we can. Other than that we must not be taking things that outside of the influence that we can do and not to feel anything on that.

We read and try to make sure we are supporting and doing the right things for the kids. We should move on and try to make the best that we can. There is a lot that we can do to make the correction now and we must be able to show all the above from down there. The new way of things that we can do and that we do not have to depend on others to do it. There will be less pressure and that we are taking matters into our own hands. We do not have to feel anything that we have paid people to get the excellent results and we are not getting them. Might as well we do it ourselves and see the best that we could do. Discipline is the key and that we do that all the time. Nothing much we can do but try to make sure they are on the right track and we still cannot be prepared to do anything in the sky above.

We want to be happy and we want to have a good days ahead of us. Those subjects and matters that are far away must not distract or affect us. Those things that are far away and have relation with the family are the ones that we should be thinking and be aware of what is going on. Other than that we do not have to care much and we do not have to comment on anything. Let is pass by and let it go off and not affecting us a little bit. That is the way that we should go from now on and that should be the way we do it all along.

All those historical data and information that we should not be reminding ourselves because they are all done and dusted. We cannot change what happened the last time and the people involved never actually come back to us. So why bother thinking about them? 758 words at www.750words.com.

Day 82 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

There is the place and time for dangerous experiment and yet people say things just like that. Copying what others intend to do without thinking what they will face up next. You are not in the same position of that with the other person unless you have a sponsor who is more than willing to take you along. I guess I will not know because I do not want to know. People can do what ever they like and please do not say anything that I can hear that makes me want to curse you all.

Possibility is endless and that we stick to the plan and sometimes we sleep on a hard bed through out the night to see whether we can sustain the pain and also the uncomfortable position. We do that from time to time and we will never stop. There is a good chance that we may be stable at the end of the day and that the others are not well for office and school on the same day. These people will never understand the situation and yet we all have to go through the scenery that may have been any impact on the matter. We cannot deny that there are other living beings in this world and we do have to respect them. We stick with our way of living and they will do the same. We do not have to cross path and that we intend to do so in the near future.

Some may argue about the silent treatment that people give all the time. People cannot be giving silent treatment to those they owe money to. That means they are ungrateful and they are the bastards of the world. That is all I can say about these 2 people and yet they are doing nothing to resolve their problem with me. I do have my own problem and that everyday I try to manage the situation and figure out how to go about doing them. I have received numerous messages and yet these people still out there doing nothing to settle their problem with me. That is why I say these people are bastards and ungrateful. Lazy and also stupid.

We do have to look around and see that people are walking fine and we feel that we are left behind. We still try to see how to go about getting better on a daily basis but the progress is so little that we feel that there is no progress at all. We must stick to the plan and see how this will turn out. We cannot afford to be like this for another month. A reasonable improvement must be made so that we will have the chance to make we feel the better days are into our daily routines.

Some may feel that they just keep quiet and that the problems will be away just like that. I feel for them and that they have things to do and I may not know all of them. I do think about them and why this is happening but at the end of the day they are on their own and I have no right to question them. The term friend or friendship can be meaningful and also meaningless. It depends on the situation and also the time and the place and what so ever. We do not have to visit this subject any longer because we will never find the answer. All we have to do is to focus on what we do and when our turn come up, we will not do the same.

Reaction to matter that we intend to come about thus far is not going any better. We still have the chances that we feel better each day and that the birds are singing or making noises. People do that also and that we look forward to the awards and also the man in the middle of the forest taking his time to make fire and build the shelter. Food is scarce and that we will see what happen during the day. We made a few traps and hope that we can catch small animals for food that can at least give us the boost and also the energy to carry on. We do need to figure out other things though. We do need to build better shelter to protect us from wild animals that are roaming the forest and make sure we have plenty of woods for fire. 752 words @ www.750words.com.

Day 81 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

It was a rough night and that I should be happy that we all have the same senses that we did before this morning. They went out and trying their luck at the circuit and that we are stranded in the house. I could not drive at the moment but then I have to make sure that I can make breakfast for my boy. Sometimes you do not understand the situation and that we stop looking and did something else.

Sleeping was the only option last night but that was something that I could not get all the time. I wonder how do they live when the yelling and screaming started from early in the morning. Why can't the just tone down the volume and speak softly and nicely to the kids? I got fed up already and I do not want to do anything with them.

The animals are restless and that they are indicating something among the bushes and the people looking through the night are trying to be as quiet as possible. They are trying to catch the animal on the camera for their assignment and that could be dangerous. They are active at night and they can see in the dark. The people are relying on the technology to do so. They do have some protection from the army but they are not going to shoot the animal unless there is life and death situation.

We leave the stadium will sense of joy and relief. The team did not perform well but they are able to win the game. That is the hallmark of leading team that they grind out result when necessary and when they are having a bad day in the office. But this is not my team and I am a little worry about all those noises in the background. The pundits are making prediction base on historical data and also their professional observation about the team performance and also their prediction on the team selection. Sometimes the answer and what they say is so obvious that so many people will cay the same thing. When you hear the people giving comments after or before they game, what they speak about are the same as the professional pundits. So there is no difference except that these pundits got paid a lot more than that of those people on the street.

We do not have the power to do everything on our own. We do have the brain to process the situation and come up with options to make things happen. We do not have to rush things out and we do not have to do everything at the same time. We try to simulate the situation and make prototype of the things that we want to do. That will give us the sense and also the direction that we are heading to the good path. In a way we do not have to rely on other people to do some job that we can do it on our own. In this society that is not the case. We do not have the DIY culture and we do not read instruction. When we hire a house maid, we simply assume she an do everything in the house. We assume she can operate the washing machine and also the oven and cook food for us. We neglect to teach them and when they make mistake we got angry and scold them. That is not the way to do things.

Sometimes we try to think the best way to do things in the house. Even though we are not capable or have the strength to do certain work, we must be able to work it out slowly and that we only have certain things that is not functioning well at the moment. We must be able to start to exercise in the morning and that is the aim that we want to do before we have the next appointment. We o not have much time and we target after 1 month we are able to be better position to go to work and what not.

The moment of the strange things can happen during the day and we still cannot understand the situation for the whole of the people in the village. We try to make them understand but we may have misled them to a dangerous area that we do not have the control over. This is not going anywhere and we try to make the best of what we have. 753 words at www.750words.com.

Day 80 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Please try out the luck that we all have the chance to making it better day. For the sun to shine we must be able to have a chair and relax to enjoy the beauty of the line and shore and the beach that we like to have on our own turf. There have been so many argument about the situation that we are in but we still stuck at the same level. There is such a way to go forward but any road will take us there.

Do not wait for the bird to come and fly over you to shoot  them. We should be able to make the silent steps and hunt them through out the forest. They are there among the bushes and also on top of the trees. Of course they are green but we can still see them if we are focus on what we do and use the binoculars. That is how things can happen and we must be able to make some kill and have dinner. Else we will have nothing but rice tonight.

Marry and happy are not the same couple. We should distinguish that and such a way to think hard before we do all those commitment. There have been so many strange things that can happen and people change along the way. We do not know the reasons all the time but we can make up those along the way. There is also such thing as third party and that we have our attention towards other direction and we must be able to be strong and hold on to what we have. The desire is still there but we should be able to sustain the tension and make other things to get it off our mind. we can always sleep it out and then when we wake up we will feel better. That is perhaps the most simple plan that we have all year round. Many ideas are floating around at the moment but we cannot instill the situation far to forward and yet we must understand the problem that we are in. Those ungrateful people out there must be chased and be told that they are jerks and they must buck up and talk does not count anything anymore. When you spoke about people not paying you and that amount is not actually what you will get. Looks like you are not working hard enough for the money that people owe you and that you take for granted that you do not have to pay people because people did not pay you. What the hell is this theory?

Stupidity is the friend of many people. They are all over the place. You can throw stones and hit so many of them all around you. They are very visible because all they do is advertise themselves with things that we can clearly see are stupid and the things that they say are really do not make any sense and there is no solution in their solutions or suggestions. They always have answers and that they thought those are the answers that resolved the questions. They are not and this really bother me through out the year. There are times when we do not have to face these people and that these are the happiest periods that we can have. When they come back and when they are still in the space of the such interpretation and people will try to figure out the way to part the motion and join the group of people that do not make any sense at all.

Personality and the way that we do things can be different and that will not bother anyone if they understand the concept of community and be patient with what they have in line for the longest journey that they will embark. The children are happy because they do not have to worry about the income and that they have the job to learn as much as possible when they go to school. When they are home they are supposed to be learning other skills such as other local language so that they can have that knowledge dealing with other people with common understanding. We do not have the chance to make through the river that we seek to acknowledge the row that we have chosen to see the Friday night fight in the indoor stadium and we look forward to have dinner after the event. We still have so many things that we want to make people to understand the situation but we can always wait for the next day. 

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Day 79 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

It seems that ungrateful people are the same person in real life and also in the dream. I bet they cheat also in those unexplained world. The whole generation is against what we do now and that might have something to do with that we are out of touch with the reality. We do not know what to do and that we aim to be as what we have been doing before. The main function of the core machine in the generation of the power will be abandon and that we may have alternative solution in the near future. We no nothing at the moment and we wait. We enjoy what we have and try to save what we can. There is nothing much we can do but wait. Do not put pressure on ourselves where there is no necessities.

Some may argue that we have reached the end of the line and that we could no longer go further. But the other side of the employment did not say anything and did not give any indication that what we should be doing. We wait again and see how this will turn out. I may have to call them and ask what is going on and that we have the chance to have a peek in the future discussion that they will have. I have been sad and that they did not do anything about that at the moment. But they are there to do their job and it seems that no one willing to take another step forward and just look at it. It is not like they have to make the decision now but that does not look like people that I would be. Never mind we see what will happen and at the moment I have to focus on managing all sort of problems that I am having at the moment.

We try to make sense of all the changes and happenings all around us. There are several cases that we can comprehend but some we can never understand but conclude that they were made in the interest of the people all around it. It is the culture of the country and that has been embedded in the mind of every one that are living here. Even the foreigners are into it at the moment because they do blend in and they will make the most of what they can get. We like to take cut from things that we do not do. We like to have a slice of the cake even though it has nothing to do with us and we want to have the commission when we simply give small contribution that is not even significant. That is how we live and we can never make ourselves better in any way.

We like to cut corners and we assume that we can pay the fines. We do not respect the law and regulations and yet we preach to be a good person on a daily basis to our social media group. We do look for connected people when we have to deal with any government agencies and that indicated that we want to go around the system. Why not call or go to the department and ask for what you want? Is that not simple enough?

We are totally a different person when we are on the wheels. Regardless of what we have done very recently like coming back from the mosque, but that did not teach us anything about being patient. We taught our kids to be impatient and that will continue for generations. He in return will teach his kids and so on and so forth. That was a sad sight yesterday and I was telling my kid not to be like that.

It seems that when we do illegal business it does not matter as long as we are not caught. There is no moral or religious issue here. They do not care as long as we can get the money, a lot of money and we never get caught. That kind of people live in this country and they behave like they are the most wonderful service people in this world. They are all jerks in my mind. The corruption level is bad and I can say simply because if these people get caught, they simply offer the money to let off. The receiving end is a gone case now. There is nothing we can do about that except to be careful in what we do and protect ourselves from the bad elements in the society. 

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Day 78 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Random prompts and thoughts are there for the sensitivity that we all have such value at par. For so many people there are so many reasons that they can do to try and wall paper the scenery and yet we have the boat to go across the river. This is sensation and that we all have the opportunities to make things happen and yest we forget what we have set out to do in the first place.

Never mind the intention. Not to worry about the lost of the jungle and that we have the animals in the zoo but that i snot right in some ways and many will attest to that when they see what actually being done there. I try to see the moment in the morning and yet in the evening everything will slow down and the nausea will set in and that we do not have the energy to go on for the night. There must be some kind of solution that we can try and the early dinner must be there today.

There are people coming up into the field from all over the place. They are not happy with the game and they are chanting for a replay. We do not have to be so rude and ask them to leave. We let them express themselves and asked then to select a few representatives so that we can sit down and discuss the matter the next morning. Everything will be clam the next day and we can talk rationally and come to a good resolution for both parties or teams.

During the rain we can see the people are in the house doing nothing. They are unable to do the work outside and they could not do much in the house. The power from the solar is low and they dare not use the battery. In case of emergency they need their phones to be be working fine. So they are only able to use the power in the battery to charge their phone and keep the ham radio running. They are worried the heavy rain can cause landslide and also flooding. They are hoping the rain will stop but it does not seems to be lessening.

We seek to answer all questions and try to make up stories when the answer need creativity. That is why we have to try and make all the people understand the situation and perhaps they can help. Some may be asking the logic behind all these and some may just go ahead and help us out. There are many turn away and never to say anything and they do not have to help us in any situation. Plenty of supplies that we got will have us with food for quite a while and we appreciate their help. This is the last time we are going to stay in this area. We have to move on because these people are so nice to us but some are trying to get rid of us. We never understand them but we do not have to fight them. They have all the right to ask us to leave and go away from their land.

We have reached at then end of the road and now we are entering the forest. We have to make sure we find a good place to make camp for the night and later look for better place for longer stay. We found a small river and a dry area that we can make our camp. We do not have all the camping gears. Since the sun is going down and we do not have much time, we make sure we have the fire going and make shift sleeping place. We do need people to stay up to make sure we are guarded through out the night. We have decided to take turn to guard the sleeping area.

It was a rough night. We do not have proper sleeping place and we all ended up staying up and gathered around the fire. We do have some water and made coffee for every one. We ate biscuits and that give us some food in the stomach so that we do not feel too hungry. In the morning, we will build the camp and try to forage for food in the forest. We feel that there are fish in the small river and we can catch them. Small animals are always available in the forest and we can try to catch them and make food. 

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Day 77 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Do I see improvement? I would like to think so but we are still looking for better and much strength into the legs and also the waist down below. Thought that we stick to the one method is not known through out the country but people still could not believe what they have seen so far. There are so many versions of the story and yet people still could not make up their mind. We try to be independent in dealing with the data and make sense to the information that we can throw out there in the social media. It can be dangerous when we simply put it out there without checking the spelling, the facts and what not. It is much better to write it down on a piece of paper. Review and then try to type it again so that we cannot afford to make mistake.

Some may argue the tedious solution to the problem will never ending and the people from the other country will continually come and go across the border. We cannot stop people from coming here and try to make a living. We can tight the rules and regulations so that they do not bring too much money out of the country. We charge higher tax on them and that they can only bring along certain amount of money across the border. We cannot help it since most of them did not bring any money. They have converted the money into the gold that they are wearing and we cannot do anything about that. We are a tolerant country and as long as they do not bring any crime inside the country we are OK with the current arrangement.

Through out the years they were living at the edge of the forest. They hunted and gathered food when the weather permits and they have been there for a long time. The authority has granted them the land that they are dwelling at the moment and they are able to make further expansion into the forest. They do not have any kids but they do have people coming to the cabin from time to time. We believe these people frequently go hunting and paid them to be their guide. They have been living with out electricity for a long time. One day the hunters brought along a set of solar power equipment and put up the equipment for them. Now they can enjoy the power and also have lights through out the night in the cabin.

We try to make sure that the children understand the instructions and then they can finish the competition and the winner will get the trophy. The kids were divided into several groups and they have appointed leader for each group. They were eager to compete and want to win the tournament. They were brought on to the football field and line up according to the group. Each kid is supposed to run towards the end of the field and collect a piece of paper. On the piece of paper, they have to memorize the phrase and pass along to the next kids. Unfortunately the rain came down hard and the competition is cancelled.

We are too lazy to go about doing things and read any instructions. We are too damned lazy to figure out how to do things that we have just received and think we knew everything and need to help. I do have pretenders because they are actually stupid people and never want to admit it. They never want to ask people how to go about doing things and never want to ask for direction. At the end of the day they got lost and wasted so much time and money and fuel for the trip. This is something that we have to evaluate when we meet someone especially when we have intention to have long term relationship with the person. Of course people will only show their best sides during the courting time. May we we should have like probation period after marriage and see how it goes from there. Or we have simulation program and we can tell from there whether we want to continue or not with the relationship. This can help but not there will be no resistance we do not mind having good conversation about this so that we can resolve the problem at hand. We are open to the solution and also any other suggestions that can improve the system. We seek to be better than other so that we can make a good business case.

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Day 76 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Anger is there all the time. It gets triggered by the slightest sound or noise or talk or movement or what so ever. Even silence can trigger anger and such things can be frustrating. The anger is towards the people that are not there all the time. These people are ungrateful and run away from responsibilities all the time. I do not understand the situation. You are in trouble but you still harp on faulty methods that you have been using for years and never made it. If you have made it once that should have set you free long time ago. Mentioning certain project with certain amount will not make things better. You need the actually dough to get things done here.

We do not have the strength to hold on to our patience much longer. We also have pressing problems that these people are part of the equation. They have been there for so long and we are not sure how long we can be patient and hold on to this anger. It has been contained to ourselves all these while but sooner it will burst and God knows what will happen.

We must move along the way because theses things are getting under our skin and we are not the one at fault here. Helping people is always good but when people promise to pay back the help, they must do it as simple as that. I do not care and I will tell them off on a daily basis if I need to do so.

We have got plenty to see through the cloudy sky and that the moment we have a clear path to speed up our steps we should take that advantage. We must not procrastinate and that we simply have to do that. No matter what happen we must start something. Take a baby step and we should be able to carry on to bigger things. Take baby steps first and that is the original or startup aim.

Anger is not the only friend we have in this world. Laughter is also a friend. It come and go. When we were in the glory days laughter was the best friend. we were so happy together and nothing actually will make us sad or mad. Everything was enjoyable and funny and adventurous. Nothing would deter us during those days. We were more than willing to take part in any event that within our reach. We went through great length to get things that we wanted and sacrifice most of the time food for clothes and shoes that were fashionable. Things went another level when we were able to get girlfriends and took them out dating and such. Those were the days and we would so often talked about it until today.

Things do not seem to go down well these days. There is something that we have to be worried and that we need to cope with the fast pace moving all around us. We are not able to be out there normally and do things that we can do during the days and yet we are not trying to not do things. We try to do especially when there are people complaining about things that we must do and such. There are also legal issues that we need to resolve and be accountable for the things that we are obligated to pay and do especially to the financial institution.

We do not have to do this all the time and that we seek to acknowledge the movement of all the time that we need to be sure about things that we have been doing for the ages of the maiden name we all should remember. As though the people trying to get some kind of resolution and thus we have far off from the beginning to the solution that has to be imported from Europe. We are not so sure what we what to do for the time being. All we can do is pray for the best and that we need to understand the circumstances that are in the beginning of the situation.

We try to make sure that we have the spelling correct but the grammar could be all over the place. The sentences are meaningless and we do not really care about that. As long as we can continue to type and put something out there is enough for the day and we have got the streak going as long as we can.

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Day 75 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Frustration is my best friend. He goes everywhere with me. People make promises like nobody business and then simply ignore them when the time come. They never give a shit about me and then turn their back on me just like that. It is done on a daily basis and then I just said to myself do not bother any more. How can we take this each time we have some sort of agreement to do certain things and simply brush them away when it really matters. Let us be silent about this matter and then we do not have to be so frustrated all the time. We do have other important priority that we must deal with all the time.

I would like for young people to come up to me and ask for tips before going into marriage. So far none has done do but there are many things that I can suggest and things to avoid and things that they must have strong agreement with the other side of the equation. After 20 years of marriage there are things that I can gather and formulate to make it better for others in this world.

Through the years that we must be able to strongly propose to the people that we might have some kind of sickness. We do have plenty to shout about and that we might as well try to make this as quick as possible and people never will try to improve themselves anyway. We have seen this many times and that they never have a good plan simply go out there and try to be stupid and along the way stating that they do this for other people's benefits. I am sick and tired of stupid people and the stupidity is contagious and that make me angry. Why can't you be better or at least try to make yourself better so that the others will look at you and try to do the same thing. You got angry when you see the rest is exactly like you not realizing that you have actually taught them the traits.

Cleverness can be learned. But if you show them stupidity that is what they will learn. As simple as that.

I am not looking out for a genius in the family. I am not looking out for people that can get all straight A's in the exams. I am looking out for children that work hard and willing to learn no matter what the result of the exams are. I am looking out for kids that are able to understand what they have learn and understand the application in the real world. They can  imagine or perform what they have learned in the real world. When they come home they are able to tell me what they have learned and that explain the things in the house that are related to what they have just acquired. That is the things that will make me happy and parents will be happy with this. No matter what the scores of the exams are.

We are getting slow at the moment but we need to make things happen during the writing and that will prompt the message through out the session. This is the simple thing that we could do on a daily basis so that we ought to behave. The manner of the situation is clear and that the plan was laid out yesterday and there is no sign of things happening up there. I do not want to care and I do not want to be bothered. They can do what ever they have to do by themselves.

Silent treatment or avoiding trick is the best that we could do today and might as well we be ready for it within the hour so that we do can express then anger in silence through out the time line. The social media binge was there yesterday and as per the other day, they spoke in length about things that are actually different things. I hated that moment. They went on and on about people and then finally concluded that they were speaking about totally other people and these are strangers that do not know them and will never ever speak about them in their entire life. We do we have to waste time and hurt people's feeling talking about things that do not give us any benefits. Why do this and hurt people's feelings and what make them happy talking about people they follow on social media? Are these people give them any money or something like that? 

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Day 74 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

There is such a familiarity that we sense the monetary rewards all over again. People are scrambling out to go as far off the grid as they can and live off the land by their hands in the garden and also attending to the livestock. There are families out there making money out of nothing but dirt and they are doing it for the fun of the time that they are having. There is no pressure because they only do it when they are required to do so. Most of the time they live with the surrounding and they grow their own food. Once in a while they will go to the town to buy some supplies other than that they are doing fine in the land that they own and try to stay as healthy as they can.

There are also pressing moments that they will stay in the loop for many reasons and perhaps they will see to it that what is the chances they will take in the measurements for the future generations. They did this because they had to and that they are tired of the township and the garbage that they did not collect and also the noisy neighbors. They left all behind for simpler and out off the way life. They still get in touch with people over the Internet. They are not totally cut off they do not want that at all. They are just trying to have a living environment that is more in natural sound.

Towards the end of the period, some of the participants are trying very hard to stay focus. They have been doing this for the past few days and they are running out of energy to stay awake and also contribute ideas to the sessions that they are in. Some may have totally lost it and simply trying to see through the last hours for the final get together. They will be released and go back to where they come from in a few hours time but they still need to finish this final hurdle. It has been tough for so many of them. They were not use to have all day brainstorming sessions and they are exhausted. They are tired of screaming the ideas out and they are tired of getting into arguments in the groups sessions. They are also exhausted trying to draw and explain to the entire group their ideas and also the way to implement the ideas. They are now relieved from the camp and they went back to their home later in the evening.

We do not have any idea how to go about getting the people out there. They are all required to gather around the camp fire and try to understand the situation and give suggestions to improve the community and also to communicate with each other. They are used to have all the communication devices and they text each other so often. Now they do not have to do that. They have the people in gather around the place and they can start to talk to each other. This is better because we can have an honest conversation and also see the emotion when we actually face each other. Texting is not something that we should do too often especially when things are urgent and that we need to complete the matter in urgent sense.

Why we are still in the path to the argument that we all have the chance to make all the noises and be little of each other. We have the pain all over the body and yet we still have to blame others for that. We cannot help it because we do not have the ability to show case the opportunity that we may have to be so sure with the chances that we have. There is no clique in the team and the boss knew that to get some ballots for the sleeping and roommate assignment. We do not have the chance to make to the permanent job that is required to be trying all the above and that we have the final say to push each other with the people in the wall of fire. There will be people with light advantage but that does not mean anything if the others perform as well as they are required to do so.

Many have tried to go the opposite direction and some actually exceeded the expectations and became major success stories. We do not have to follow the flow all the time. We can go the opposite direction and still be successful. 

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Day 73 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

I was riding a motorcycle in my dream last night. Not too sure what model but it was a small vehicle. No wonder we could not get up the hill. My wife was at the back. That was the only thing I can remember and that prompted me to try to drive the car to send my boy to school this morning. I have not been driving the car for the past 5 to 6 weeks. I could not even remember. I think I would have to try a few times around the streets within the house and not to go beyond that. Perhaps after a week or so I may be can try to go to the shops.

That is the plan because I cannot be stuck in the house doing nothing for much longer. I purchased the compression leg socks and wore them last night. It did give some kind of reaction to my left leg where I felt some kind of probing in the ankle. Then there was the discomfort feeling on the left hip also. I will do this again on nightly basis and see how it will go. I am also thinking of buying another compression socks for the shin. I felt that the muscles in the shins are not as smooth as what they are supposed to be. We see how that one go and I need to make some kind of budget.

When we are there for the previous time in between the spaces that we all have to be sure when to make the final decision and thrown in the towel. We do not do that as often as we want in the end and that will be surely missed. We do not have the chance to make any references for the time being because of all the red tapes and that we may have to be so sure about the situation and that we must take care within the law of the country. The people out there is one that I do not want to see too often and that I do have preconceived opinions about all of them. They can do what ever they like when they are out there but I do not want to do anything except to improve my situation at the moment.

We do not understand most of the intention that people do. We are in a society that likes to walk on thin ice and that we like for people to notice and then make comments. Then we mock them by saying that we do not break the law or the rules or the taboo or what so ever. Why we do have to do it in the first place. Plenty of examples when we see them coming to the mosque on Friday afternoon. Too many are too much and never think about applying what they have embraced. I have not seen this for a long time and that if I were to be there next week, I can bet the similar situation will be  there and that is not surprising.

They they go again and I never can understand how they operate the household and how they manage to bring up the kids and what not. I never want to know what they are doing and I never want to make any connection with them. All I know they are not the neighbors that I can be friend with.

We do have plenty of decision to make and that we still insist in getting the situation and also making all the necessary advancement in the system that we are providing the consumers. Most of them are depending on the system to make sure that they have the solutions and also to manage the situation at home while they are away on vacations. We do not have the chance to make sure that we all have the problem when we do not want to be touchable for the size in the manner that we all go for the chances and please bear in mind that we have the plenty to be feeling the heat on both ears.

I do not fancy people that have no idea or do not plan ahead when they know that they are going somewhere. They simply have the idea in mind and at the end of the day, last minute, come to me and ask stupid questions and that when I cannot answer it seems that it is all my fault. I do not like that and I can no longer tolerate the situation.

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Day 72 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

There is a tremendous force behind the scene and that we all have the opponents in our palms. We seek to get the certain degree of efficiency in the operations and yet year and year again we will face the key performance review conundrum. Not a single person in any organization will admit that they did not do anything and did not perform. But everyone will confess that they have done excellent job when what they did were actually the normal job that they are required to do on a daily basis. That means a rating of 3 for every one. I better not argue in this manner because I am not there and that we knew all the people that will have the most money at the end of the coming month. No argument there.

Trouble is some people's only friend. He is there all the time and never fail to do what he does and yet we never complain about his behavior. Many of our associates do not like him but we always have ways to justify and defend the nasty actions and reactions. But once of these days we are better off without this friend. How do we detach or ditch this kind of friend? Perhaps along the way we have to sense the situation and that we are able to act swiftly and go our separate ways. That is the plan and we have to be together for a little longer.

A few days later we found out that the paper in the basket was actually the letter from the financial institution. They are asking us to make payment to the outstanding loan that we have been missed for the past few months. Nothing much we can do about that and we ought to have the general consumption for all the matter most. We are approaching the final week of the month and the time will come to make the payments that we have to do. There is no escape for certain things and that we must make the payment to avoid any problem with the car and also the card that pays for the utilities and what not. We are in the middle of the crisis that we are not allowed to be sure when we will tremendously found all the nice and congratulations from all over the place.

We do not have the chance to make any break through with the experiment and we must take a break to find new ways of breaking down the complex problem. We have been doing this over and over again for the past 6 months and yet we are no near to the solutions. We should take a break for a week or so and try to think outside the box and new way of doing things. Perhaps we are too stuck with the way that we do things and we never understand or able to imagine other angle that may solve the problem. We are off the the island for a week to relax and try to think and imagine the new way of doing these experiments. If we are unable to do so, we are prepared to stay for another week and then we see how it goes.

Suddenly the results that matter most with the people compiling the data from previous years are positively leading our path to the great location for the exploration. We do not have many historical sites in this country but we sure do have history dated back to the early centuries. We never knew what went over they years but I suspect these people do not want us to know how they came about being what they are today. They definitely use the money to bribe and keep people quiet and not surprisingly our society is full of corruption cases. It has been going on for a long time and we never actually realize the consequences and keep on doing the same things. When we started to embrace the religion that we are today, we keep on doing what we have been doing and simply ignore the teachings when it comes to this subject.

Evidently we are not far from the truth and we may have to face the music but we never actually want to do that. We would rather have the generations beyond us to suffer but not our family trees. There is more to come but we still have not struck the many facets of the situation and yet again we are in the dark of so many things in the past.

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Day 71 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

There is no need to come up with any justifications all around the week for many reasons that they are there for some purposes. We do not have to engage in serious communication for all the matter and that we seek to understand why people do simple things that they like and they are successful at them. We have seen many examples of people doing things that not we cannot be doing but we do not have that kind of mentality in the country. We are lacking in so many ways and that have to change for good. How do we go about doing that? We should start within the family and that will come off with me at the beginning of the transformation.

So many times and so many ideas that came up within the time frame and that will have some kind of distractions and what if that I cannot be doing that because of the current conditions and that I must address the soonest possible. We are indeed trying to understand the situation and that we must be able to understand the strength and we all need to motivate the people all around us. We do have to show that the love is always there and that they should not be worried about my status at the moment. The time has not come for the moment that we all have to go through in life but we are still here and we do what we have to do to make the best of what we have got and to get by and to be happy with the people that we love. That is what we do on a daily basis and that we try to make sure do perform the basic things and that we live for another day.

We see people not doing the way that we wanted and we simply let them be what they are like and we shall not be asking questions and we use that as examples that we try to make the kids not to be like that. We live in a world where people want to be the richest and the best in everything and that is kind of wrong attitude. We should be focusing on creating a strong foundation from we have embraced and then we go from that to improve the situation all the while. We may have chosen the wrong path in the first place and that we need to make adjustment along the way we do things. We can opt for total and radical change. We can leave what we have behind and start all over with what we have and to make sure we do it right the second time. But we do need to have the agreement with everybody and not everyone in the family will agree to come with us to make that kind of changes in life.

We are stuck with what we have and we do not have to go beyond that. We do need to look back and see that we follow the society to do what we do and we never actually think in the long term. I wish I would have stuck with the first car until it become obsolete and can never be ridden again. Then I would have save tons of money from that. I wish I do not have to buy the house in the first place. I wish I could just rent a nice house just outside the city so that I can go to work rather easily and never have to spend money on fuel and also the toll fares. We can use the public transportation and we live very near to all the grocery stores and what not.

That can be tailored made for the kids and those are the things that we can teach them to do when their time comes to get out of the house and be in the real world. As of now we responsible to support and make sure they have everything they need for college and school.

There is something coming on the last night of the rainy season and that we all have to bear the noise and that we seek not to intervene the situation. The people are screaming for attention and we do not really care about them. They are screaming all the time and I can never understand the situation in that household. I can simply do things that I can when I hear the commotion and that will make this come to the end. 

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Day 70 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Why do people have trouble keeping up with the simplest plan that they have thought out before they go to bed? The alarm clock is there and that is the only thing that can bring you up when you have set the time. Things happened during the night and all the sudden your plan went haywire. Might as well live your life as it is and never say anything about what you want to do or what you need to do the next time you wake up. Never promise anybody anything before you go to bed because the first thing in the morning you will make someone hurt. That is it. People never think about much but they acted like they know it all. Then there were people from the circle like vultures but they only think of themselves.

There is always a catch when people are too willing to help you out especially when it comes to money and then I remember the fellow who actually got doctorate degree in Islamic study but all went out the window the sooner the money started flowing in. Last I heard he divorced the wife got married to younger lady and still in the business getting people to buy into the system and he makes tons of money. I remember the brother in law talking on the floor and trying to get the crowd going by doing some kind of stupid exercise. I was cursing all the time I was there because people only talked about money. Then there was a lady emotionally talking about other product that she did before and that the money was not there even though she worked hard and stuff like that. She even brought a long an old man as the live testimonial of the product and the guy stood there and talked about what happened to him and what not. I think they were lying as simple as that.

History always repeats itself and that we all have to be aware. I am not going to say anything and I am not going to participate in this scheme. Where do you think you are going with this? I think I am just going to say nothing to this and that will be my stand. There will always be an answer and that these kind of people think if they have the answer they think their actions are justifiable. Remember we live in a world where there are correct answers and there are incorrect answers to much of the things. You must think about the answer that you have given to people and that if you assume all the answer justify your actions, then I am not going to be part of it.

I always answer with things that I know for a fact and that opinions are not the definite answers. That is how I was thought in the school and that is how I was thought when I was growing up and in the teens I had not parents to fall back for many things. We depended a lot on peers and friends and that shaped us as who we are today. We were in an environment that was wild and restless. We were trapped and we needed spaced to breathe. We were in time where we wanted to express ourselves but there were barriers and guards and rules and regulations and not to mention all the religious groups trying to make sure we do not cross the line. That was the years between 1985 - 1989. The second half of the 80's. That time it was crazy. People were revolting and the division was so clear. The rockers and the people who loved to get high all the time and the people trying to get into the correct path.

I believe the girls were having the same feeling and the same kind of live that we were having and that will come upon many years ago and that any reunion will never happen. Now we do have all the chat rooms in the smart phone applications and people are trying to get to the basic and trying to get the religious matter more priority. But I do find it odd when they have another cap on their head when it comes to the race matters and things that people do as normal in our society. It does not reflect the way of life that they are trying to follow. How can you suggest a person to break the local council rule by just saying just pay the penalty. Then the race issue when the subject of selling the house and what not. It does not jive and they are all OK with it. A huge question mark about this people. 797 words at www.750words.com.

Day 69 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Through the years that we are doing this and for every now and then over the once in the blue moon many will never understand the situation. Most of the time I suffer alone and nobody will know when I never tell anything about the day that went by suffering from all kinds of thoughts. That must come to end and that we all have to behave just like a normal person and make as little adjustment as possible so that it will not be so different. That is the plan and we have so many plans before. Executing and reminding oneself is not an easy task. We do suffer a lot but it could a lot worst and we do not have to be calculating all the time.

There have been many instances that we could be joyfully and argument that we could not win with so many people looking forward to be humble but at the same time bragging about their achievement and the kids achievement in many areas. I do not intend to do that. I prefer to encourage my kids to be creative and do the things that they like and they love. They do not have to make other people happy. They only have to do things that make them happy. This is the emphasis that must be address this weekend and stop all these nonsense about worrying not getting results and that others are in front of them.

We do not have to be so sure about getting into the upper hand and into the bushes at the back of the houses. Surprisingly there are people that do things like tiny pond fishing and get their fish all the time and let it go and they have the people following them. That is so wonderful and that is something that I ought to try out. That is something that we must try and see where that will lead us. The bait is simple and that we may have to be so sensitive with the people all around the town. We do not have to be catching them but we make the documentation and release them back into the water. That could be wonderful and we can see such excitement into the must needed boost with the crowd in the village.

We do not have that kind of vision because we do not have the system nor the government that allows things to be creative. We have been shaped wrongly and until today we are suffering. We spent money like crazy, example in football, and our football standard is nowhere near where we want to be. We still harping on past glory and still harping on the SEA Games. No matter who is leading the association, their interest in only in the money that will be spent and that will lead to many speculations and what else can be inferred since this has been happening for the past may be 30 years.

That is why I do encourage people to migrate and forget about the country. They will be much better mentality and work hard to prove themselves among the strange people in which they can do all the time. Very seldom we hear people living abroad is not doing well. They get by and that is find but they do not have to be burden with these stupid answer made public by the people that are running the country. They do not have to deal with people making political decisions and boldly said it is for the people and what not. I am not buying  that and that the number one himself asking for warm reception instead of all the festivities when he comes to visit. What does that mean? So-called leader is not getting the respect from the people. And these people are actually trying to impress him by all the extravaganza because he himself showed that in his life. One thing - why can't they simply stand there every day and say out loud that they are going to fight corruption and also drug and prostitution and gambling and all the bad stuff. Do it on a daily basis. Clean up the country and then we can see where the respect will come from. They are not doing it because they have something to do with all those things. As simple as that.

How can these people clearly live beyond the means? If we were to look up in the social media and just look at the kids of these people and how they live. Outrages. 764 words at www.750words.com.

Day 68 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

When we have the chance or opportunity to make something good we always hesitate. We do not make good decision when it comes to making or doing something bad or not good for the family and relatives. There has been quiet a few that we can try to make sense of the dream that occurred last night. There was weed, parking lot, missing car, suspicious parking guards and the wife and also the daughter. There was a scene where I got stuck at the side of the building and I could not go any where. Then everything went off. Nothing much to take from the dream. There was also wife crying. Sometimes we do not need to know what was on the dream unless we do have people that can described the dream accurately and then they can interpret what happened and then what to do next. All my life the things that happened in the dream never happen in the normal life.

We are in the middle of the position that can trigger the improvement and that we seek to get the nod to make sure that we have all the necessary equipment. We must understand that we are all here to make sure that we stick to the plan where we have prepared many months ago. Small adjustments are needed but the impact is not on the cost of the building and that we are fine with the budget. We do not want to fast track the project because that will leave us with too many adjustment and cut corners and something like that. Even when we do that we still cannot finish the project. This is dangerous because the safety of the workers is important and also the safety of the people that will occupy the building is very important. That is why we defy the order from the top and let the project run as we have prepared the plan. At the end of the day, we finished the project on time and with a little savings on the budget. The little savings gave us the opportunity to have a good dinner with all the people involved in the project. That was the thing that we are proud of and that is the way that we have been doing all the projects and we are going forward with our principles. If we are pushed to fast track any project, we will defy and may be decline if we feel that money is not worth the risk of the people lives.

There has been speculations and rumors that people are trying to get to the border and try to sign up for the border patrol part-time job. There has been a lot of people coming illegally in the country and the current team that is handling the border is so corrupted and we decided to replace them all. That is the only way that we can do this and let them watch from the office and do mundane office work. These people do not deserve anything and their mind are only interested in the money.

We do not have any facility to accommodate the flood situation at the southern region of the country. We are not sure what to do with the flood victims. Luckily we do have people that are willing to take them into their homes and give them temporary shelter until the flood is no longer there. When this kind of thing happen we have to be kind and help people out. We do not have to be sending clothes that we do not want or those that we want to throw away and they they cannot even wear them. This is the bad side of the community where we take the opportunity to dump our unwanted and unusable items to the victims of this kind of disaster.

They are there for the whole duration of the games. They were chanting and trying to get the team going from the start until the end. But the team lost the tight game and they have to make the journey home soon after the game. It will be a long 5 hours drive home and that they will have to make sure that they will reach their home safely. Some have taken leave from the office and they are staying in town for the night. They are going home at noon the next day after spending the night in the hotel. This is the way that is safer and that we should follow. 757 words via www.750words.com.

Day 67 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

There is always another way of doing things that can improve the process or the for better outcome. But we must get it right first so that we always have the fall back plan to make sure we deliver what we tell people what we do for a living. Chances are slim to get to know all the people from the missing bus. They have gone and it was quite baffling to see that happen. It has been strange and that our society still believe in myth and things that we cannot see. Nothing happens to the person and that only him will know what happen. We take it as good and the most important thing is that the lost boy was found and he is not sick or injured or anything like that. The experience will teach him a great deal about life and I can bet that from now he fears nothing. That is one way to look at it.

From the moment we left the hut, we have been followed by the unmanned plane high above the sky. They are watching us from far and we made it clear that we stick to our plan and only discuss the final approach in silent mode. We do not have to talk but we can always use our sign language to do so. We can always stay underneath a huge tree and talk about the plan that will deceive the people watching us and catch them by surprise. We know that they have been preparing for the final battle for a long time and we think they have heavy equipment and that they gave plenty of people to man the settlement. We are here to make a difference and that we determine to be successful in what we do. There is little chance that we will make out alive but that is the goal. We want to ensure that all of us will come back in one piece and that we also win the battle. We have another day to hike up above the two hills and that we will be setting up our camp shortly for the night. The jungle is a hot place. The jungle is full of animals and that some can kill us. We take turn to guard the camp while some of us get some rest and sleep.

In the middle of the night, we heard people talking not far from our tents. We know that there are the original people out there and they like to hunt at night. We heard them talking and laughing and that they could be poachers. We just kept quiet and let them pass by. Nothing happen until in the morning. We found out that our medical officer was missing and there was blood in his tent. Looked like he was killed by wild animal. Nothing much we could do and we move on.

This is not something that we do regularly. We do not have the chance nor the talent to go around and create music that everybody will take it to the top of the chart. But clearly we must try to make something out of nothing. That is the trait that people can do among the things that we all have the ability to shine among the best in the business. These are the people that work very hard on a daily basis and come back with lots of satisfaction in them. They are happy and they live decent life at home. The family is good and there is not much worry. I wonder where do these people come from? They scream and yell and scold their kids all day long. They started the day very early by knocking on the kids door to wake them up. The whole neighborhood could hear them and we do not want to make assumption but we cannot help it. They have been like that since they move in and I am not  the one will tolerate this kind of attitude. On the outside they seem decent and never say much but when they are in the house the voice started to be in high note and always calling the some with the full name and it is very annoying. How can you scold the kids all the time and they never behave and repeat the same thing over and over again.

These kids grow up having this kind of environment and they will have the same thing when they have kids to take care in the near future and this will never end.
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Day 66 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

There is never a good time to pass upon opportunity that comes along the day even though we are only 11 minutes into a new day. Nonetheless we are all happy to engage the variation that we could do any day of the time that permits us to display the pleasure and money that comes with the advertising channel. We are never alone in this world. We always have some people in the near by situation and they are ever so willing to come and rescue us from any danger or even bring us out for lunch.

At the moment the tricky situation is not there. At the moment it is tough but not difficult. We can still move about the house but not on the outside. Perhaps it is worth trying out to venture to the fresh air in the morning and may be we can do something about that. Since we are going to the store for some reasons or another. We ought to try out different food so that the taste will come back and the nausea will stop.

There have been so many attempts to see the improvement but nothing is really solid to make the mind satisfied and that we can be happy about the improved situation. It is not the case though. We are still not there and there is nothing that can signal we are heading towards the old self back any sooner. What is there to be taken into action? What is there to be taken as medication? Nothing says anything towards the situation and people are trying very hard to understand and they may not be able to do that.

We are not sure what to do with the current mood and movement in the household. But we still have responsibilities to the kids that are not living here in the house. We have to make our absence presence and that we still have the assistance and we need to forward to them. There is nothing more than we can do to make sure that they have all the things they need to go on out there and that we are always there to help them out. We may not be there but we can always extend the assistance from far.

To date we are not alone in making such decision and that we should be doing the same thing over and over again. There is plenty of time to sleep and that we must be resting and try not to be thinking to much especially at night. Why not we try and resolve the situation and that we may have to be doing the same thing over and over again.

There is the picture of the old friend that we have not seen for about 30 years. There could be the same guy but he is not near here. He is in the southern region of the country and people may try to seek the adventure to make contact with him. We are not sure about his side whether he wanted to make contact or not. Obviously he never actually try to make any contact after all these years and people simply stay off the grid and they are happy with that. I am not surprise with the situation and that we all have our reasons for being who and what we are. We do have our own justifications for taking actions in the social media and some of us never actually bother to do so. There is no point in doing so and that we never actually want to engage the society out there into our lives.

We all have our own way of dealing with any issues and problems that occur in the house, in the neighborhood, in the office and also in the group where we have all the siblings and the nephews and the nieces and what not. There is nothing concrete about that and the birthday wishes are the prominent postings in the group. We do not have to do that all the time but we still must think carefully before we start to send all those things so called information worth sharing. I never want to do that because if I do not engage or do what the things are I will not be sharing them with other people.

Perhaps I should be using the Twitter for that and try to make some kind of statement. We share when we are familiar with the habits or products and sharing for the sake of sharing is not good.

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Day 65 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

I am not going to sit around and let things simply go down as it pleases. I am going to fight back. I am going to mitigate and see how we can improve the situation and be brave to act on things. I cannot afford to doubt and be too concerned about the money that I have to spend for this. The supplies are enough to endure the onslaught and all I have to do is say wait a minute you are not going to have it your way. I am standing here and that I am not going to move an inch for you to dominate the situation.

Things have not been too bright in recent days. We ought to be better off and then we seek to understand the situation. There are little actions that we have to make and that we stick with the plan of execution. The time will come that I have to be informed of the situation and that the office must be clearly updated with the official notification. We are no longer going to question and moan about the lack of movement in the office after all these months and that is something that we should not be thinking any more. People are people and they have work to do. They do not have time to do personal initiatives and that is something we all have to accept.

The main proposal was rejected and that we still cannot understand the full requirements and the approach that they want to make. We do have the list of things that we come up with ideas and they we still cannot have the full and complete list. Why do we have to ensure that we all pass the test? We need to have all these because we seek to show all the people that we want to be successful. We want to be sure about the situation and we want to be able to turn around and talk all the basic facts of life to these people. They do not understand the situation. They do not understand the science behind all these. We are not giving the true picture and the actual explanation through out the conversation. These are the people trying to get by and that they are seen to be sure about the solutions that are available in the market.

Stress at work is normal. There is something that we have to do when we have a lot of work. We sit down and work hard and try not to think of escaping the situation. The younger generations are not there to do the donkey work. They are there because they do not know the purpose. They are not taught by the parents about getting the job done and that they have to take responsibilities upon their own living in the city. We cannot understand why school leavers still go to the college privately when they do not have good results in the high school examination. If they are not able to do that, they should not be studying any more. They should join the work force at par with their qualification. As simple as that. There is no shame of working at the bottom because you have to acknowledge that your mind could no longer be in the studying environment. Better put your mind the in the working force and that having to work at the bottom of the food chain in the office is a good start. Earn and honest living and see to it that you go to the office on time, work as you are told and go back in the evening. Be aware of the office medical benefits and do not engage in social media while at work. These are the basic rules to get by in the office and since you are at the bottom of the food chain, you cannot be anti-establishment. You have to swallow what they told you and just do the job. There is nothing complicated about doing the donkey work in the office.

They ask you to answer the calls. They ask you to operate the photocopying machine. They ask you to deliver documents or parcels across the city and something like that. They will not ask you to do things illegally and they will not ask you to break the law. They will not ask you to do things that can get you killed.

These are simple tasks that you are able to do when you enter the work force at the bottom of the food chain in the office. And you make decent and honest salary or wages at the end of the month. 783 words from www.750words.com.

Day 64 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Why do people live in a loop? Over and over again they spoke about the same thing and that thing was really annoying to people like me. They spoke about the people that never bother to think or let alone speak about us. They never visit and they do not care. Why are we still talking about them after all these years? Then there will the the thing about the legal issues and then there will be about the business and then there will be about the kids and then the house and the passport and so on and so forth. Cut it out and I never want to hear anything about these any longer in my house. I am too tired and annoyed about the people that never bother about us and one of the owe us money for that matter.

I am fed up and angry.

There is a time when we have all the things in the world and people simply like or love us because we do things that they want. After a while it became apparent that they like to use people they like the people that only do things for them. They never like people who try to make a living and try to get by for their own families. I never see them any longer and I do not have to anyway. We have met before but the thing was that we never actually see each other. That was the case and yet we are still involved with them. Such a sad story and that these people trying to make conversation that never actually mean anything.

Once in a blue moon people come and go in between the competition and yet they are there to be sure about most of the thing that they are trying to accomplish. Many have failed and yet again some may try to be there for the second time. The people that have failed will try to come back with different approaches over they years and I do admire their determination. They have guts and they are brave enough to endure the pain of failure over and over again. There is no trick. It is all about hard work to complete the job. We are in a society where fast track and buying success are norms. We never want to do anything to make money. Invest a thousand and then we sit there quietly and we will be millionaire. That is the way that the society was developed over the years.

This is what happened when one person decided to follow his favorite song and created and run a nation. The younger generations often we hear wanting to have high salary and too choosy to get the job. Why is that? It is imprint in them that they do not want to work and they want easy money. Why is this student taking leave from school to join the cousin in business? It is not for him to focus on school and get his degree? If not do not be in school in the first place. Why waste money and time for this kind of life that they are doing?

It will be hard for me to educate the kids on how to get things done the normal way. That is the only way that we can live normally and not becoming the society that like to talk about things that do not matter much, talk about the race and being racist to the bone and that wanting to be rich without working. They have to face the society that only talk about cheap product but wanting to have the best brand in the world. How can we have exclusive condominium but cheap? There is no such thing. Why do we have to call the low cost housing for the lower income group as the "People's Condo"? It that not an insult? Is that not being pretentious? That is what we are. A society that likes to pretend to be the best, to have the brand name products and many more. How often we see people posting in the social media pretending to have things that they do not own and that giving statement hinting that they have just bought brand name products and what not. How often we have popular people posting in the social media wanting to sell his or her house for millions of dollars where they knew their followers cannot afford.

We have to go against the society and try to educate the kids to have different mentality. 764 words.

Day 63 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

We need to come up with what we are. We need to say things out about who we are and what we stand for. People here are not respectful to the rules and regulations of the land. We do have all those things and they simply mix things up. They use what they like and dish out what they do not like. Nothing much we can argue about things when we refer to the existing law within the country and also in the states. We have people going around insisting that things that we have been doing for ages are not right and should not be done and so on and so forth. Why can't you simply refer to the law and see what it says. People moan when the secular ridicule and make fun and belittle the things that they do but then again they actually do the same thing when it comes to our daily lives. I am still appalled about the person who suggested that the other person simply break the rules about renovating the house and with basic assumption that the person can pay for the fine. How ridiculous when the person assumed that the friend is just like him. Could not care less about the rules and also assuming that the guy got money and just want to pay for the fine. There is the inconsistency that was so obvious. On one hand you want to be the best person in the religious matter but take a step outside, you will be a different person.

The numbers do not match.

We have to realize that some of these people we should not be having any connection. On the surface and deep inside are totally different matter. All I want is to be a simple and decent person. I do not have to go far to extend the things that I want to do. I want to live within the lines that I can perform to the best of my ability. From there we try to better ourselves. Getting by is the priority and that we care about the people that we love. That is a simple way and approach that we can take. We pay the tax and we vote during the election. We make sure our representatives both local and in the federal seats are performing their duties and not playing politics all the time. We make sure our kids turn out to be a simple and decent people also. They do not have to be the best student in the school but they do get good results within the subjects of their interest. We encourage them to be as good as they can be and make sure that they develop good habits. As simple as that.

The social media is a phenomenon. The social media is powerful and influential. The social media can move the world and also bring hatred to many people. We must be aware of the situation because social media can be distracting and bring chaos within a family affairs. Social media is causing these kids to lose their focus and tend to be so attached emotionally to the celebrities and some popular people that do things that got nothing to do with us. I can understand the facts that they are trying to catch some entertainment in their lives but too much is something that I cannot comprehend. Why not use the social media to learn things up? Why not use social media to make some money and save them for a rainy day? Why not use social media to keep the public services on their toes and make sure they do they jobs when we have paid the taxes? Why not use social media to invent excellent products and services? Why not use social media to strengthen family and extended ties? Why not use social media to be more efficient in the work place and so on and so forth.

We do live in a different world but we have only one world. Something like that was the lyric in one of my favorite songs. There is little that I could do at the moment except trying to move about and exercise the legs. I do have to massage and manage the passing motion issues and passing urine matters. There will be time today when I am all by myself and I do what I can to accommodate the situation and try to make things happen. We do not have to worry about the people doing what they are free to do. We know how they operate and that is not to our liking. 

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Day 62 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

We love to say things to others. Hey, do not do that. Hey, why not you do this and help out that you. But at the end of the day, we just love to say things and never actually do it ourselves. We spoke about the bigger picture and what not but never actually will do it when it comes to the real thing. Never actually go near the what so ever and always stay on the side lines watching and commenting and suggesting that others should do this and do that. When it comes to matter death and family affairs your so-called rights is not important. It did not happen to you and you can easily say this and that. If it happened right in your face you will know better and then you realize that all this things made up that you are racist. As simple as that. We got mad when people do this thing to our race. But inside you have shown you are no better than that of those people. It is always alright when you have the similar audience and what not but there is always one that is going to be different and that person knows exactly what is going on.

It is appalling to see this with the group of matured people still indulging in this kind of prejudice and hatred and thinking of themselves only. There is no attempt what so ever to close or erase the negative feeling in the soul. I believe that was also being channeled to the kids and that will live forever.

It is sad to see time and time repeatedly that this incident went pass our very own eyes. People that have nothing to do with the situation making a meal of of the situation without knowing the exact details of the situation and also the event. Generalization and then making conclusion without any facts. They have the gut feeling and they think those are facts and make some kind of remark and conclusion assuming that they are the winning side. Always like that. We are those kind of societies that always wanted to be the winning side.. Always have something from the past and things like that to support that  they are on the winning side. When they lose, they kept quiet and say nothing and never actually give credit to others that are far more respectful than them.

It is sad because I think I am the only one that can understand the situation or relate to that matter. Simply expressing the prejudice views without even checking the facts of the events or incidents. Suggesting that others within the group to take action and assuming that people within the group is able to do that with a snap of a finger within the blinking eye. Such a nonsense and that we should be keeping quiet and that may be we should not even brought the thing up in the first place.

Before we press the send button in the Whatsapp group, we should be asking the question about the importance of the message that we want to send. Is it something that can make a difference. Is it something that can make life better for the people in the group. Or is it something that can give entertainment to these guys and bring smiles to their faces. If the thing is welcoming negativity and thoughts that are going to be racial and prejudice, we better do nothing and do not send the message at all.

Chatroom etiquette is never there. We are in a society that never read instruction. We receive products and services and simply define what we can and cannot do with it. We always look for the short cuts and trying to beat the system. We cheat and we tell the public that we have achieve the ultimate goal in life, beat the system regardless of the situation and what not.No moral issue at all and that we turn around and tell people to behave according to the religion that we embrace. That is always the case and these are the people that we should not be close to and to get to know what they are doing. These people have ruined my life a few times already and I am not going to be near them any time in the near future. They can do what ever they like but when it comes to have something to do with my family, I will step up and cancel and prevent things from happening. 763 words from www.750words.com.

Day 61 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

It has been a rough night but I did not have anything to say about it. We all have the opportunities to make sure that we stick to the agenda in between the drama and also the historical event. The shame and the thoughtfulness for all these years are feeling that none of us never imagine the sooner and the matter that try to darken the situation for the time being. There will be redemption and that we seek to understand the thinking of the people that live far off the way we did in the village.

Never mind the setup and also the arrangement that they have done throughout the entire episode but we did not have to understand everything that they put up out there. The color did represented their legacy to the older people that brought them to the island and that we did not want to offend any of the guests. Please bear with the host and that he has to encourage the engaged couples to make sure that they did what the tradition required of them. We do not care about the traditions. We do ensure that the matter is taken seriously so that we cannot have certain misunderstanding in the months to come.

The legs are in pain. The legs are numb and that I am not so sure what to do next. We are resting on the table and trying to figure out the best way to deal with the situation. It has been rough and the night is still not over.. We are way off the mark and that we cannot be too careful to be sure of what is going on. There has been so many occasions that we could do justice to ourselves and that we out to measure the situation.

We did have the conversation in the nightmare. There was no dream. There was the conversation and that I could not remember the response. May be there was nothing but the urge to imagine the solution is right there waiting to happen. There is hope but there is the only thing that we can do for the time being. The people sucked and that for some reasons turned to be angry at us rather then them the ones that should be ashamed of themselves.

This has got to stop.

I never like people to emulate the situation and then reprint the event in another platform. I cannot afford to be thinking about the people's feeling when we express our opinion and that the event that we want to capture.

It has been rough but it is moving along slowly that the pain is there for me to taste and manage and also to get depressed on many occasions. There is plenty to do but being hampered with the inability to walk around has been very difficult. We are human and we do have many other issues at the same moment.

We cannot be thinking of everything and that we have to stick around with the plan that we drew many months ago. We cannot help but discover the situation and the moment that we may have missed through out the entire journey to the educational excellence. We cannot be thinking about stopping now we cannot stop learning and try to understand the better of the operations in the world that we are living in.

The entire group that live near the huge lake did not see it coming. They were all in their tents during the big explosion happened. They all woke up from the bed and the kids were crying because they were shocked by the deafening explosion. They could see from the other side of the lake and the bright fire is so big that light up the sky.

Suddenly they are feeling the heat from the fire. They noticed the lake water was boiling and that they now saw that they were in danger. They all got up and start to run as far as fast as they could. They were running away from the fire and the heat. They could feel the land was very hot. They did not know what to do and keep on running until they reached the other side of the island.

Everything was normal there. They felt safe and the kids were no longer crying. They have lost everything and that now they have to start to build the village one more time. I cannot be moving along to far now and this is done for the day. 758 words.

Day 60 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

Time to scale down the situation and that we will walk away from the games and just like that with similarities in the sentiments from the loathe of social media we are nothing there to be supportive any longer. There might be the chance to make life changing differences but we are not the ones responsible for all the necessary actions and taking on issues with global presence and that we may have to seek the junctions across the roads in the city limit.

The point of execution is perfect. We cannot emphasize the importance of accuracy and that we want to waste no time nor money for this final project. We cannot afford to be complacent any longer. We cannot do this to the team and the people that have financial interest in the building and also into the people that have been working hard through out the months in the summer and also in deep winter. We do not have that kind of weather here but we do feel the need to help out during the months that are not as clear as the blue sky at the current moment and time.

Some may argue about the situation and that we are the unfortunate ones. They have decided to go that path and we struggle all the time. There is nothing much that we could do and that we may have to concede the situation and try to make sense of the over all achievement. There will be time when we need to be ruthless and that we have to sacrifice the necessary items along the way. The silly mistakes and the things that people take for granted. We may have been guilty of the time when taking it easy and never be too serious about anything on the plate. We do not understand the situation. We do not need to be in a hurry and the time to be concentrated is through out the period.

There is a lack of leadership all around the camp. That we all know when is the time to make the simple dish for all to enjoy. The night will be cold and that we have to prepare the woods and the fire to be on going through out the night. We do have to take turns to make sure that we are safe and that no wild animals will come to disturb the camp site. We have been here for several nights and that we have been fortunate not to be engaging with the wild animals.

The night was dark and the fire from the place is lighting up the place. we could not see far. We stay in the tent and try to make ourselves comfortable. The temperature is plummeting and that we have all the necessary clothing to deal with the situation. Once we are in the middle of the junction we decided to take the left turn. We wanted to see the other side of the river where the people from the other side of the mountains are living and we would like to engage with them.

The came about in the middle of the night and did not do anything. We did not hear them. We did not realize that they came in the middle of the night in the freezing cold and stay until daylight. When we came out of the tent in the morning, they were waiting for us at the end of the trail. We could see them and they pointed out that they are walking towards us at the tent.

The wilderness is interesting. The people out there being left alone try to make the best of what they have got. The things about inspiring situation and that we all have the chance to make the ability to show the world that we at the end of the day is the body that have received the best of the situation. We cannot be more happy that others for being the person to enjoy the situation and also to deal with the danger and the facts that not everything seems to be in order in the jungle or in the mountains.

Food is not easy but with little effort and that patient we are able to fish from the river and to get the actual fish is truly amazing. We cannot afford to make unnecessary actions when we are out there. We have to be sure to what we do and keep it simple and nice. We can execute things easily and that we do not need to waste out energy. We are in the middle of the ocean path and that we may have to take longer period to come to shore.

The waves are crazy and that we may have to swim across the islands to get to the higher ground. And that will be the adventure of a life time. 

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Day 59 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

We look up and that can be a burden. We look down and that can be as easy as it is. We have been looking up and it has been tough. Tough for the situation and too heavy to be recognized in between the period that we seek to embrace and the try and be reasonable. Never mind the manners. We give such quick look and then we say nothing and showed that we were frustrated with the situation. Kids are not the ones that we wanted to be fair and that we have failed along the way to do the better things and that could not be help when the other party has other ideas. Self-confessed perfectionist is someone the cheats serially. As simple as that. We have seen it many times and never such improvement with the words and talks and the most annoying thing is the time line update in the social media. The nausea felling is there when we see things that you know is definitely not true. We live in a society that for some reason like to pretend as simple as that.

When we walk along the houses that come in between the park and also the benches that we can sit upon. The reading of the sunlight is not that clear. We do have to make that investment but some ma say that we are simply throwing away our money since we are in this tough position for a long time. Those who dare will come and up against the force that will be probably trying to understand the crowd and the people that like to yell to other for no apparent reasons. We do not have to hear that. We do not have to do anything with that. We do not have to react to that. We can walk away and say nothing and do nothing. They are free to do what ever they like with their lives and obviously they do not care about the people living in the same area to that of them.

Jerks are found in every corner of the world. We see them and for some reason we did not have to say anything and they did it in front of our eyes and to them they are smart. They beat the system ignoring the social impact that sooner rather than later, the kids will follow suit and the potential to upgrade the situation in the near future is there. Why bother thinking about the people that for some reason never actually fit into our liking. We ought to move along.

There is plenty of talks and meetings that people have been trying to get close to the manner that we all have in common. Some may have the chance to make it to the river and that we seek to be involved in the decision making process. There will be visitors today and that I have to make major adjustment to the situation and hopefully we do not have to have unpleasant day in the house. Then there will be the people eager to do things and I have seen this before and that I wanted to make it clear that I do not want to have anything to do with this. They can do what ever they like. Retirement plan or what not but I do not really care with the fuss and agenda that they are trying to bring. At the end of the day, blind trust can be painful and that I have suffered for many years when people do not want to pay my money back. That should be the same case as before and that we do not want to be part of the situation in the near future. Nothing should be involved and nothing should be said. Walk away and just keep quiet. Perhaps the best answer is up to you. I do not want to know and I do not want to do anything with it. There should be nothing for me to do to think and to print to search and many more tasks that people take for granted in this house.

We are almost there and that we seek to main the trap in between the road that could never make any sense. Then what happen after that we do not know. I just want to see the situation and that people are trying to make money from the Internet. It is interesting and that we all have to make sure that we are serious about the project in the near future. Coning soon to your YuoTube Channel.

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