July 28, 2017

Day 233 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

one of the mistakes that we make is that we did not develop the habit early in the place and when time goes on we do not have the same amount of energy any longer. the drive is side way and that we can be looking at the other side of the portion in a contact frustration. it is a routine already and one that does not want to break it from. when we have routine we feel something wrong will happen if we break the routine and the activities and what not. that is not the habit that we wrote earlier. we feel that we have been somewhat cheated in the first place. we do have to change the way we do things and the way we look at things as time goes by. the life that we have should be evolving to something better and we cannot but help it to turn to green when you see from a far that others are making such excellent progress and they never seem to be stopping anytime soon.

we are the victim of circumstances. that is what we want to say. on the other hand we do have the belief that will some what explain the many reasons and justifications and the people's sayings and what not. at the end of the day the burden is on our shoulder and we cannot be looking at others to carry the heavy duty stuff for us or with us. no one will understand. they will pity us and nothing much they can do. they help us financially and they gave us words of encouragement and we thank them for that. we keep the distance and be aloof. we tried to communicate from time to time but there is nothing concrete and we do not want to be bothered and we do not want to bother them. the answer is always OK and good. perhaps they knew right away that we are not telling the whole story. physically we display not good and nothing is sort of OK and things like that. we tried but we can never understand our own self.

there is a jerk all over the place and there is always someone trying to outsmart others and make me sick to the bone. how do we ignore these people? they tend to annoy us from a distance and we shall say nothing about that and what do we do? there is always certain type of people that do this all the time. these bastards never care about others. they are arrogant and only think of themselves. when you see many of them you wonder what they say in the social media and what they advice the kids to do. their actions speak louder than words. when you smoke in the car with your kids around, they will grow up and do the same thing to their kids and so on and so forth. this will never stop. kids will always say that the parents are right and they will copycat the habit. if you yell at you kids all the time, i mean all the time, day in and day out and from the moment you and them wake up, the kids will also that  that as the way to raise their kids and so on and so forth. what can i do about this? i hate these kind of behavior and they are happening right in front of my eyes. these people are definitely bastards and their belief do not reciprocate their behavior and i do not know what to say. speechless most of the time because the yelling and scolding and screaming happened next door. i am sick and tired of hearing their voices and the fake laughs and what not. i never want to have communication with them and the cat matter make it really weird uncomfortable.

they suck and if i have the opportunity to not be their neighbor i will take that without hesitation and what not. they never seem to care and they only think of themselves. they will be at it anytime now. very early in the morning.

we are looking forward to the travel today and we have to ask a friend to borrow the car because we do have issue with our car at the moment. it seems that we cannot drive the car long distance because one component of the air conditioning system is not in a good shape. it is leaking the gas and the air conditioning is not working 100 percent. 

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