May 12, 2017

Day 156 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

I am having a bit of discomfort and also the typical days when the bowel movement has been more active than the usual. I am managing it but still cannot be comfortable. That has been going on for 8 years and that I have to figure out other ways of dealing with this matter. Avoiding outside food is one of the thing that I can do. Or avoiding outside food from the shop or seller that have been not good to my stomach and such that we all know what is on the way to the toilet that we can count. More than we can count and that we still unable to resolve the problem entirely. There was once a good period where I manage to get things done in the morning with occasional accident but that was like 2 or 3 years back. I do need to go back to that period and that drinking the Vitagen and also taking yogurt was good. I am not sure why is it so difficult to buy yogurt. People never get it right.

When do we see the changes in the email notification and that we are going to be charged for a lot of money and we are not satisfied until we can settle the problem. Do you see the method that we are doing and when it does not compute we cannot understand why. The thing about this time we are a little OK since we have time to cancel the mystery order. That is what I will work on today. There is little that I can do at the moment until I get the right device and also the correct application and software. At the moment  I could not do anything but wait with the bowel still making me not comfortable.

The legs are still not normal. I feel pain and unstable and sad when I walk and worry that my bladder will go off too at the same time. It has been tough and we all have to do what we have to do. There is also the cost that we have to consider for all this. We hope that the appointment with the specialist next week will bring some kind of resolution and we can see what will happen.

We can expect a lot and we cannot expect not much. We have to keep going at it until we get it right. Top sportsmen and women do not stop training. They go at it over and over again and on a daily basis. That is what they do and that is what I am going to try out to do here.

What is frustrating at the moment is that I could not do much to help out family matters and that I could not proceed to do certain heavy task in the house. That is something that I want to do and we do have a few things in the house that require attention and repair work and stuff like that. I used to do all these things and when you are not capable of performing these activities it is really frustrating and there is so much that I could do and people all around are too casual with the situation.

Daily routine make people complacent and that is happening all over the house and the neighbor and the state and the country and what not. We are trying to get bye. That is it. We are trying to get by and be with the people that we like and love. Nothing more than that. But we have seen people trying to get more and more and take more and more. Never give. We try to give when we do not have enough. That is a way that we can stick to the end of the people and yet again when there is hope and light at the end of the tunnel we carry on home.

The light and trouble that come to be the friend that we want all along. They never say anything to the situation and simply do what they do when there are things to do. I remember the lady that used to come to the house when we have something going on. Never complain or things like that. Just do what she has to do and for some reasons my mother never say anything to her. She did what she could do. Complete the job and after the event was over, she went back walking to her house. A good 3 miles away from our house.

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