August 6, 2017

Day 242 | 750 Words Challenge | Morning Pages Challenge | 365 Day Challenge

we do not have to be in the rain. the sun is up and about and we have met the lady that went up the mountain. she was smiling all the time and they said her camera was bigger than her head and stuff like that. the climb was long and hard but they do have trails until they reached the top. they were sponsored by the company and they did this many years ago. i met a few of them in the cafe and they were talking about the trip and the journey. the guy is no longer there and he left to join an airline company. that was what i heard. i remember he completed the iron man competition many years ago.

it is amazing that we are in the crisis mode when we are here all alone in the morning darkness through out the day. we are not coming to the end of the session and we worried about things that have yet to happen. what is going on and we cannot be looking nerves and stuff like that. are we willing to go forward with this condition and we can try to do that. we do have supplies plenty of them and we should not be worried. the thing is that we do have to pay for the treatment and it seems more logical to do that than travel up north and spend more than 300 dollars for the trip. i can get 10 sessions here with that money and the method has been around for many many years. we do this and see what happen.

sometimes we have to admit the frustration and that anger is growing within the body and affecting the thinking and the head and the physical appearance. we also have the chance to make it ourselves and we found no satisfaction what so ever when we are facing the dark and smelly room for the shortest period of time. then we regretted the move and we cannot explain the nature of the thinking at that time. anger must have taken control. frustration builds up and takes control of the mind and the physical limbs of the body for the strangest thing in the life that we cannot understand why that is happening. we always have the movement and the reach out program that we cannot be looking at the chance we have to be so sure when do we need the camouflage to disguise the actual expression that we have all the time.

people patronize us and we cannot be taking that up front. we keep it inside and it has becoming so hard to take for the rest of the days. is it too late to change the approach or we simply withdraw from the playing pitch and try our luck some where else. there has been a few moment that we cannot comprehend the meaningless smiles and also hugs that we cannot be looking across the street and also in the communication group that shows something all the time. we try to make ourselves far off the conversation because we do not know these people. we cannot see them and we are not remembering most of them. they are like talking all the time and being so far off i better keep quiet. perhaps i can ask some of them privately and we can try to monitor the situation in the second story of the house and that is not accurate for all we know.

we do need to go on with this and we try to make sure we have tried so far all the necessary tricks and may be we have to show off the situation for the rest of the timetable and things like that.

why not take it easy and do the short cuts. we cannot do that. we have pledge to complete this in any manner and time does not matter anymore. we still can barely contain ourselves with the on goings pains and also the unknown cause that we will try to understand the many faces of the chances that we get through out the years and we still must be grateful for what we have and also things that we have received.

a little bit more than we are done through out the day and we can do this tomorrow for another streak that we can get through out the years. it has been many days and we can do this continuously and try to make fun next time. 

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