First day of work in the month of Ramadan. Work for others and not for me. I am still on medical leave and that I have to recover as much as possible because I am going back to work on 3rd July. That will be a good 2 years after I started the chemotherapy in June 2015. It will be strange and I should be a strange man in the office. It does not matter and we see what we can do and adapt to the situation. Probably I will be doing the same thing and that I am not going to be so sure when they will move me around or simply leave me a lone in the office. They have done so for the past 8 years and nothing much will surprise me.
I would choose the word bitter to describe the situation but I should not really care much. They do not want to be associated with a person that deemed to be capable of doing things. They even put me under the performance improvement plan list without looking at what happened and so on and so forth. I perhaps will say nothing to these people and they can do what ever they like with me. I just do not care any more. Why would I?
The pleasure of the morning in the early hours that we seek to be out there and try to emulate the situation of the free birds flying all over the places looking for food and survival. They are not too worry about things that happened around them, they continue to carry on to new places and settle for the security of their own. Nothing much they should be afraid of except for the people cutting down their trees. Stupid fools and that will can never be replaced over night. The tree in front of my house took 15 years to grow. They came and brought it down to pieces in just less than 30 minutes. I can never forgive these people. These stupid fools all around us. It is not for us to decide things and looking at the insects and birds and anything else on the trees need to be looked at and consulted where possible.
The feeling of boredom started in the morning already. It is something kind of things that I have to deal and that will never end for the rest of the life. We all have the days when everything was not really right and we wanted to do something else. These are the days when we do not feel comfortable and we have done so much to get rid of the situation or to be more relax. It is not happening and we tend to be dreaming of being these people that are having the best of their time and that is not good.
We have to forge our own destiny. We do not to have the people all around us to be doing things and we cannot depend of these guys. They may have said something that we wanted and we needed but that cannot be deemed as commitment from them. We just have to let it go. Do not think much about that because it can be sad and something that we do not have to expect to change over night. It has been more than 2 years and we do not have to be going into that any more.
When the days are young all we need to do is relax and figure out the way to go along the route. In many ways we try to simplify things and that can happen all the time. We do not have to do this. We do not have to be here all the time. We can take a ride and try to understand the situation for the best of the way that we could. That can be interesting and we all have the chance to move along the path that will bring us to the end of the road. Any road will take us there when we do not know where we are going. But it is difficult with the physical limitation that we are having at the moment. We do have to adjust to the situation and not to worry about what others will say.
We work out our way and we stick to improve the way we do things in the office come next month. We may have not figure out everythiing but we shoul dbe there and see how.
I would choose the word bitter to describe the situation but I should not really care much. They do not want to be associated with a person that deemed to be capable of doing things. They even put me under the performance improvement plan list without looking at what happened and so on and so forth. I perhaps will say nothing to these people and they can do what ever they like with me. I just do not care any more. Why would I?
The pleasure of the morning in the early hours that we seek to be out there and try to emulate the situation of the free birds flying all over the places looking for food and survival. They are not too worry about things that happened around them, they continue to carry on to new places and settle for the security of their own. Nothing much they should be afraid of except for the people cutting down their trees. Stupid fools and that will can never be replaced over night. The tree in front of my house took 15 years to grow. They came and brought it down to pieces in just less than 30 minutes. I can never forgive these people. These stupid fools all around us. It is not for us to decide things and looking at the insects and birds and anything else on the trees need to be looked at and consulted where possible.
The feeling of boredom started in the morning already. It is something kind of things that I have to deal and that will never end for the rest of the life. We all have the days when everything was not really right and we wanted to do something else. These are the days when we do not feel comfortable and we have done so much to get rid of the situation or to be more relax. It is not happening and we tend to be dreaming of being these people that are having the best of their time and that is not good.
We have to forge our own destiny. We do not to have the people all around us to be doing things and we cannot depend of these guys. They may have said something that we wanted and we needed but that cannot be deemed as commitment from them. We just have to let it go. Do not think much about that because it can be sad and something that we do not have to expect to change over night. It has been more than 2 years and we do not have to be going into that any more.
When the days are young all we need to do is relax and figure out the way to go along the route. In many ways we try to simplify things and that can happen all the time. We do not have to do this. We do not have to be here all the time. We can take a ride and try to understand the situation for the best of the way that we could. That can be interesting and we all have the chance to move along the path that will bring us to the end of the road. Any road will take us there when we do not know where we are going. But it is difficult with the physical limitation that we are having at the moment. We do have to adjust to the situation and not to worry about what others will say.
We work out our way and we stick to improve the way we do things in the office come next month. We may have not figure out everythiing but we shoul dbe there and see how.
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