September 4, 2017

Day 271 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

when we do not have the chance to make any contact we just walk away and try to do something else until we fall asleep. that is the plan anyway and that can be sustain with the background of colorful and ordinary love of stone. we thought we have it going for a little while but our effort was not appreciated and nothing was responded too well and beyond. we got into the similar rhythm and then a move away is always the choice that we made though out the period.

why in the first place we took this giant leap and only to find out that we are not into the similar path that we thought we are going through. the imagination of many years ago came into light and something that we should have tried and probably managed to get away with the hard work and pleasure at the same time. there are so many things that we did not think during those days. we were looking for the wrong reason and also doing the many things without any sense of thinking and things like that.

we may have regretted the move anyway half way through the years and we cannot be looking back at all. this is something that we have to live with for many years to come and the saying and the thoughts and the ideas of getting into different environment is always lip service that we have heard so many times. how do we do this in the first place and the fact that we are in pain all the time does not mean we cannot do everything on our own. we have heard so many things and that for friends they are everything. the thing that we did not like the most is the complaint afterwards. they have left out all the fun and we have to hear all the nonsense and all the stress and all the sickness that they bring into the house of the mansion in the way of the people that we never heard before.

there will be opportunity to show our disgust the day after and we can do that rather simply out of nothing. no matter the purpose to help and what not cannot replace the ugliness of the nature that we have been cheated all along and the thing that is never going to come back any soon. we have not seen any effort and progress in the department. we have heard the idea and action plan but nothing we have not hear before. that is nothing new and after so many years we simply cannot have the appetite to hear it any more.

we have been though the night and also the days that we cannot be looking at those kids in the sleep during the night fall. we have this pain now and we have to go to sleep in order to get rid of it. we know that when we wake up it will be there and will be more menacing in the afternoon. looks like we have to suffer the consequences and nothing that we can do to relieve the situation. we have been here before and we have known the pain and the suffering that we have to go through for better days ahead of us. that is the plan and we stick with the plan. nothing much that we can do except may be take some medication that can help us go to bed and sleep until the morning sun rise.

we are indeed so many words behind the scene that we all have to see the mistakes and also the hardship that we have to do and many more will come in between the time that we are in the isolation mode for the time being. they do not care of our where about and they do not care whether we are up and about or being depress all the time. they really do not care and all they know is that they get what they want and those impulse thing is spread through put the region in the way that we have expected and we do not want to care about that.

we are approaching the last ditch and we can safely say that we are doing this under such duress and that distress and pain and suffering and sadness that we cannot be describing to these people because they do not care and they are more into the social media and stuff like that will never bring the health back to us.

765 words.

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