March 23, 2017

Day 106 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

The day went by smoothly from the house to the hospital and the waiting, the usual waiting, and then come back to the house and so on and so forth. Until I received some messages that made me so annoyed and bitter. But these English words did not actually fit the feeling that I was having. In Malay it is called "sakit hati". Something that in this society can be meaning more than annoyed and bitter and what ever. My command in English to good but not excellent. I am sure that there is word in English that will fit the definition from the Malay phrase. But that is not the point. The point is about the thing that I got in the message that got me so mad and angry and may be speechless. Which is what I did. I did not reply to that message and have been in my head ever since. There are people out there that are ungrateful. There are people out there are so could not care less. There are people out there so lazy and never bother to fulfill their responsibilities and obligations that made before. The promised that was made many months ago was like disappeared in thin air in their mind. What the heck is going on?

We are struggling with the problems that we are having and these people simply go out there and have fun. Never bother to say anything and I have never seen any action from the other side. This is clearly no action talk only person. That makes me sakit hati all the way.

It is difficult to let go this kind of thing. It is in front of your face all the time. Every day and when the encounter did happen as though we are ghost  and they can never see us. How dare they come to the house and act like nothing is happening. Liar and cheaters are like that. They have tick skin and could not care about other people's misery when trying to help them out. Such is out there. Some near and some not that far away. Messages have not been replied. Refrained from contact is not the answer and things like that.

Does silent treatment work? Yes and no. When the thing is yes that it is very good way of handing things out. When is does not work the other party will take advantage and use it against us. What a way to give these people reasons to not do things.

When there is distraction nothing much we can do and lost the plot for everything and we have to start all over again. The zest is gone and that we can revisit the whole thing in another day's writing for the seven hundred and fifty words dot com portal that we can do much about. There is a way that we can try yo manipulate all the nonsense and the running that took us all the way to the kilometers and miles that others can do so easily. That is the meaning and subject to the race course and also the recommendation from the committee and also the conditions that applied to all contestants. We cannot deny these hungry people to do what they love to do and most of the time they could not make it to the finish line. We have to admire their spirit and strength and they will come back next season and start all over again. There will be agony and feelings that people are so emotional and cry all the way. The medical team is also in the mode that they are willing to help and put the runner interest at best. We can no longer ignore the situation and try to be mild about the chances that these people will try to get through the rough stage. There will be danger and that we are prepared to make sure the safety is the most important aspect of the organizer and that they are there to make sure everything is smooth. The business part of the event is important but when it comes to the safety of the people involved, the business unit cannot make that final decision. We all have agreed to that and that is the guiding light that we have when we run from the wee hours until the next day. A tough and endurance that we can never feel until we are one of the runners. That is all for now.

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